My best friend Maduku
Chapter Hundred Three

Shinta sat uneasily in one of the restaurants. He awaits the arrival of his father. If he keeps his heart, it feels like Shinta is coming home.

But he must not be selfish, not only himself who was hurt by this incident. His papa must also feel hurt because of his guilt and regret that has lied to his wife's child.

Shinta saw her papa enter the restaurant. Papa Erwin smiled at his son Shinta. He did not expect Shinta to see him.

"Shinta. "say papa with a smile.

"How are you, son.. "

"As papa sees... "

Papa Erwin pulled the chair in front of Shinta and sat down.

"Thank you, because you're coming"

"Do I have a choice. I'm just a Pa's kid. There's no way I'm going to dispute my parents' request"

"Shinta forgive papa.. "

"For what you said sorry.. "

"For all, son. Papa's lies and papa's betrayal.. "

"Will you just apologize with me.. "

"No, everybody. Papa will apologize to everyone who has been lying, especially mom, you and Willy. Papa has asked Willy to be present, but it doesn't seem easy for Willy to forgive papa. He won't see papa."

"Papa feels guilty with us"

"Sure son, papa is so guilty of you all"

"Why did papa do all this. You never think about me and Willy. At that time we were small. Papa knows, papa is very selfish. Papa only thinks of your happiness. Papa does not think about what the impact of papa's actions. What if we were little when we knew about papa's betrayal, what papa never thought of the consequences of his actions. "say Shinta began to sob.

"Shinta papa is wrong, you're right son, papa is selfish. Papa never thought about what would happen if papa did that. Papa just thinks of papa's feelings. Though many hearts are wounded because of the actions of papa"

"And do you think if this lie is not revealed papa will hide all this forever from us. What papa never thought, if all that papa did it all had an impact on the children of papa. Never did you think, if papa and the woman were to leave for good, what about Weni. What papa never thought about the feeling of Weni who felt sad because she was left alone, without him knowing if his brother was still there another"

"Shinta. papa is wrong son. Forgive papa.. "

"You need to know, I hate the most people who have made mistakes, can only always say sorry. Without trying to fix their mistakes by doing something. Papa never had any intention to fix all this. Papa's making mom hurt. And papa is also the one who made mama hate that papa woman. What have you been doing to fix all this. "

"Papa still can't meet mama, son. Because papa is aware that papa's mistakes are too big, and papa is also aware that papa's mistakes don't deserve to get sorry from mama. "

"Now Shinta wants to, papa says what you really want to say, ask Shinta to come"

"If I say that I can't forgive you and don't want to see you again, what will you do "

"Papa can't do anything, if that's what you want. Papa won't see you, son."

Shinta unknowingly hits the table, leaving papa Erwin and the other visitors shocked.

"That's what I hate. Why did you give up and obey my will. Why don't you try to make me forgive you. Why don't you do things so I can see you back. I hate men like papa. Why they give up so quickly. Do you not think that everything I say is only because of my disappointment. They must have wanted to meet his papa. If I ask not to meet, it's just a mouth"

Shinta immediately stood up and wanted to leave her papa. Papa Erwin immediately held Shinta's wrist and hugged her beloved daughter.

"I'm sorry papa, son. Sorry. because papa is just a loser. Papa doesn't know how to behave so that you forgive papa and don't hate papa"

Shinta cries in her papa's arms. During this time he was so close to his father than his mother.From childhood, he always told all his personal problems with his father.

"Do you know how I feel right now. When I saw and found out Willy was cheating, I was angry and disappointed. Plus my husband cheated on me, I'm even more disappointed. Papa knows I killed myself, but what disappointed me more when I found out that papa was the same as them, Willy and Deni. Papa was my first love. In every prayer I used to pray, I always asked to be given a soul mate like papa. It turns out that God granted my request, he gave the traitor and liar men to me according to my behavior.. "

"I'm sorry, papa... "

"If you had been honest before, maybe I never asked to be sent a man like papa" said Shinta sobbing

Papa Erwin brought Shinta back to sit right next to his chair.

"Papa never guessed if papa's actions would hurt you son... "

"Papa. "said Shinta hugging her papa.

"You're the most beloved of papa's children, you know that. As fast and as far as you go, if you ask papa back, you must go straight home"

"Papa.why should I feel it. Betrayal for betrayal I have always experienced. And traitors surround me. Starting from Willy, Deni mas and papa"

" I'm sorry papa son. It's all because of papa's fault, but I'm sure it's all you're going through, because God knows you're a strong boy. God is sure you can deal with it "

"Papa.papa must know that I love papa very much, I am very disappointed when I know papa is also a traitor." said Shinta. He had always been spoiled by his papa.

Long Shinta cries in her papa's arms.

"I'm sorry, papa son. Because of your papa's fault for having to endure everything but you know you're a strong child, you're definitely capable of dealing with all of this."

After a long conversation, Shinta finally said goodbye to her papa. He actually still misses his father.

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