
In the end silence occurred between them where the two people were silent and did not make their own voices, allowing himself to sink into his own thoughts where Wiraditya decided not to continue anything else because he thought what he said earlier already represented all his feelings, he no longer needed to add their chat that was quite long and wide because with what was said earlier it was enough to make Queen W should understand how she felt about the woman at this time.
Queen W herself chose silence because she was quite at a loss for words, she did not know how to let out her voice this time as if she was hypnotized and at a loss for words after hearing the declaration of love from her husband. It looks strange indeed, but Queen W feels something strange in her heart when Wiraditya talks about his feelings for her.
Her heart clearly felt not okay, where she felt like she almost had a sudden heart attack upon hearing the expression about Wiraditya's feelings of love.
amidst his uneasiness and loss of words, Wiraditya finally let out his voice
"Subhanallah, it feels quite relieved," Wiraditya said later, as if he had just released a heavy burden in his heart at this moment, saying so while condensing his breath with such a happy feeling.
"I don't expect anything in return from you W" Wiraditya spoke as he continued to develop his smile.
"But if our marriage really stops in the middle of the road as you wish, at least I've talked about my true heart as well as how I feel about you, W." the man continued again later.
"at least there will be no remorse left because in the end I managed to express my true feelings to you, O angel of heaven." after saying that Wiraditya took a deep breath, he said, he then cast his gaze away from his wife where the man chose to straighten his gaze towards the top of the ceiling of the house.
He lay facing towards the ceiling of the room, enjoying the color of the above lights.
"And thank you for listening to the expression of my love feelings, W." continued Wiraditya later. The man let his gaze not move from his position.
Until at last Wiraditya slowly turned back to the right where his position lay.
"In love there is no dictionary to impose the feelings of others, you are free to explore your own feelings and you are free to reject the feelings of others because it is a human right and a heart. Basically the feelings of each person are each held and grasped by themselves, therefore I leave your feelings to yourself and never force myself to reciprocate my feelings of love simply because of the limit of pity." and the man looks so relieved to take everything out at the moment
"I think it's been quite a night, you can sleep if you feel tired, maybe I'll choose to enjoy the night breeze on the porch felt room out there, W." the man slowly moved the jerk out of his position and he thought maybe he needed some time to calm down on the porch enjoying the night breeze and letting go of any flavor for now. Where he believes it is also possible that Queen W is quite uncomfortable and awkward about her existence after what she revealed just now to the girl.
It could be that Queen W took a moment to calm down over the feelings that occurred after she issued about her statement of feelings towards the girl.
"I'm going out right now, too" the man spoke again then he moved down from the bed and intended to go towards the terrace of the room.
Wiraditya slowly moved, trying to leave the real Queen W did not make her voice since then where she was sure that maybe the girl was starting to feel uncomfortable with her presence or maybe still thinking about what she said earlier or even enough confused by circumstances.
The man moves ever moving from there but who would have thought suddenly an unexpected thing happened where know know know his body was quickly hugged from behind by Queen W.
"Stay here, W," short, dense and clear she heard the voice of Queen W, the girl spoke while tightly hugging her back from behind, and she was very tight, where both hands of the girl slowly entered and hugged her warmly, where Queen W leaned her body right on Wiraditya's back.
The man froze, half-deadly shocked as the girl hugged him tightly and said so. Wiraditya's heart instantly beat irregularly and erratically.
"W?," Wiraditya said with a feeling that was not okay.
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Notes \=
Mak don't forget to stop by here well, a different story that might suit your taste. Under the line of their stories, then you can search in the pro'fil.
...A ROOF WITHOUT LOVE...
Hospital xxxxxxx
Central jakarta
There was the sound of sneakers that continued to rub between the floor of the hospital that dominated the white color, the white color, a girl in her 22s seemed to be chasing the steps of the nurses while carrying a hospital thrust banker where the frail body of a middle-aged woman lay helpless.
The girl's face clearly looked so panicked and afraid that if something bad happened to the woman who was none other than her own mother, she was, while continuing to pursue the occasional step the girl let out her voice accompanied by her cries that were slightly restrained.
The mother suddenly fell down and collapsed the kitchen behind the house as they were busy making food for dinner together.
Do not know why the middle-aged woman could suddenly faint for no reason, because before the mother was fine.
When the nurses and doctors brought the mother into the ER room, one nurse tried to stop herself from moving into the room, with teary eyes he tried to back off and stared at the door of the ER slowly closing.
One terrible news must he swallow from the hospital, his mother must perform the operation as soon as possible.
"We must immediately perform heart valve surgery on your mother, where the procedure is done to repair or replace the damaged heart valve so that the heart can function normally again.
"If the heart valve can still be maintained, the doctor will make repairs to the heart valve in several ways, such as closing the hole in the heart valve, reconnecting a separate heart valve, and then closing the hole, and strengthen the tissue around the heart valves"
"But if the heart valve cannot be repaired, the doctor will perform a heart valve replacement. Damaged heart valves can be replaced with mechanical heart valves or heart valves from donors, and your mother's heart valves can no longer be repaired"
Instantly the girl's eyes glazed over.
"I have to how?"
Said the girl quietly while sitting on the floor.
She thought if something bad happened to her mother, how did she get through everything? even to pay the current hospital fees how is it? especially having to make money for his mom's heart valve opera.
Ever since her father went bankrupt and had a stroke, she and her mother have really struggled to live their way.
For a moment his eyeballs were glued to one male figure who was staring frantically at his direction.
"Uncle?"
Said the girl slowly.
"How's it?"
The one he called uncle asked with a panicked expression.
"They have to do a heart valve surgery procedure"
Instantly the man retreated backwards.
"Then what should we do?"
The man seemed silent for a moment.
"Doing a wedding with Narayan's grandfather's granddaughter, it could help you to save your mother"
As soon as the girl choked, she was again at a loss for her words.
"How can I marry a man I don't know at all? marriage is certainly not an easy matter and not a matter of messing with uncle"
The one asked looked silent, he shook his head.
"Do we have any other choice."
Ask her in a loud voice.
The girl seemed to freeze
"We can think of her well, but your mother can't wait so long"
"Uncle"
"You know best how to make decisions"
said his uncle slowly while patting gently on the girl's back.
*********
On the other hand
Hospital xxxxxxx xxx
Central jakarta
A man with a handsome face dominating the blend of middle east, Europe and Indonesia was staring sharply at the door of the ER room in front of him, his eyeballs did not budge in the slightest from there even though hours of time had passed since then.
Even the passers-by had started to disappear one by one but he remained there.
The man's eyeballs were closed for a moment, his hands seemed to be massaging his head for some time, a sense of dizziness Instantly hit his mind.
One pressure he got today from the figure who had just received intensive care in the ER room before the old figure collapsed.
"Marry the girl of my choice and get all Narayan's wealth or marry the girl of your choice and waive all your rights in the Narayan company"
"But how can I marry a woman I don't love at all? is Grandpa joking with me? we don't even know each other"
The man obviously refused it.
He thought what kind of marriage would be established in the modern century, how two strangers who do not even know each other should undergo a marriage without love.
"It's not a drama, a soap opera or a teen romance novel, it's about a future that we should be able to set our own"
"You think your choice is the right woman? your choice is definitely not right, one day your choice can drop yourself as good as his heart, it could be that he just wants Narayan's wealth and then turns away from you at his will"
The old man spoke while trying to suppress his anger towards his grandson.
"Does grandfather always judge women from such a point of view? not all women are like my grandfather's past"
Hearing the grandchild's words, the old man was obviously angry.
"You're so brave you said to me like that..."
"You can choose to live poor with that woman and lose all your facilities and offices, go.you can go as you please"
the old man tried to brandish his finger with anger, but suddenly a split second later his right hand clasped tightly to his chest.
"Grandfather.. grandpa?"
Brakkkk
the old man fell down instantly.
As soon as the man exhaled his coarse breath, for a moment he scooped his rough face, he thought what he should do at this moment.
Accept that marriage or back off regularly?.
******
Violet was still busy struggling in the kitchen preparing breakfast since earlier, when her right hand prepared the food, her left hand grabbed a small glass of tea on the kitchen set deftly.
Then slowly the beautiful girl began to shift her body, she began to brew a cup of tea and a cup of coffee on the table before her, while his eyeballs occasionally glanced towards his right side where he was still waiting for the toast inside his underwriting tool to ripen.
this is a fairly routine new activity he has been doing lately after getting married in recent months with a man he does not know at all.
Back when she was in high school Violet always dreamed of marrying the man she loved, getting a romantic application session full of love may be accompanied by millions of amaram lights and romantic music as in the romance dramas he often watches, he said, it could be that before the wedding get millions of nosy temptations from her friends, then she uses her dream wedding dress, all her legs and hands are decorated hena, hena, a sweet marriage contract and a wedding party according to his dreams.
But.....
True said the parents, fantasizing may be but not too, dreaming may be but carefully fall and then wake up accidentally, also what you expect is not necessarily a reality.
The reality of life is cruel, so do not fantasize too much because once you realize it feels so painful.
A split second later suddenly a handsome-looking man had just descended from the direction of the stairs, walking with steady steps while staring intently at Violet for some time.
The man glared, threw his gaze away for a moment from the violet then turned his head towards the table where some dishes had been prepared violet there.
If anyone asks who is the handsome man in front of him with the accent of the middle east face and beautiful eyeballs? Karan bin Narayan, the successor of Al Humairah Group who became the idol of many women.
Who else is she in Violet's life? Only the husband on his paper, well the husband above who was suddenly bound because of an arranged marriage made by Karan's grandfather who was critical in the hospital at that time with Uncle Violet.
From the beginning they did not know each other, never met, did not like each other let alone ever fell in love with each other.
They only do marriage for the sake of getting each other's benefits, the term is just One Roof Without Love.
And during the marriage, as cold as what the man was against her, such was the violet on her, as silent as what the man was on her, as was the violet.
Violet principles....
He was indeed chasing after heaven, but that did not mean he had to lower his self-esteem.
But isn't violet already a wife? Is there a rule in Islam if a wife is obliged to serve the needs of her husband?.
The reality is she is still a wife who must
- Time on Husband.
- Watching Yourself When Left Off.
treating Husband Properly.
-Serving Husband.
Or even be willing
- Fulfilling Husband's Desire.
But Violet quite should feel grateful because to this day Karan has never touched himself at all, they live in separate rooms and ignore each other.
As the man finished his breakfast and began to clean his mouth with a tissue, some time later Karan said with himself.
"I'm going to marry Rasty"
Said the man with a tone of voice so calm.
Violet who was making breakfast toast for herself Instantly stopped her hand activities.
******
And a line of words that slid off Karan's lips this morning that made Violet pause for a moment.
"I'm going to marry Rasty"
Marry Rasty? Does he know that name?.
Of course very familiar, his brother-in-law Ghanem once told him about the beautiful girl named Rasty, if she was Karan's world, then, karan's life and Karan's true love since childhood.
"They were close for a very long time, separated also quite a long time and then reunited, the girl could divert Karan's world in her own way, therefore be careful in stepping, so be careful in stepping, also be careful of your heart"
Said her sister-in-law at the time.
The news of their relationship begins from a past history that does not violet understand what, because violet is reluctant to ask questions about the lives of others, because, until it ends in endless feelings of love between the two human figures.
But other news says Their relationship is about all-out by Karan's grandfather, the reason is not much, Rasty is indeed not suitable for Karan and is definitely not worth marrying Karan, for her grandfather, Karan obviously needs a girl like violet who is able to follow and help Karan in many ways.
Rasty was unable to stand beside Karan as his worthy wife in his general, whereas Violet was able to do her, even she had the ability to manage the entire affair in such a deft manner.
And can violet guess the reason Karan can't refute his Grandpa's remark to marry violet, besides being able to lose his entire facility, stock, wealth and future, what else is the most logical reason for the man to reject their marriage.
Looks pretty greedy? sure is.
The man wants the girl, as well as Narayan's assets simultaneously and that's his reality about humans, they're greedy because of the circumstances, wanting everything at the same time even if you have to sacrifice others and Violet thinks also with herself.
The reality though their marriage was fake yet as a wife heard the words of the heartless and cold man as the North Pole it was enough to make violet lose her words.
Even funnier still men are always hurting violet feelings during their marriage and dislike violet must always accept her.
Just like this morning when the man for the second time repeated his words earlier .
"I'm going to marry Rasty"
Violet was silent for a moment, her hands had stopped her activities for a moment, even though there was no love, but not knowing why hearing Karan tetao's words alone made violet disappointed and lost for words.
"You're free to marry whoever you want, isn't our marriage just a charade? From the beginning there was nothing to discuss between us, right? You're free to do whatever you want just like me"
The line of words glided clearly from behind the beautiful lips of violet without turning to the man behind her.
"Hide this matter until our divorce, I might be getting married soon to Rasty, so when I don't come back and grandpa comes here, I'm probably gonna get married soon, learn to deceive myself about where I am for a while"
After saying so the man immediately darted away leaving the violet in silence.
*******
Violet seemed to slowly close her eyeballs, she took a slow breath for a moment.
Why is life this joking?
His mind slowly.
He was eager to laugh out loud at this moment, but he obviously could not do it.
Violet thinks they're actually having a loveless marriage, if not crazy what's the name? no woman wants to marry a man who is not loved even in honey.
Very funny to him.
Violet remembered very well how suddenly that day somehow the man was able to come to meet the violet, staring at her with a cold and unfriendly look.
Then know-how offers herself a marriage agreement with a lot of consideration.
"Isn't your condition stuck? then let's do the wedding, let's both benefit from each other"
Said the man with such a cold look.
Violet stared at the man's eyeballs in turn, she took a look at that face for some time.
"What benefits can I gain by agreeing to her marriage? wouldn't it be too simple of a profit I'd get in our marriage if it were just to get an operating fee on my mother? it's not worth remembering what you'll get after our divorce"
Violet spoke with a tone no less cold.
Hearing Violet's words, the man snorted.
"You even want to negotiate with me?I just found out how petty your mind is"
The male ejeked while staring so coldly at the violet face.
"Then you're not as petty as me?"
Ask violet back.
"Do you think this is a television drama? her girl had to become weak for the sake of hundreds of millions? for the sake of her mother's treatment or for the sake of saving her parents' company? I'm definitely not that kind of girl, because we live in the real world, where everything in the world is measured by sheets of paper called MONEY?"
Violet said as she continued to stare at Karan's eyeballs.
"You really are a unique girl"
Said the man while folding both his hands.
That was the first impression each of them had at that time.
And before their wedding, the man said again.
"Let's pretend to accept this marriage, you can do whatever you want and vice versa me"
"But remember don't embarrass myself by always appearing next to me without my consent"
The man's spicy remarks really hurt Violet's feelings.
"I'm not interested in mingling with your business relationships, because I'm not the kind of girl who likes a new atmosphere, you can manage it as you see fit"
Hearing Violet's reply the man seemed to be staring flatly at the girl's face.
"You're the girl who how you really are?"
Ask Karan quickly.
Violet was not interested in answering.
Instantly the violet daydream was solved when a voice shocked her.
The front bell gave off quite a deafening sound, with a rapid movement of violets walking towards the front, opening the door slowly.
A moment of violet froze when she realized A Man Seemed to be standing in the doorway while commenting on the beautiful smile that was able to break the atmosphere.
"I brought you your favorite food"
Say that man.
The girl looked frozen, her eyeballs staring at the figure before her with millions of feelings mixed into one.
******
That domineering handsome face always appeared suddenly before the violet.
"So not to the company?"
Violet asked after letting the man into their mansion.
The one asked only commented a smile, put the food bag on the dining table and then started to open it.
"I'll go after making sure your stomach is full"
Said the man quickly.
"I'm gonna eat my sandwich"
Answer violet quickly.
"I'll eat it"
The man spoke and grabbed a violet sandwich.
"Eh?"
The girl looked a little confused.
"But brother..."
As fast as lightning the man ate a sandwich belonging to the violet.
The girl looked puzzled for a moment, then a smile rose behind her face.
If anyone asks who the handsome man in front of him is, he is Ghanem the sister-in-law of violet, the brother of the husband who always treats violet very well and warmly.
Does Violet know the man after her marriage to Karan?
No. gabe.
They get to know each other long before Violet finds out with Karan and marries the man.
They also attended High School in the same place, if Ghanem went to college because he had money, then Violet could go to college because of a scholarship. Ghanem is his upperclassman.
but Violet had absolutely no idea if the man was the son of a conglomerate, she did not even expect that the man would be her brother-in-law, she said, and the bitter reality of his violet was once so fond of that man in the past then brushed aside his feelings for the sake of a friend, a friend, but who would have thought that he had entered Narayan's family and returned to meet the man with a humiliating condition.
Even the sister-in-law knows how the condition of her marriage and karan.
"Today don't go to the library?"
Tanta Ghanem suddenly, startling violet's thought.
"Ah? that's .. no"
Answer violet gurgling.
Ghanem seemed to smile, moved from his sitting position and washed his hands in the sink dishwasher.
"I'm going to the company"
Said the man then gently touched the head of the violet, as soon as the girl lowered her head in embarrassment.
"Good at home"
"Yes, brother"
The man immediately stepped away leaving the violet in silence.
For a moment the girl sighed softly, she closed the front door after Ghanem disappeared from her sight.
Violet thought why fate was so cruel toying with her, even she still remembered how the faucet spoke to her before their wedding day.
don't ever dream of falling in love with me or I'm falling in love with you"
This was their second meeting at the wedding.
Violet was clearly just commenting on a smile.
You think I'm gonna fall in love with you so easily? no kidding.
then Karan said back after their marriage.
"this is our limit, you don't ever get into this room until we're married, and I won't get into your room until we end the marriage"
And that was the third meeting when they moved house.
Violet again could only comment on a smile while saying.
"You don't worry about that, I don't ask for much, be nice to both of my parents and don't hurt their feelings, just like that"
Violet sometimes thinks, why is there such a human type as Karan in this world.
******
Grandpa's decision this morning was too sudden, asking Violet to attend the company's birthday party and asking Violet to attend it with Karan without giving any reason to refuse her.
For a moment, Violet stared at the mirror in front of her, after going through a self-cleaning session. The girl was still using a bath towel that dominated the white color, her wet hair seemed to be scattered still removing water droplets from the ends of her hair, the reluctant face with that flat gaze looked so unsightly enough.
Violet was thinking about how she could refuse to attend the event.
She just doesn't feel comfortable to blend in with a lot of people right now, I don't know violet just feels reluctant people know if violet is the wife of a Karan.
Fuhhhhhh
The girl sighed softly, then she went from there to walk in closed hers.
As Violet's hand was busy fumbling over which clothes she should use, suddenly someone knocked on her bedroom door.
For a moment violet stopped the movement of her hand, she seemed to frown.
"Yes?"
Ask violet slowly.
"Sorry Miss, we've come with an order"
There was a woman behind the door of her room.
The instant the violet froze, she increasingly frowned.
Order?.
He thought that he had not ordered anything since yesterday, why did someone suddenly come and say he brought his order?.
As the violet moment moved from her position, the girl opened the door slowly while peeking.
The two young women seemed to expand their smiles before the violet, still with a confused expression of violet letting the two women in while carrying a box of container boxes in their hands.
Violet was still staring confusedly, closing the door slowly.
"I don't think I ordered anything"
Violet said slowly.
A split second later suddenly one woman gave her bluetooth headset to the violet.
"Sir wants to talk to you, Miss"
"Yes?"
Violet clearly asked with a surprised expression.
Mister? which master?.
The girl asked in her heart while receiving a bluetooth headset from the woman's hand in front of her, put her behind her ear and spoke hesitantly.
"Sorry sir, I thought..."
Violet had just wanted to continue her words, yet the voice of a man across her alone instantly made her at a loss for words, she said, violet thought how could the man give himself an excessive facility for himself.
Make up artist and beautiful dress for her party.
"But this is a little overkill"
Violet said while gently biting her lower lip.
As soon as the girl let out a slow sigh, Violet thought that even Karan the husband did not treat her so specially, how could the man across there treat himself like a Cinderella.
"I'm afraid I owe you too much, this is really overkill"
Violet said slowly.
Violet was silent again.
"All right"
Violet said slowly.
A few seconds later their phone connection was cut off, still with a confused look violet looked at the two women in front of him, slowly violet returned the bluetooth headset to the woman in front of him.
"Are you ready Miss?"
Ask one of the two women.
Violet nodded slowly.
The two women seemed to develop their smiles.
"We're going to start juggling you into something so memorable in the eyes of everyone"
After saying so the two women began to move about juggling violets into a desired figure just like their master had expected.