
Today I was relaxing in my apartment.I have been back in my country since a few days ago.
I was sitting in a lounge chair in my room while opening social media and accompanied by a cup of warm strawberry milk.I read various comments on a photo that I uploaded a few days ago.I uploaded a picture of me together JK at the backstage of the Award show that was held a few days ago.
"Ah you make me envious, you're a very lucky Fangirl"."Aaaa JK, we're jealous"."I would love to be JK oppa's hair to always be noticed by him"."Miss Fiona, welcome to the world of colorful bangtan.You are one of the lucky ARMY to be friends and take pictures with Bangtan members".And there are many more comments.I am happy because there are no negative comments.From the first ARMY is always good, friendly, and generous.So also with Flo, they support the friendship between me and BTS.
I finished playing my phone and took my guitar.I tried to sing a song while playing it.I tried to play the song "Beautiful in White" owned by Shane Filan.The lyrics are full of the meaning of happiness.
Somehow I suddenly thought I needed someone in my life who was more than just a friend.This song made me drift in the atmosphere he created.
After the song is finished, I sit on the balcony enjoying the night sky and typical urban scenery.
I breathe deep air.I feel lonely now.Do I need a lover now?.Ah no-no! It's kind of crazy
There was a sound of people pressing on the bell, I rushed towards the source of the voice.I see from the door hole, I see,it seems to be the usual package courier.I also opened the door and received a bunch of beautiful dark red carnations.Kurir said this from someone, the person advised me to read his greeting card.
After the courier passed, I looked at this flower.This very beautiful dark red jeweler is so beautiful.I wonder who sent it, because the dark red carnations symbolize love and affection.
"Hi Miss, I was the mother of a little boy who at that time, congratulations because the lady won the Award.My son was very eager to meet Miss and give her this flower, she said,but dear God has called her first.Health is always Miss and may Miss day be nice."
My heart breaks reading the greeting card and my tears flow so hard.My sweet little fan, it's a shame we can't meet.
I then called Erald to find out where the sweet boy's house was.I planned to visit his house secretly.I don't want any media to know.
Today Erald and I visited the mother's house of my little fan.
"She idolizes Miss, she is very eager to meet Miss, but unfortunately she has to go home to God first.My dear Vin has terminal cancer and we are constrained by the cost to treat it."Said the mother while occasionally wiping her tears.
I hugged the mother, I couldn't bear to see her grieving.
"Yes Mom, don't be sad anymore.I'm sorry Mom,My heart is broken to hear the news that he is not there but at least Vin has not felt any more pain and I am sure he was there not wanting to see his mother grieve.Now mom has to let go".Said Ku while continuing to hug the mother.Then I asked to be delivered to eat Vin.
The location of the tomb is not far from his home and it did not take long, we arrived at the cemetery area where Vin was buried.I put pink and dark red Carnations on his tomb.I also sow roses.
"Hi, my sweet Vin.Silver came to see.Thank you for idolizing me, thank you also for the flowers.So, I really like your flowers.Vin I'm sure you're happy there"
My tears kept flowing.Although I had only met Vin once, but I also felt lost.My heart was broken when I knew my little fan went to face God even before his desire to be reunited with me,let the Flo around the world be healthy always.
Vin, I promise I'll visit you often if my time is free.When I know that you're sick with cancer, I'll take you to the hospital and treat you to a cure,invite you to play all day and I will often visit you.I will take you to the playground, eat at the restaurant, buy ice cream.Vin my poor dear.
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