
At nightfall, I regretted intentionally leaving my phone behind. I'm sure Aluna is worried about me tonight. Kayra who had regained her eyes turned towards me. He told me more about his life in London. He apologized to me, I could see the sincerity from the look in his eyes. He apologized for wasting me, wishing me and it turned out that I was the only one now beside him. It was like he was sending his last message to me. I asked her not to disappoint Aluna. Our relationship started with a mistake.
“It is better to start a mistake and end happily, than we start happy but end with tears, I'm sorry Kal,” he said stammered, I still remember his words. Because I also justify it.
“Kal, I want to get married, wear a beautiful bridal dress. Do you want to marry me?”
I smiled when I heard his request. I shook my head quickly, and he could reply with a faint smile. He then closed his eyes. I waited for him until morning came.
Last night I didn't come home, I'm sure Aluna will hate me even more. But I have an appointment with him tonight and I intend to explain it to Aluna tonight. After I successfully announced her status as my wife. I could see her smile coming back from her lips. A smile I didn't see for two days in the hospital.
Finally he wants to use my clothes that are very compatible with me. She looks beautiful tonight, I'm afraid there will be a man who will approach her when she's away from me.
However, when I was about to enter the building my phone rang again. The call from Ms. Fitri again canceled my plans tonight. Even I left without saying goodbye to Aluna. When I arrived at the hospital, I saw Aunt Viona there, she was crying beside Kayra's bed.
I was a little surprised when I saw Aunt Viona there. Not dislike, I was grateful that there were others who noticed Kayra's condition. I let Aunt Viona accompany Kayra tonight, and I'll wait for her in the front seat of Kayra's room.
My phone rings again. The nearly 5-minute video made my tears drip by itself. I said an apology over and over again, when I heard Aluna's sweet voice. I immediately hung up my phone, after hearing the sound of feet running towards Kayra's room. The doctor said that Kayra's pulse had weakened. I immediately entered the room. It calms Kayra and Aunt Viona.
“We marry ya? That's my only request.” I would answer especially. I could only nod my head in approval of her request. He could also smile with relief after hearing my answer.
“I will prepare everything, we only need to call mr. uztad just to marry you,” said aunt Viona who heard my answer.
I saw they were all preparing wedding clothes and decorations for my wedding with Kayra. In my heart regretted the answer that had just been spoken from my lips, how I would later explain to Aluna. I dropped my body on the waiting room chair. Hiding my face in the palm of my hand.
Two hours passed, all ready for my second wedding. The weakly drooping Kayra was no longer able to occupy her body anymore. He could only smile at me as I entered his room.
Mr. uztad who was invited by Aunt Viona has arrived, he looks at me and then turns to Kayra, who is lying in bed with her breathing apparatus.
The man of papa's age came up to me, asking if it was true that I would marry the woman who was currently lying in bed. For a long time I was silent, thinking about what I was going to do this time. Should I ask Aluna for permission tonight? I was about to call Aluna but Aunt Viona's call forced me to immediately approach the gurney. Kayra called me softly, apologized to me again, my heart ached a little to see Kayra like that. I do hate her, but I can't forget the memories of my good times with her, at least for most of my current age, Kayra has always colored my life.
The marriage had not yet taken place, when everything was ready, just to say the jijab qobul Kayra had already left this world, my eyes were teary when I saw Kayra exhaling her last breath.
“Tante patiently yes, Kayra is no longer feeling pain, pray Kayra to get the best place in vain,” I said to calm aunt Viona.
Looking at the clock on my wrist, Kayra left at exactly 2 in the morning. At that time, I began to take care of all the funeral process Kayra remembered her father was still in prison and she only had one sister, who was still a teenager.
At this time I was at Viona's aunt's house she requested that Kayra be brought there first before being buried. I also told my mom and dad to come to Kayra's funeral. At least to see Kayra one last time. Many of my friends were shocked when I told them that Kayra was gone
"We can't see Kayra anymore" I told them.
I walked up to them, explained what was really going on with Kayra, and they regretted the attitude of Kayra's family, who for months abandoned her.
After I explained to them, I went back inside Aunt Viona's house, saw again Kayra's body was wrapped in white cloth. Maybe this is the last time I see her.
“I'm sorry too if as long as you're beside me, I've hurt you, intentional or unintentional,” I said as I turned my body around. However, I was surprised to find Aluna was 3 meters away from me. He approached me who was looking at him.
“You're here?” I asked as she walked closer towards me, her gaze sharpened towards me. I know he's disappointed in me right now. I admit I'm guilty of him. Especially with the incident last night that went without saying goodbye.
I tried to grab her waist, but her hand quickly threw out my hand. He came closer to Kayra's body lying there. I saw him approaching the woman who had asked me for a few days to accompany him. I looked back and saw my mom and dad. I gave them a wry smile, after they made fun of me with a hand gesture.
I went back to Aluna, taking her to sit beside me at this time while waiting for the funeral. I saw his face pale this morning. Maybe he's got less rest, thinking about me not coming home. I brought his hand to hold. Thank God, I said in my heart. He's not angry anymore? I also put my finger on his finger. Gently clenched my hand again. I could feel his breath approaching behind my ears.
“I signed the divorce papers!” it made me look at him. Ask him to explain the meaning of the speech that just came out of the tiny lips.
“Yes, I've signed it!” he said again as he left me.
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