Me and You (our fate)
Chapter 29 (Depression and Despair)

The end of waking up in an all-white room.Yes, this must be a hospital.

"Miss is awake" said Erald who saw me awake.Then Erald pressed the call nurse button.Not long after the doctor and some treatment came in.They checked my condition and then came out.

Erald held my hand gently.His face expressed worry.

"Miss, Miss is now no longer all right.Doctor says Miss is suffering from depression and must be routine to Psychiatrist.And please Miss do not think of anything first.I do not want Miss why-why"Erald told me.

I just smiled faintly.After my scandal that is not even over now I was diagnosed with depression.Will I die later?.Why this evil thing must happen to me.

Erald looked at me with a worried and sad look on his face.I feel sorry for Erald ever since my scandalous case came up,he had to go back and forth to my apartment to take care of my needs.Erald and Lian were the ones who now regularly visited me,they stayed by my side even though I couldn't do much for them.I won't forget their kindness and I'll repay them someday.

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After I got home from the hospital, I had to go to a psychiatrist and take some medicine that the doctor had prescribed.

Now I'm like an addict who has to take medicine when feeling anxious and sad.

I always cry if I want the words people say to me.They easily get over me j***ng without knowing the truth.I do not understand anymore what I have to.Have been a month of circumstances still like this and the perpetrator has not been found.

Sometimes I feel tired with all, I want to give up to continue to survive.The life I live now is only full of sadness.I am not a strong woman.If I continue to receive treatment like this I can not survive.

I could only stay in my apartment, crying all day while waiting for when it would all end.

For me it is not easy to live a life like this.Weeks of living in hiding and silence in the apartment.Crying, restless, anxious,and panic.Even now the drug from the Psychiatrist did not help me other than make me sleepy and asleep.Freely I sleep because when I wake up I will still cry and feel tired with everything.

Maybe other people out there don't believe me.I can do anything right now.I can't do anything because don't even evidence to get out of the house I have to hide.

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At midnight I was surprised by the sound of my phone notification so crowded.Akupun curious and open it.

I got a nasty message from people.Either from where they got my phone number.They attacked me with various words.

"Hey j***ng!, get out of my hiding place so we can eliminate you immediately"."It's disgusting, pretending to be sweet and holy when it was originally just a pel**r"."Don't you realize how disgusting you are"."Didn't your parents raise you properly?or you are the type of child who does not think about the feelings of your parents.See because of your actions everyone becomes difficult.It is better you just die there"and there are many more messages that contain harsh words and sarcasm for me.

I cried again.I slammed my phone My feeling is so sick now.Maybe it's true I have to die so that all is not difficult.I can not prove that I am innocent and I can not restore the situation.People old man, my parents must be sad to have a child like me and they must be very embarrassed now what's more considering my photo at the hotel while being with Leo is still widespread on the internet.

Right now I can't think of anything other than a way to die.It's so painful for me.

I was dressed in all black clothes complete with a hat and sunglasses.I came out of my apartment to head to a bridge.

After I stood on the bridge fence, I looked at the sea below.The tears kept flowing and the painful words kept haunting me and circling in my head.

Mother, father I'm sorry if I've thrown dirt on your face.You must be very embarrassed now.Flora and Abi, forgive me because I can't be a good brother to you.Flo all over the world forgive me,you must be disappointed in me, right?.I can't explain anything to all of you because the evidence can't yet be found.I also can't possibly always live under this kind of inner pressure.I'm also tired, I want to take a break from this painful world.

Maybe I'm stupid for giving up, but this is not easy.I can't stand the situation that further cornered me.

I put my feet up on the bridge fence.I closed my eyes and prepared to plunge down.

Suddenly someone grabbed me and hugged me very tightly.......

*Guys sorry yes if the story does not fit your taste.Hope to understand this my first story.You can give me advice.And do not be bored yes the same storyline🤗And thank you for you who stopped by.Borahae💜*