
Today Aluna is still reluctant to come out of her room, because she knows Kalun is still in the apartment, he is still on the bed. He did not look at the photo of Kalun on his phone, but he looked at the photo of Fandi that he had saved yesterday in a drawer. She goes back to the photo, she misses him at the moment, misses Fandi who hugs her when she is in trouble, she thinks there is no better man than Fandi.
Aluna curled up hugging her roll, not caring for her stomach which was now feeling hungry. He wanted to be selfish today, thinking only of his heart that needed consolation. Her eyes were already hard to open because of her crying for too long. He wanted his days to pass quickly, until this difficult time he could pass.
Tired of crying, Aluna finally fell asleep. Bringing his heart wound into the dreamland, hoping that when he woke up, he could leave that wound in his dreamland.
Whether whose hands touched her moist cheeks, she was still reluctant to open her eyes at this moment, she heard the man crying beside her, she herself was confused to think of this dream or real. The man's hand turned to clasping her hand, saying if he really loved her, he recognized this voice. The voice she missed. The voice he had heard for several months every day. But right now he hated her, because this man had already injured her.
Aluna opened her eyes, making Kalun who was holding her hand come in shock because Aluna immediately pulled her hand violently. Kalun looked at Aluna with sadness, he wanted to say sorry again to Aluna.
“You're awake? Eat!” kalun's order to bring food to Aluna, she is worried about Aluna's condition because since yesterday she did not open the door, so she tries to find a spare key that she used to keep.
Aluna sat quietly on the bed, she did not want to answer or glance at her current husband. He was afraid that if he looked at Kalun his heart was weak, because he could not see the sadness of others, let alone his loved ones.
“Lun. Eat up! You can be angry with me, but think about your body too!” Kalun had pointed the spoon in front of Aluna's mouth. However, his wife still refused to open her mouth. He just stared at the window he hadn't had time to open the horden.
“Leave me alone Kal!” push Aluna still in a soft voice. He did not want to turn his head towards Kalun who also looked regretful
his deeds.
“Lun, I will obey your orders, but eat first!” ask for Kalun gently.
Aluna who was already seated immediately received the plate in Kalun's hand, she asked Kalun to come out of her room, but her husband was still reluctant to leave Aluna's room.
“Please Kal, go! I'll get sicker if I keep staring at you!” Aluna had already shouted asking Kalun to leave her room. He dared to look at the face of Kalun who was staring at him.
“What does that mean you won't forgive me Lun?”
Aluna turned her eyes back the other way, she did not want to cry anymore in front of Kalun, it was enough for her to cry over Kalun last night.
“I've forgiven you, I told you I was wrong here! But sorry ...”
“But sorry Kal, we can't be like this,” said Aluna as she let go of Kalun's hug. Make Kalun reach for Aluna's body again,
to hold him even tighter. She no longer cared how much Aluna let go of her hug, even now that the back of her hand was full of Aluna's claws asking her to let go of her embrace.
“But I love you, Lun.”
“Love! You are only used to Kal, if you love me it will not be possible,” said Aluna who was still trying to let go of Kalun's hug. He continued to rebel until he made Kalun heavily release his hug.
“If I realized it would never happen Lun.” Kalun slightly loosened his embrace, he stared towards Aluna's face, “I must
how else, to tell you if I really love you?” tanya Kalun stared intently at Aluna. He also could not if he continued to be ignored by Aluna.
“I won't believe you anymore, so there's no need for you to work hard to make me believe,” Aluna said as she walked towards the wardrobe. He stuffed some clothes into his tote bag, he chose to avoid the current Kalun, rather than he would continue to remember Kalun's mistakes he made on him. Aluna walked out of her room.
“You prefer to avoid Lun problem?” asked Kalun in a soft voice while walking in Aluna's footsteps. Aluna closed her eyes, to face the man who was still legally her husband at this time. He turned to face Kalun, after feeling himself ready to say that to Kalun.
“I don't avoid trouble, I'll meet you when I'm ready to receive everything!” aluna said then she actually left Kalun's apartment. He wants to put his heart in order, face it all.
Kalun dropped his body on the guest chair in the apartment when Aluna was gone, he stared blankly at the tv screen not far from him, he was confused also how to deal with Aluna, Aluna, women are difficult to understand, when we dare to be honest he will certainly be angry, but
if we don't say it he will get even more angry when he hears from others.
Kalun closed his eyes, last night he also could not sleep because he thought about Aluna's feelings. She is also afraid that Kayra will become pregnant with her child. And he has to take responsibility for his actions, and that means he has to let go of Aluna. He would not have been able if it had happened to him, because at this time he was already in love with Aluna. Kalun finally fell asleep there because he was too tired to think about Aluna. Kalun also wants everything to pass soon, and he will be together again with Aluna.
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