Me and You (our fate)
Chapter 5 (Insecure)

As usual, today I'm ready to go to the cafe with Deka.He's like my motorcycle taxi driver isn't he?every faithful day brings me home and away.

The Cafe

All activities run as usual, the difference is we have to work faster.Senjak cafe change theme, customers are so crowded.

There was a beautiful woman entering, she instantly became the center of everyone's attention.His face was no stranger to me.Ah who is it?I think I've seen it somewhere.

He took off his glasses and said "Hi, order creamy latte coffee 1, raisin toast bread 1, and chocolate croffle 1"."ok, please wait"I replied with a smile.But he never left"you forgot me?", "sorry, who is".He grieves and then crosses his arms."I'm Veronica, your classmate".Veronica was my classmate in Junior High first.He most often bully me in school.Dream how he pulled my hair and said I was ugly is still recorded clearly in my memory."You work here?turns out you haven't changed, your style is still a village, and your skin, eww is still as bad as it used to be".

I try as hard as possible to hold back my emotions that will blow.I do not want to make a fuss in the cafe.I admit Veronica is beautiful, pure white, clean,sharp nose with thin cute lips.Since long ago he became a prima donna in school.And I hear now he has become a model of local clothing brands.Different far with me.My skin is not white but the pigment of my skin exotic, the,my hair is a little wavy.Ah yes, here I am with all my shortcomings.

"You want to make trouble, sorry please go.I don't want to serve, a waste of time.There are still many other customers in line" I stopped my activities making his order.he glared while saying"You disgraced me!?I'm so pretentious that a lowly officer ngusir me".I close my eyes and breathe oxygen deeply."you want to buy, I will gladly serve, but if you want to find trouble mending you go".Bryan approached me."What the hell is Fi?"."I don't know, he came to insult people, told to go not want to"

Hearing the commotion all eyes were on us, and Brother David approached.I told him what really happened."So this lady came to talk like that?" Ask Brother David.I'll answer "yes brother"."Okay, Miss if you want to book us with pleasure to serve, but if you come here just to find trouble, you better go.I don't want the comfort in this cafe disturbed just because of you"."In whom also nyari noisily.Diaanya aja baperan.I also talk facts.She was buluk"reply Veronica with a tone of dislike.Sir David like emotions as well as others .Brother David's still trying to speak carefully"better miss go from here, I don't want my cafe in trouble just because of you".

"Free beautiful if minus attitude" said a cafe customer.There are also those who say "it's not a model of Bright clothes huh?do not think the attitude is very bad","what would happen if the owner of Bright know if the model of his behavior is that".The customer comments sound simple.

Veronica who unfortunately went away with annoyance.Rena approached me "Udah Fi, do not be in dreadin.You are beautiful really"."yes, do not listen to the words of a human who is minus attitude"reply Brother David.After the incident passed,everything is back to normal, but not with me.

I still keep thinking about Veronica's words.I am the type of person who if there is anything I immediately think of protracted.I know this is not good.But indeed if in thought.I am not a perfect woman.My skin is not white, but I am not white,but pigmented exotic.Not dark not also white.I'm not too high.Ah I feel Insecure now.Partially why today I have to meet him?.Huh.

It doesn't feel time to go home.

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In kosan

As usual, after the routine ritual of cleaning myself I lay my body on my mattress.Mood was so destroyed today.I took my phone and opened social media.Then I found an excerpt of the sentence RM, the leader of BTS.He said "No one is born ugly, we are only born in a judgmental society.Even if you are not perfect, you are a limited edition".Ah like these words are very suitable for me.My badmood swallowed are gone.If in thought, RM has a point as well.

Then I took my guitar playing a song "Still With You" belonging to Jungkook, my bias.Ah I was so addicted to his voice when he sang this song.I played another song "Imagination" belonging to Shawn Mendes, the song "Winter Bear" belongs to Kim Taehyung.Ku recorded the reff section and then, what else if I do not post on my Instagram account Reels.

After I finished playing guitar, why I was suddenly hungry.I decided to buy my favorite five-foot meal, fried rice with chicken side dishes.My work is so,I like fried rice with fried chicken instead of egg ploknya.After wearing a sweater I opened the door.I was surprised to see Daniel there in front of my door."Hey Fi, here I was buying fried rice in front of it"iya thrusting transparent white plastic.I also received it" anyway can fit gini yes, I also had the intention to go out nyari eat"."mate kali"ish I want boxing?" "Dear joke don't be angry constantly"I goosebumps amused."Darling what's wrong, I know the horror".It's just chuckling.

"About this afternoon, do not be too in thought, you are beautiful really.You're the best version of your own tea".I'm speechless."Anyway if anyone says that again do not in the horror Fi.I understand you the person how we have been long ago.Surely you keep the same talk of the mad girl before"."tell you for her care Niel, I'm sure you keep thinking the same thing,but I've done nothing, I don't think about that talk anymore really.You didn't see my face happy gini?"after a little pleasantry Daniel pamit, I sat down first in front of the boarding house but Daniel refused, he said he was in a hurry.Motornya still yes live in the place of fried rice seller.

... I also go in and enjoy the fried rice even though the side dish is not fried chicken but this is delicious, it is delicious.Warm fried rice with flat eggs....

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