MILLINIUM-TRENDI GENERATION FHADLAN
Episode 18's

A miracle happened to Fhadlan after incident after incident happened to him, even though all the events that happened to him initially almost drove him crazy, but after some events had changed his mind, forged his personality. All the bitter experiences that have been in his nature since birth become an effort to the meaning of his life. As the saying goes, experience is a teacher in the next life.

"Oh my god, for what did you create me why should I be born with all the suffering" Fhadlan muttered.

The bitter experience has brought fortitude to Fhadlan, the loss of loved ones no longer makes him sad, he as shown the meaning of life on this earth, confidence arises in him if all difficulties will end in time.

"God, show Fhadlan a good way of life, show him where Fhadlan should go" Fhadlan prayed after no thought had given him a solution.

Fhadlan's steadfastness however but facing the deadlock of the way of life made him restless as well. Various prejudices and thoughts of negative thoughts raged within him. As a human being, of course, he cannot escape from his nature. As a six-year-old Fhadlan still needs the affection of others, he still needs people who want to share a place to live with him. He could not live alone at his young age.

Thinking she'd live where with whom Fhadlan shed tears. Fhadlan's grief intensified when Tatang's grandmother and grandfather came from Cianjur, Fhadlan began to pour out their attention only on Tatang while Dewi Gayatri and om Nanak were also busy holding their parents and in-laws.

Today tatang can be brought home, Mr. Ndang his grandfather Tatang and om Nanak busy with the affairs of Tatang's return until Fhadlan was completely forgotten.

"Nak Nanak. for a while Gayatri and Tatang father bring back to Cianjur aja first, then, your son Tatang still needs to be cared for by a broken bone shaman happens to be his brother is a broken bone shaman his house is also close to the father's house so he can every day take care of Tatang" said Mr. Ndang Tatang's grandfather.

Om Nanak was also unable to resist the wishes of his in-laws, he thought there was also a point.

"Ok sir, for the sake of recovery Tatang Nanak agreed, all the administration has been completed, Tatang has been allowed to be brought home" said om Nanak.

Fhadlan deliberately broke away from the room as the meteka packed to bring Tatang to Cianjur. Fhadlan's tears returned when she realized Gayatri and Tatang's mother would also leave the hospital.

"I have to go to God" Fhadlan muttered in the hospital corridor.

Fhadlan was really confused as to what to do, now he hoped that someone would greet him and take him somewhere to leave the hospital. Fhadlan was still fragile and decayed by the crossbars that came in mercilessly. It was as if the world was carrying tons of weight over my body. It's like everything's over without leaving history. Tired, it must be, even to the point that to fineness feels heavy, Fhadlan's legs feel stiff, let alone to stand, sitting upright he is almost incapable. That was the peak time when Fhadlan had to accept the trials of life that are not appropriate in the experience of children the age of Fhadlan.

"Oh my god, what should Fhadlan do?" ask Fhadlan inwardly.

Disaster, hardship, suffering and the like can not be denied Fhadlan refused. Want especially? They exist in a package of creation within man. There is joy, there is fun. Happy is life. As human beings we are obliged to try but the fate of God determines, as a result, Falling, Failing and rising again that is life.

But for a child of Fhadlan's age the way of life is not he is able to work, he is still dependent on others, how humans treat him, how nature treats him that is the way of his life. he could not dance with his own drum, all he could do was dance to the song of nature.

Likewise, when Nanak carried Tatang to be brought to the car that was ready to take them back to Cianjur. Fhadlan was very hopeful that they also invited Fhadlan to participate.

Gayatri who happened to see Fhadlan sat alone staring at them with tears. Gayatri felt touched and intended to take Fhadlan with them.

"What if Fhadlan was also taken to Cianjur?" ask goddess Gayatri.

"No need, too narrow later our journey is very far, the condition of Tatang's feet requires a roomy place" replied Mr. Ndang Tatang's grandfather objection.

Om Nanak stopped right in front of Fhadlan stroking Fhadlan's head.

"Fhadlan wait here yes, Tatang want to go home to Cianjur" said om Nanak.

"Yes" said Fhadlan with tears in his eyes.

"You don't cry that, om Nanak sure sooner or later the dark clouds that shade Fhadlan's life today will be changed into bright clouds that accompany the days of Fhadlan next" comfort om Nanak.

Fhadlan only nodded as if he understood om nanak, indeed the same speech often fhadlan heard.

"Didn't overcast mean rain? Yes, destiny is in God's hands. But our way of life? We are the ones who decide"

"Humans were created by Allah SWT not for playfulness, not for beauty. If for beauty enough God created gardens decorated by flowers – flowers and butterflies"

Such was the frequent remark of Fhadlan's stubbornness from Cicilia's mother and nanny's friend's friend, as they comforted each other, long ago in their place of deportation as street beggars.

In the belief of Islam, the problem of life is very much in the field of science, some people may think that life in the world is just spending time just living. Born, small, mature, old, and eventually died to leave the world. They spend time just eating, drinking, sleeping, having fun, and things that are in vain. They consider there is no purpose for the creation of man in this world.

But in the view of religion this is clearly a very real mistake. Contrary to human reason and instinct. And clearly, contrary to the wisdom of the deeds of Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala. Human creation is not just a game and futile, but there is great wisdom in it.

Allah SWT has determined our life line before we were born in this world, if you think it is the greatness of Allah SWT. Greatness in compassion, for thinking about the things that are best for us, before we are in this world. Then, if there should be a problem that befalls us, we only need to think positively to Allah SWT, because everything that happens is best for us, because everything that happens is best for us, whether it's the sustenance or the misfortune that we receive, it's all the best for us.