Miss Crazy Rich's Contract Husband
Him and his feelings

Wiraditya no longer continued his words letting himself look at his wife's face for some time, not giving up his eyes in the slightest and reassuring himself his decision to say about her feelings was already the most appropriate decision. Even though the girl may eventually hate him but she is sure by saying about her feelings after they split she will never regret it.

Instead of harboring her feelings and letting them go unnoticed by Queen W, she, maybe it will instead make him regret because he did not reveal about his feelings at all but if he expresses about his feelings at least the line before him knows if he really loves the girl with own way.

He did not know what his wife was thinking but what he could clearly see was the eyeball line in front of him momentarily looking at his eyeballs for some time to meet each other and their eyes dug deep each figure inside their eyeball ring. Queen W chose not to let out her voice at all since then, allowing herself to sink into her own thoughts about Wira Aditya and also to think about what the man had said to her.

Like the sweet love story at school, it was as if he had just been shot by a man who fell in love with him, making the girl quite lost for words but she tried to suppress her consciousness as well as try to understand about her own feelings for what she felt after hearing the heart statement from her husband.

"Since when?," until finally the girl ventured to ask, wondering since when the wiraditya fell in love with him.

"and why did you fall in love with me? don't be so naive and don't lie to me, W. Because basically a man falls in love with a woman just because she's beautiful or even you're only interested because I'm a successor part of the Hillatop company." the girl immediately asked the point, this time he no longer wants to be cheated about someone who loves him because he knows many times he is in a relationship more precisely men do not really love him therefore he thinks he is cheated on and sometimes people are close to him because he wants an advantage because he forgets the author from Hela or company who holds the material and can also buy anything according to what is desired by many men who expecting to be his life partner.

Hearing what his wife questioned immediately made Wiraditya develop his smile, he knew in the end the girl would question it.

"I am not naive W, is not basically the Prophet said:

“The woman was married for four things, namely (1) because of her property, (2) her descendants, (3) her beauty and (4) her religion. Then choose a good religion, surely you will be lucky.” (HR Bukhari, Muslim, Abu Dawud, an-Nasai, and Ibn Majah)." The man began to talk and said he was not a naive man when choosing the criteria of a wife.

"If you don't have one of those four, I probably won't accept our marriage other than I'm stuck." Then the man again later.

"i fell in love with you because of your beauty, because the average male point of view basically starts from the outer casing the girl faced first, after that, didn't you just find out if they're good at their religion," Wiraditya said like that, letting his eyeballs look at his wife's eyes.

"After I ascertained the good of his religion I fell in love with you because of your treasure because if I say no then I am too naive and also a con man W, I am, people may even think the same if I insist on saying I love you not because of your wealth, because no man on earth does not see everything from the earthly side."

And Queen W was clearly silent, she was seen grasping her sleeping pillow quietly, not letting out at all her expression where her heart was currently churning into one.

"But there's one more side that makes me fall in love with you that some people who have never been close to me might not have." and when Wiraditya said so, Queen W tried to frown.

"You hear a story W? the story of Wiraditya who once fell in love with a girl whose life and economy were above average, when our strata and status were much different but love made us prepare a plan where I want to take her away from her luxurious life?,"

Queen W did not let go of her gaze at Wiraditya, she slowly nodded her head.

Queen W nodded her head.

"i'm ready to live starting everything from the number 1, take everything from scratch and make him leave his luxurious life." Wiraditya started telling stories.

"But isn't it in this world that getting married isn't just between the two of us, W?."

They were still staring at each other.

"When my sane mind plays out, I remember getting married not just about me and you but about all the families that come together as one, when property is a fundamental value in a marriage, the deepest worry is when your partner is a nobody and has nothing and possessions become the highest and most exalted thing in a marriage so that means love is no longer needed in marriage and in the end the treasure will make one of us have no value, I left Amanda because for me love alone or even the material is not enough for me to try out the legs to the level of marriage W, W, there's my mother and sister and there's also her mother and father who are supposed to be united in a family bond called besan, brother-in-law and parents."

Queen W was seen biting her lips when she heard what the wiraditya said.

"His family and his mother didn't think we were equal, and I remember how his mother talked about my father and my mother even asking me to know who I was, and there I realized I had to let go of Amanda and not continue this relationship anymore, because if I just ate up love in our relationship and pulled it out with greed, then, there's gonna be a lot of hurt hearts, including my parents, and it's gonna be her parents, W." Wiraditya paused for a moment his story.

"If I were truly selfish out of love and infatuated with his wealth, it would be, perhaps I will not let go of it to this day and ignore the many hearts and feelings of my endless selfishness." having said that, Wiraditya chose not to continue his words temporarily, he said, let himself pay attention to Queen W's face for some time.

"And-" Wiraditya re-opens his voice.

"If you ask me since when I fell in love with you, the answer is I can't be sure when to fall in love with but I think you're like dopamine to me, so opiate and make me feel that you are so special and unique, as long as I am with you I always like to focus on the positive qualities of you W, and tend to ignore the negative traits that I think are unnecessary, sometimes when I look at you I don't know why I often feel like there are childhood memories or past events and objects that suddenly remind me of precious childhood moments and mementos."

"During my time with you, I experienced a variety of emotions, I experienced excitement, euphoria, increased energy, difficulty sleeping, loss of appetite, trembling, trembling, the heart is pounding and whenever I find it difficult to adjust to you or feel our relationship is regressing or not experiencing the slightest bit of progress I will experience accelerated breathing, anxiety, panic, and even more, and a feeling of hopelessness that I can't understand." Wiraditya really explained about his current feelings to the girl in front of him he expressed about his full feelings about his love of everything that could not be said one by one with words on finally he spilled it all out and said it all to the girl in front of him.

"Everything feels exciting and new to me, even I feel more like trying new things, or things that I didn't care about before, just because of you. And maybe even crazier, I always think about always planning a future together." And Wiraditya immediately laughed crisply.

"I dreamt of designing a future with a girl that I don't even know if she loved me or not at all" Wiraditya continued.

Queen W was silent and did not say any words listening to what her wireaudit had to say with a racing heart and a clear feeling of not being okay.