My best friend Maduku
Chapter Ninety Three

Papa Erwin is chasing after mom who's about to get in the car. He held the car door so Elly's mom couldn't get in.

"Ma, I beg you not to leave my mistakes to Weni. I know I'm very guilty of you, but don't you repay her with Weni. How can he go to work if you take his car with you. Just consider it money from my paycheck"

"I assume your salary money has been used up to finance the lives of your children Shinta and Willy. Isn't Weni the child of your series marriage, so it's more entitled to Shinta and Willy who got the rights to your salary money all along"

"Ma. I'm gonna change the money I used to buy that car. But give me some time, I'll find a job first. It's not easy for people my age to get a job right now"

"You're just thinking about how Yanthi and Weni feel, have you ever thought about how I feel right now. How hurt Shinta and angry Willy. Did you never consider me and my son to exist. You are indeed a loser man, all this time you only benefit me to drain my property. I don't know how much money you've been saving for that woman of yours"indicate Elly to the same Yanthi who saw their fight.

"Ma. because I think about the feelings of the child and you, that's why I've been trying to cover up my marriage, I don't want to hurt you"

"Do you think now I'm not hurt, I'm even more hurt. One more thing from today I assume we're separated, don't ever call me mama again. I'm not your mom or your wife"

Elly pushed Erwin's body hard as it blocked him from entering. Elly asks the driver to take her to the hotel where she is staying.

In my mom's room Elly was pensive and crying.

"Is this a punishment for me for making Melati's heart hurt and sick all this time. I feel this tightness of chest knowing and seeing my husband with another woman. If I get sick from feeling lied to for decades, how can Melati endure the pain because she has to share her husband with her best friend. Jasmine had to receive wounds at a young age, and still desperately needed a place to rest. It's a retribution for my arrogance all this time... "

Mama Elly laid her body with tears still dripping from her eyes.

"I am old like this still can not sincerely accept all this, what else is very young Melati. I'm sorry Melati. Mama was too arrogant to admit to her mistakes. Only prayers can you say, so that you can get happiness with your husband at this time. And mama also hopes Willy gets a good wife and really really loved and loved Willy "

Mama Elly tried to close her eyes, but couldn't. His mind kept glaring.

"Actually to this day I still love you Pa. But the betrayal you committed I can't forgive. It turns out that my hate is bigger than my love. I know, during our marriage you never once hurt my heart, you always obey what I want. It was all to cover up your mistakes for me. If you'd been honest from the beginning, I might not have been this sick. You who have lied to me for decades that makes it difficult for me to forgive you. You have to accept all this so that you realize your mistakes, if later my anger has subsided a little, maybe I can try to accept you back as long as you can really let go of Yanti... "

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"We should split up for now" Yanthi said

"We must separate, to be able to introspect each other"

"Are you not willing to accept me because I have nothing"

"You don't get me wrong, I just want to calm down. I'm still in shock about accepting this. I've been too complacent all this time, I thought this marriage would never be known. But I forgot as clever as we were covering the carcass would someday be smelled"

"I don't understand Yanthi, I think you really love me and will never want to part but it turns out I was wrong, when I was down and expecting a place to share you asked to separate"

"You think I want this, I never want us to separate. To this day I still love you. But I can't stay with you. I am not ready to accept social punishment from the community. I will be hated and humiliated if I stay by your side, because people will always look at me with hatred as long as I live with you. Maybe this farewell I consider as my guilt-redeemer who has married the husband of someone"

Weni from inside the room heard all that she then came out of the room.

"Pa. I support your decision to separate. And I wish papa back with Aunt Elly because of the place of the father with the real papa family, I am just a child who is present without being expected. I hope you apologize for your mistake with your family. If they can no longer forgive and accept papa, come to me. I will definitely accept papa. Because I love papa too.. "

"Do you and mom want papa's departure"

"Pa, if I may ask and choose for sure I want papa to always be next to me, but I realize Pa, there are other families who are more entitled to papa's presence."

"If that's what you and your mama want, then you'll go. But papa's not sure Elly's still willing to accept papa. What's more your sister Shinta, she hates papa so much after knowing papa dua mama . Weni, forgive papa if papa can't be a good father to you. Forgive me for making you suffer like this. Papa loves you very much "papa said and went into the room to arrange his clothes.

After everything was neatly arranged papa pamit with Weni and Yanthi his wife. After the departure of papa Weni went into the room and cried.

"Pa I'm sorry, actually I want papa to always be with me. But I can't hold papa back, there's still a family more entitled to papa's presence.. "

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