Miss Crazy Rich's Contract Husband
Just an ordinary girl

Pov Queen W,

Some time before.

Queen W gasped from her deep sleep for some time because she felt the sound of someone calling her, in fact, so opening her eyes she did not find anyone calling her. The girl gently touched her forehead for some time until at last the girl looked straight in front of her where she could see Wiraditya in her sleep.

Queen W let her gaze look straight at the face of the man before her, for a moment she let her gaze not be separated from the man before her.

"You know W? for men, getting hurt many times must be common, people like you are too easy to fall in love and bounce back, but people like us are definitely not easy to get up after a fall and get hurt," The girl spoke in her heart.

"They always say, lebai, exaggerated, pretentious yes, indeed in this world only we ourselves are injured, others are not." the gaze of Queen W is not at all separated from the man.

"I've always said in your heart you've never been hurt so you don't know what it's like, getting hurt twice isn't easy, it's healing but it's going to stay the rest of the way. I'm just an ordinary girl W not an angel or an angel from heaven, who is able to appear perfect before everyone and throw the heart out of taste. I could never express my feelings to anyone, when I was hurt I would be silent and could only cry in the room, hide under the covers and cry out all by myself."

"I can only cry when someone says I overdo it in the meaning of wounds, and I consider such people as heartless people, if the one who says like that is a woman I just hope she feels what I feel one day, one day, and when that man says it's a man then I'm sure it's very difficult to please his partner because he's the selfish kind of person, W."

"There are so many books and romantic movies that try to examine the differences between men and women when falling in love. However, no one has clearly given a definite theory of feelings."

"Lelaki easily dropped his heart on someone who according to his eyes beautiful, but in fact women will only put his heart on someone who according to his heart instinct can make him feel calm and happy."

"Who says I don't want to get married and enjoy the lasting marriage until death do the parting? it's everyone's dream. However, in fact many people are reluctant to fight for and invest their time, energy, mind, and wealth for the sake of the perpetuation of marriage."

"Life aging with a partner until death separates is everyone's dream. But it is not easy to realize that dream. Commitment must be held, the flame of love must also always be maintained. The needs of each individual to develop also need to be considered. And for sure, all of that requires an investment of mind, energy, to cost."

"The reality is ”Not love makes a marriage last or last for decades, but commitment isn't it?" Therefore, do not expect love in the past will keep the marriage forever."

"Over time, love will inevitably decline. Love is blind, but building romantic relationships is rational. When in love, the part of the brain that regulates emotions is activated, while the brain that regulates logic is inactive. When in love people will feel flowery, stubborn, comfortable, and always think of him. However, the happy period until the awakening of emotional intimacy or physical closeness and sek_sual at most only last 2 years to 3 years. After that, the attraction will go down until love becomes bland."

"In the context of a long-term committed marriage or relationship, when a person knows his partner inside out, whether about the appearance, feelings, or actions of his partner, then the shock that arises becomes very rare. As a result, the dopamine released by the brain is even slightly so that love decreases over time. This is the alarm of the danger of marriage that arises when the flame of love is not kept burning. The fading of love will make the satisfaction of the couple towards marriage is low to make the commitment to marriage also go down. As a result, the risk of infidelity or divorce increases."

"And I don't want that to happen, not because I can't love you but because I still doubt your feelings, W. I don't drag what people think, behind my silence I keep neatly tucked away the way I judge someone, I'm not an active and productive Amaryllis and think people around should be wary of it, but I'm Queen Wilhelmina the quiet girl who always tried to be prejudiced by anyone around me until I was cheated many times by the people around me, W."

The girl continued to talk in her heart, letting her eyeballs stare at her husband. She slowly moved her palms and let her beautiful fingers gently touch Wiraditya's eyebrows, moving on her nose to her lips.

"Have you ever loved me a little bit W?" Ask the girl in her heart.