
Mama Elly knocks on Willy's door, she wants to talk to him.
"Wil, can mom come in"
"Please ma.. "
Mama comes in and sees Willy sleeping with his hands on his forehead. Mama Elly knew for a fact that Willy was thinking about something.
"What's the matter ma.. "
"Mama wants to talk. Sit down, make it better"
Willy got up and sat leaning on the head of the bed.
"What you want to talk about, I'm tired. I don't want to argue anymore"
"I'm sorry mama son" said Mama Elly without holding back her tears.
"I'm sorry for what. Why is my mom crying "
"I'm sorry for all your mistakes. I'm sorry that you haven't been a good mom. Forgive me for taking away your happiness"
"What mama means, mama is the best mama for me. I always disappoint my mother. I embarrassed my mother for what I did "
"If you used to be able to accept Melati as she is, if you did not look at someone because of her status and degree, maybe now you can live happily with Melati and Nabila"
"It's my mother.it's purely my fault. If only I hadn't been tempted so easily and if I could have held back my lust, none of this would have happened."
"Mama wants to apologize with Melati, maybe after Melati really sincerely forgive mama, everything will turn out well. Mama is afraid because of the mistakes of mama and papa you are the children of mama who get their bad karma. Mama hopes that by improving your relationship with Melati, maybe happiness will also come to you like Melati who has earned her happiness"
"If you really want to apologize, you can go to Melati at her bakery"
"Mama is afraid later Melati does not like the arrival of mama. And mom was also ashamed of having insulted him so much"
"Dear to receive my mother well, I alone hurt and hurt her a lot, still well received"
"Delati. as her name suggests clean white "mumbles Mama Elly.
"Willy, I hope you fix all your mistakes and start a new life with Lani. You must change, no longer put your desires first. Lani you can make your wife the only. He has also sacrificed a lot"
"But I don't think I can, Mom. Because I always remember Melati when I slept with Lani. I don't want to hurt Lani much longer if I insist on holding on. Lani must also be able to start her new life. Maybe he'll get a guy who loves him."
"Try son, because you may not necessarily also get a better woman than Lani. Try to persevere and be patient in the face of his nature. She is also your wife. Maybe all this time he was not nice to you in protest because you are always ignoring him. You realize Wil, if you never thought he existed all this time. You always don't see his presence. Despite his mistake of playing with fire, he loves you sincerely. He left both his parents for you. You should have appreciated Lani's sacrifice a little"
"I can't, Mom, I also want to sign because I can't see Lani. I'm always overshadowed by Melati every time I see Lani. I was always being chased and haunted by guilt. I also want to try to fix myself. For that I'll divorce Lani"
"Have you thought this was good, son... "
"Oh ma, I'll talk this over with Lani as soon as possible "
"Mama hope this time you will not step. Because looking for the perfect one you will never get.. "
"I just need your mother's prayer. Hopefully in the future I also get a suitable partner like Melati and Rangga. "
"Mama always pray for your happiness and Shinta's sister. Mama can now understand the pain and agony your sister once felt when she learned of her husband's betrayal. Moreover, Melati, she must have felt more pain because in addition to your betrayal, Lani is also a friend who has been considered a brother but has stabbed him from behind. In addition to the attitude of the mother who supports your affair. My mother felt very guilty. Though mama should be a place to rest, where she shares grief, as a substitute for her parents who have died, but mama instead add to her wounds and heartache"
"I also felt very guilty, when he was getting married he had said that he never expected my property, but he only needed my responsibility and loyalty as a husband. And I was the only place she leaned after her mother died, but I was the one she put on the back, leaving her instead. How he was not sick and wounded... "
"But thank God he got a surrogate husband who loved him very much. You never expected to come back with Melati. "
"Honestly ma, I still really hope Melati comes back to me. But I realized, I've only been giving pain and suffering all this time."
"Here Wil, if you are indeed sorry for ever making Melati hurt and hurt you must sincerely release her at this time. Melati has found her happiness, now all you have to do is take responsibility for your child. Because the separation of people knows will give deep wounds to your children in the future, you do not want your children who will receive a reply from your evil deeds. Like Brother Shinta who turns out to have to receive a reply from your papa evil deeds."
"Ma. I want to change. I want to find a woman who will accept me for who I am and start a new life, even though I'm not sure I can find someone I really love like I love Melati. I realized I was wasting Diamonds on a piece of rock. I just realized that Melati means so much to my life. But it's too late, even if I intend to change my attitude and evil deeds all this time, it won't do any good because Melati has really left, he won't give me another chance to change. He has found his happiness. I saw her just now, how happy and loving Melati is now. I'm sure there's no love for me left in him. I really lost Melati. I'll never be able to get it back" Willy said, beginning to shed his tears.
"Forget over Jasmine, maybe she wasn't meant for you" Elly's mom rubbed Willy's back.
"I'm sorry, mommy son, mom who made you like this. The mother who has taken away your happiness, the mother who has made you suffer. If only mama had not interfered with your household, maybe you are still with Melati at this time. This is in return for my mom's arrogant attitude all along"
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