
At night in Kalun's apartment, Aluna is seen
cleaning her body in the bathroom, she was preparing to serve her husband, after he was about to go to rest.
Aluna was still waiting for Kalun who was in her study. He was still awake, even though the night was late, the water had turned into a frown, when he saw Kalun did not enter the main room. Her husband had no idea she was preparing a special night for him.
The candle is almost gone
eaten by the red whiz, but it seems free Aluna is waiting for her husband
to enter the room. Her eyes were no longer strong enough to wait for her husband. Slowly he began to sleep because the sleepiness that came the more he could not bear.
While Kalun, still sitting on the chair
she stared at a window featuring the city of Jakarta at night,
he still did not want to touch his wife, before he spoke honestly with Aluna.
She actually knows that if Aluna is preparing a special night for her, she
remember his promise, when he was on his honeymoon. But she felt it was inappropriate to touch Aluna's body, she was afraid that Aluna would be disgusted by her.
Kalun glanced towards the clock that was on
his worktable. The time has shown at 11pm. He hoped that when he entered the room, Aluna was already asleep on her pillow.
Kalun immediately left his study, as he entered the room he heaved a sigh of relief, his wife was completely asleep there, in red clothes that showed her cleavage. Kalun pulled out a blanket to cover Aluna's body, then briefly peeked at Aluna's forehead.
“I'm sorry! good night Honey,”
he said softly after landing a brief kiss on Aluna's lips. Aluna who felt that could only smile faintly, with her eyes still tightly closed.
“I miss you, don't avoid me anymore!” aluna said in her subconscious. Kalun who heard that rubbed Aluna's forehead, making sure that his wife was sleeping peacefully there.
“I miss you too, but I
feel unworthy to approach you Dear, forgive me!” say Kalun while
leaning his body on the back of his bed. He closed his eyes, this time
she had to talk to Aluna she did not want to avoid any more of the guilt she was feeling at the moment.
His hand stretched out, touching Aluna's arm.
He woke Aluna up with a slight shake of her body. Aluna who was disturbed opened her eyes, she opened her eyes slowly staring at Kalun who was worried, even she could clearly, see the uneasiness on Kalun's face.
Aluna put on a faint smile towards Kalun, her sleepy eyes, trying to be forcefully opened by him. Till
he who was not strong instantly dropped his head onto Kalun's shoulders.
“Apaan the hell A’ sleepy, I was waiting for you, you were even engrossed with the files, looking for money it is necessary, but if you are at home, try to leave your job, try to leave your job, give the two time with me. Already in the office should be backstreet at home should also be cat-kissing,” grumbled Aluna who still closed her eyes.
pin it to Aluna's left hand, he
clasping Aluna's hand tightly, channeling the worry she was feeling.
“Lun, I want to talk to you seriously,” said Kalun who wants to solve the problem right now. He tried to make Aluna wake up from her sleep. Kalun brought a drink to Aluna, so that his wife would really wake up.
“as important as this is, until you wake up my sleep?” aluna asked full of probes, while tidying up her slightly messy nightgown.
“Listen to me, don't you cut me off, I'll accept all your decisions, whatever they are. But you should know, if I really love you. I never lied about how I felt!”
Aluna who heard that looked solemnly at her husband. He readied his ears, so that Kalun did not repeat his words later, he then nodded asking Kalun to immediately say what he wanted to say.
Kalun looked into Aluna's eyes deeply, as well as Aluna who was already fully aware, he also returned Kalun's gaze.
“I'm guilty of you Lun. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, because I've slept with Kayra!”
Aluna who heard Kalun's words instantly turned her gaze in the other direction, she did not want Kalun to see his sadness, she could clearly hear Kalun's words, Kalun said, so he did not need to ask Kalun to repeat his words earlier. His chest felt smashed
a large stone, which made it difficult to breathe, he tried to hold water
her eyes might soon be down her cheeks.
“I'm sorry Lun, back then I was affected by alcohol, so I didn't realize when I did, I thought he was you. You were the one I missed at the time, and I was caliph, I did that relationship with him,” Kalun explained again. Making Aluna's tears fall down profusely, as she was no longer strong enough to hold it in.
Aluna pulled her fingers tied to Kalun's fingers violently, making Kalun move to hug Aluna's waist.
“Please, I'm sorry Lun, I was wrong, don't leave me,” please Kalun in earnest. He continued to tighten his hugging on Aluna's waist. While Aluna was still staring at the window of the apartment room not far from her, her heart grew stifling as she recalled Kalun's words a few weeks ago, when will announce it if he is his wife after returning from London.
Aluna strengthened her heart, so as not to get sick again, she tried to remember Kalun's badness to him, so that he would find it easier to hate Kalun.
“No need to apologize Kal. I realize I was wrong! Fandi shouldn't burden you by asking you to marry me, so you can still be with Kayra right now, I'm the wrong one here, I'm the one present among you, don't feel guilty like that, let me go. I'm sorry, it made you feel worried at that time.” Aluna said that with tears in her eyes, she tried hard to let go of Kalun's embrace, to make her completely detached from her husband's embrace.
Aluna left Kalun who was staring with nanar. Kalun's lips kept shouting at his name. But there he kept trying not to turn his head towards Kalun. Aluna continued her cries inside the room she used to live in, she felt really being the dumbest human being at the moment, she stared again at the clothes she was currently wearing, she said, she cursed her stupidity that tried to tease Kalun a few hours ago, she tore off the clothes she was wearing, then changed the clothes she used to wear, she felt disappointed with herself at this moment.
Aluna dropped her body on the floor, she
leaning on the edge of her bed, she lowered her head there, hiding her face on the feet she had already bent, her cries could not make a sound, but her tears were still rushing down her cheeks, she ignored the pounding of the door she had already locked.His heart felt being played by her husband. A husband who doesn't really love her. He feels stupid, really stupid right now, loving the fiancee of someone he shouldn't have loved. Aluna thinks she can find a replacement for Fandi, the man who will continue to protect her, but she gets him injured again, a wound that hurts more than Fandi gives.
Until morning arrived, Aluna had not closed her eyes, her eyes still looked swollen at this time. And today, she decided not to go to the office, as it would definitely get a sneer from her colleague. Not only was the mockery he was afraid of, but he was at a loss to answer what would happen if his partner asked what now looked bad.
Aluna still wanted to be inside her room, she did not want to stare at Kalun's face at the moment, she wanted to dodge him, even though she realized, she was the third person in between
they were, but he was quite hurt by Kalun's current treatment. He assumed Kalun's words on his honeymoon yesterday, he never heard, he would last until Kalun would divorce him, surviving until that time came, the time when the fiancee would take it, the time when the fiance would take it, he will try hard to prepare his heart to accept the reality of it all, because Kalun is not for him, Kalun's love for Kayra is not for Aluna.
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