
Time passed from my biological father to my mother who had a lover to treat her lonely wounds.
And..
The only thing I didn't know was;
Aldista was the daughter of my mother's lover.
I realized he was Aldista's father because I saw him when I first met Aldista.
The word does not come from me, but it was my mother who refused to marry because she thought of me. Because, my mother realized, if her lover was the father of the woman I was looking for.
I saw that mom really liked Aldista's dad. Maybe because they were the same single parent. 2 years later, I decided to convince my mother to marry Aldista's father.
What's more when I find out if Aldista already has a girlfriend. I decided to pray for him to be happy with his girlfriend.
The one thing I realized was;
Even though he looked ahead I knew that his tail was staring at me.
She staring?
I chose to speak stale, asking if he liked me. With a smile he said he liked me. The woman's answer almost made me explode in a terrible beat. I tried to cover the face that I was sure would blush like this boiled shrimp with my smile.
And shit!
I was so happy that even I could hear my own breathing.
I'm back in a stale mood. Ask him why he is not married and even my mother and father. I'm not actually sure about this. But this man who was going to be my relationship father said that this woman would intend to break up from her lover - right when my dad was in the dress up for this Balinese wedding - so I decided to ask that is, to ensure the truth.
“ yes.” and that is the answer.
I went back to talking - why and why, he wanted to break the relationship, when the relationship, I'm sure it's been going on for quite a while. 10 years.
‘ so when I met him, he already had a lover?’ my inner.
He told me. 2 years he was in a relationship - his lovers want to propose to him. But the word did not come from his real mother. And I think I should thank her late birth mother for not allowing her to marry. I plan to thank her navel - when I go to her hometown - later.
I'm back to hearing the story. The reason his late mother did not allow marriage.
His study.
Heye? I heard he didn't even finish his studies.
I heard the reason. And I really feel destiny is playing me.
Me, him, us.
We lost our efforts. What was different was; I lost my father's business because he betrayed the closest people to my father and he lost his mother's business because of a great fire that made him lose his income for half a year.
And because we lost our efforts, made our parents have a disease because of it until we finally lost it.
My body vibrates.
We, we,
Me and him..
Same.
I see myself inside him. I comforted him as I tried to comfort myself.
And he.., he praised me.
Ah.., smile.
Genuine smile.
I like that sincere smile.
I think what is different about us is;
I am slumped in regret - despite whatever efforts my extended family has to encourage me.
While her?
He's trying to get ahead. But his extended family was indifferent to him, making him only able to remain silent on the spot.
And sister?
After daring to call his older brother stupid - he even bickered with family in Bali, and with the reason he was the smallest child he was allowed to behave arbitrarily?
His father must be making a rebellious soul in his brother's person.
Back to the question.
Why he decided he wanted to end his relationship with his girlfriend.
He's bored.
And the only thing that surprised me was...,
Is her relationship more than the word kiss?
Damnit damnit!
I'm pissed!
I figured...
I think she's different from the woman I've met.
Adult women with adult needs?
Classical and ancient reasons.
And he said that his girlfriend was not good at satisfying him.
I started to listen to it. Turns out his lover was a machine gun type. Practically. But very quickly ran out of bullets in the shoot.
And he is proud of his ability.
Old people.
I deserve to say that, right?
If Aldista is 30 now doesn't that mean he's older than me by 6 years?
And..
It turned out that the woman who would become my half-sister was the type of woman who was passionate.
Groping hers with her hands?
I wondered why he could date his old girlfriend.
And her birth mother was once again the reason why she never had a lover.
I'm back upset.
Not on him
Not on this woman who has legitimately been my half-sister but..,
family and their strict family rules.
And her lover who was supposed to help her was burdening her.
Unknowingly I cursed.
The old lover. And for a second I realized what I was saying.
Excuse me. So I said while bowed.
Anyway I'm swearing at her lover, now.
She smiles. Acclaiming.
He just bothered his lover.
The word broken ever ejected from the mouth of his lover.
He was angry just because of the internet quota problem?
He is not only a weak man but also a man who has no self-esteem.
Internet quota?
And he was even angry that Aldista chose to give birthday gifts to his parents?
Waw!
Give credit to the silliest old man I've ever met.
He's wrong and he's cursing?
I don't think he ever reflected.
Aldista laughs.
But I saw despair in his eyes.
I'm mellowing.
Again I want to protect him.
Yep. I still like his smile anyway.