
Adnan looks silent, he tried to look through the eyeballs of Queen W for some time, he disagreed with what was said by the girl in front of him.
"I know you still love me W, you just pretended to want to forget me because of your anger and your disappointment over my past decisions." The man spoke, trying to convince himself of what Queen W had said.
Hearing what Adn said, made Queen W look behind the male eyeballs in front of her.
"No, of course I don't feel disappointed because of what you decided first. But I was happy, from there I realized that I really shouldn't choose a man who can't choose between his lover and his best friend, because if from the beginning the person who will make me a wife prioritizes others above everything else let alone her best friend, in the end in our household journey, he said, you'll keep prioritizing others over me." Queen W said calmly.
"If from the beginning the man who should have been with me was greedy in choosing between his lover and his friend, in the end he would still be greedy and unable to make the right decision. For in marriage there is no household that is not tested by Allah Adn, and when you have two ships in one sea in the end both will sink because of the waves, because a captain doesn't drive two ships on one trip, Adn."
Adn seemed to be shaking, she shook her head slowly.
"And you think you love her W?, you think I don't know?, you never loved her, you married her because of a pressure that kept hitting her from the left and right sides." The man then continued.
Queen W tried to develop her smile.
"Maybe now I just haven't fully loved my husband Adn, but I'm trying to fall in love with him in my own way, Adn. Friends indeed but I'm compiling sand chips that scatter everywhere into a palace of the best in our marriage slowly, maybe it will be a long time but at least I'm happy to do it."
"You know why I'm starting to open my heart to my husband, Adn?." And the question at the end of the word Queen W made Adn try to sharpen his hearing.
"Because she always had a way to make me smile happily." And this time the smile presented by Queen W looked so sweet and full of happiness, she stood up from her position slowly then again said.
"I'm sorry, Adn, but I can't swallow back the spit that I threw away and I'm learning to love it, so please turn around and don't come back between the two of us." Queen W lowered her head slowly, then she got up from there mopping her breath slowly.
So rare that Queen W's legs moved away from Adnan, a single memory of Wiraditya's speech filled her heart.
"You know W?." Those beautiful eyeballs were always staring at her warmly with love.
"At the end of the day what we learn from life is how we accept a situation without blaming reality, sometimes we are too excessive to think about something that God has actually arranged, though we only need to live and convince that the plan of Allah SWT is the best and so beautiful."