Me And My Step Brothers
A smilling?

I love hearing her heartbeat while sleeping on her chest.

I also like his gentle treatment, his brain, his breath and his body odor.

Her lips are opium that can make me lulled to want again and again.

His gentle play seemed to say I was special and did not want to hurt me, but also did not make me suffer.

Makes me forget; if what we're doing is wrong.

I want to mention his name in my pel*p*san.

But I couldn't do it, because I knew - if I did, this forbidden relationship would end. Because he and I have a bond.

A bond that makes me unable to have it, even though I know if he wants me too.

A bond that connects the family rope.

Because he and I are...,

Sib.

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“Hei! My ugly stepbrother.” call Arnold when we're at a fast food restaurant.

“ what? Bad stepbrother rupaku.” reply. While brandishing my fork. Arnold who was showing the mimic of the temple was surprised while lowering my fork.

“ what if you work at my company.” Arnold said.

“ what do you mean sister is the company where you work?” my many.

“ yap.”

“ can be?” my wonder.

“ can't?” his reply mimicked my face.

“ really can?” I said less sure.

“ do you want or not?” arnold said, It seems that he does not like to be stale.

“ no, thank you.” I chose to slice the sossis with my barbecue sauce.

“ WHAT! WHY?” arnold was surprised to hear my answer.

“ did you know I have flaws?” my words remind me back.

“ you're not perfect, but that's no excuse for not working - I mean in a company.” said Arnold who quickly changed his point - because he knew I worked too, even if only through an online application.

“ yes, you are right. However, there may be a reason why the company won't accept me.

If just because I have insiders - I can enter into your company - it's the same as they don't acknowledge me; it's appropriate - but still accept me because of you. And I don't like that! I want to enter because of my own efforts - because I deserve to enter the company and not because of such cheating.”. Arnold was silent but once again he looked at me with a different look than usual.

“ anyway, I believe there are still many people who are more deserving and entitled to work in the company than I.” continued me.

“ you're right.” Arnold said smiling.

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After that, we chose to go straight home.

And when I came home, it was dark and I decided to take a break after cleaning my body.

I always turn off the lights when I sleep. Despite having claustrophobia, I wouldn't be able to sleep if I didn't sleep in the dark. I always fall asleep without even a single piece of cloth except for the blanket that covers my entire body. I feel more comfortable like that. Even when it's cold, I'm not used to wearing a jacket. I'd rather wear a thicker blanket than wear anything on my body.

I'm used to not doing anything after a shower. Letting the water in my body dry on its own in a fan - only after it dries will I wear my clothes. Maybe it's a habit? Or maybe meat? Either from my late mother or from my father. Why can I say that? because my brother has the same habits. He even often just uses a triangular safety to cover his pride after school and does not use anything else first.

And there was no feeling of unease at all from us, I who was a woman was also used to seeing my biological brother like that. After all, he is my biological brother, it is impossible to also have such thoughts towards me.

But all these habits I had to not do because I did not live alone in the house. Only if I accidentally drop my clothes wet-makes me forced out of the bathroom using a towel that covers not half my body. What astonished me was that Arnold, who saw him, was smiling. As if waiting for something. And I think I'll understand what he's waiting for.