
It has been a few days I closed myself off from the outside world and cyberspace.I really just keep quiet in my apartment.There are only Erald and Lian who occasionally visit me.
The days I spent crying.I really feel devastated.The blasphemy of the people out there so haunts my mind.They know nothing.But want how else I can't prove anything about the incident that night.
If only I hadn't drunk that water that night, my life would have been fine by now, right?.Surely now I am still busy and greet Flo all over the world through my social media.I certainly will not cry like this.If only I did not attend the event.But it has happened I can not do anythingwhat now.
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I woke up hearing my phone ringing.That's Leo's phone.
"Fi,are you okay?" Ask Leo after the phone is connected.
"You know what I am now.I don't know what else Leo should be.You also why say "My greeting while occasionally wiping away tears."Patience is yes,I'm not saying it but I'm again telling a trusted person to investigate this I'm sorry because I you're so gini.I know you must be very depressed but believe me out there is still a lot who supports you".I smiled wryly at Leo's words.
Yes, there are some people who do not believe the news about me.But the various malicious comments made by some people greatly affect me.How can I ignore their words while I myself do not know what they say actually happened that night.
"Leo, I don't know what else to do.Hiks...hiks.."my crying immediately increased rupture.Padahal already from earlier I held it so as not to break more.
"Hey, don't cry.Everything will be fine.I'm sure everything will return to normal" said Leo who tried to calm me.
Leo had to end it because he still had a few more things he had to take care of.
Lately I have been having trouble sleeping, crying often, I feel so bad now.
Blasphemous words people like circling in my head.It was like haunting me.I can't control my emotions when I remember it.I must have broken my tears when I remembered it.
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Tonight I was lying on the couch.I'm still crying it all feels hard now.
"Geez Miss!, how many days have you not slept" said Erald who panicked.Maybe he was surprised to see my condition now.Yes blackened eye circles due to lack of sleep, watery eyes, red nose, and,and my appearance is a little messy.I can't even take care of myself.
"Miss don't do this".Then Erald took me to a chair and put down the things he had brought and came back to me.
"Miss must remain excited, I, I, I am also sad if Miss gini continues" said Erald who stammered for holding back his cries.I just fell silent.I don't know what to respond anymore.
Erald spoke to me again."I'm sad to see Miss gini.Miss definitely hasn't eaten yet right?I masakin Miss yes, Miss must eat.Abis it Miss shower later let me natain hair Miss.I miss Miss who used to be cheerful and neat"
I just nodded my head, I felt so lazy to speak.I lost half my spirit.
While Erald was cooking, I went to take a shower.Given from yesterday afternoon I haven't had a bath so I decided to soak.
I poured aromatherapy into a bathtub that was filled with water.I soaked long enough.After that I put on a sleep suit and then I rolled my hair with a towel.
I'm heading to the dinner table.The smell of Erald's cooking is delicious.
"Miss, Miss eat first yes.I make Miss's favorite fish soup" said Erald while pulling a chair for me to sit on.
I can only eat four feeds only.Entah why some days my appetite disappeared.I gulp water.Ah, I really lost my appetite.
My head is so dizzy, it's so painful."Miss, why's Miss?" Erald looked panicked.
Before I answered, my consciousness was gone first.My view was dark and I did not know what happened next.
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