MY BLOCK OF ICE
He's Nadin
It doesn't need to be told everything to the world. Keep the mystery. Isn't it curiosity that keeps them digging deeper into you?
by Feirsa Besari's
***
My name is Nadinda Aulya Putri, people used to call me Nadin. I'm the kid to
two of two brothers. I grew up in a simple family. Raised by
a handsome father named Roy. Dad is our role model.
My sister's a girl. We once liked the same guy, though,
before we knew what it meant to approach my sister. Sister Ana's name. But then
my sister was met with someone who truly loved her sincerely.
Honestly I envy my brother.
that's.
Brother Dio, he's good but not as good as I thought. I like it, though,
either it's an obsession or I feel comfortable being close to him. After the relationship
ending with my brother, I don't know the details of why they split up, which
I know from my brother he betrayed my brother. But what kind of betrayal
that, I never knew. Brother Dio still calls me often. But no
as close as I was, I had to appreciate my brother's feelings.
***
As usual
this afternoon I'm out of my college, I used to prefer Dio's nebeng
bring your own motor. But lately it's been different. I don't want to depend anymore
to Brother Dio. I headed to the campus parking lot to pick up the motorbike. But
my steps were immediately stopped by someone. That someone is that person
want me to avoid. He is Brother Dio.
“Nadin ...”
brother Dio approached me.
“hei brother ...”
my broom on brother dio .
“mau home
yes?”
“iya ...!”
my answer is short
“mau together
same me?” haggard brother Dio.
“not worth it
sis, I brought my own motor ..” I replied while pointing towards my motor
it was parked not far from where we were standing.
“good ...,
be careful yes ..., tomorrow I pick up yes ...!”
“not for brother
..., I brought my own motor just ..”
“why the hell
you avoiding me?” ask Dio who looks disappointed.
“saf brother, but
I can't.”
“you feel
not good with your sister ...? we broke up, you know for yourself, right? So then
let me be close to you.”
“you mean sister?”
I failed to digest Dio's words, what did he mean?
“I like you
from a long time ago, I was close to your sister so I could be close to you.”
“apa?” me
completely shocked after knowing the truth. How hurt my brother was, when
know that reality. But why didn't you ever tell me. Wait for me at this moment
so disappointed in Dio. He's been using my brother.
“forgive me
Nad ..., I'm really sorry.”
“kakkak
outrageous ..”
“but I don't
can lie to my feelings any longer ..”
“i'm disappointed
same brother, let me go.” I also left Brother Dio alone.
Heart's broken. Wh why? Why just now? Wh why?
I feel like I'm
the most naive person for now. I was betrayed by my own feelings.
In my deepest heart I feel happy because all this time it turns out
I do not love alone. But why is it wrong. Had it,
if it wasn't like that. Why does fate seem to laugh at me.
Brakkk
“auhhhggg ..”
I didn't
concentrate on my bike. I hit someone's car. I'm accident.
My eyes are still closed. Have I died, have I ascended to heaven. But
I think my back hurts. My feet hurt too.
“you don't pa
pa?” hah .., someone asked me. I slowly opened my eyes. I said
fixated on his sharp eye bead. But it looks creepy. What is he
malaikant's a life-rower? But he's handsome.
“you don't pa
pa...”
Only I am
realized. I'm still on the same road. I sat down on the road next to my motorbike. I looked at him
revert.
“who are you?”
I doubtfully asked.
“who are you?
What are you doing?” hers. The man asked me back.
“aku fell, what
you do not see, still ask again, sick to know .., you are a robot yes ..” my nagging
to him, to the man.
the “nona
bumping into me ..”
“whatever
..., I was sick ..” I woke up and woke up my bike again. I
lazy to deal too long with this foreign man. He's a handsome face
looks shitty.
“aku hurry
..., I have to go, this is my business card ..., if you ask for damages, please,
can contact the number that is there ..” said the man while handing over
a small piece of paper as small as a KTP. This is if you look at it like a card
name of. He's not a random dong, has a business card. He also left
leaving me alone. I noticed the card, there was Narendra
Rendians. What a good name. But pretty familiar. Who her?
“Nad ..., you
why?” suddenly Brother Dio who happened to pass by approached us.
He came down from
his motor.
“aku fell off
...” my ado to him.
“which one hurts?”
“no pa
pa..., it looks like my bike just broke.”
“good of you
wait here, your bike let me take it to the benkel that is there.” I just
nodding and waiting for Dio to lead my bike across the street. How many
long ago he came back to me.
“we stay
just the bike, it looks like it will have to replace some of the broken ones. You're together the same
I just yes ..” I can only resign. I'm nodding. We finally became
home together.
we also arrived
in front of the house,
“sini let me
help” brother Dio helped me take off the helmet I was wearing, attention-grabbing
the little Dio gave me was what fostered the joy in my little heart,
although it can not be denied I also feel guilty with Ara, attention
“thank you brother
...” that's all I can say, and was countered with a friendly smile by Brother Dio,
it makes my heart more in dilemma.
“aku direct
aja yes ..”
“iya ...”
Brother Dio left
in our yard, I immediately entered the house with my legs chopped off.
I don't know maybe my leg sprained.
“assalamaicum
...” I said as I entered the house.
“waalaikum
greetings ..”
“ayah ..”
“you why?”
ask dad while approaching me who was sitting on the living room sofa.
“aku fell well
...” aduku.
“kok can ..?”
“ya can be
well ..., his name was also an accident ..”
***
Day by day
I'm passing through Tampa's brother Dio again. I really avoided it. I don't want to
it makes my heart even more restrained in Dio's heart.
I'm more
I often spend my time at home. Although quiet, because my brother is more
often go home at night.
“ayah ....,
lonely once ..., brother has not come home yet?”
“not ...,
regular overtime from his boss. His boss was even stunned if your brother did not come home
today because there is a meeting outside the city.”
“ah ..., sister
very busy ..”
***
This morning Brother Ara has returned to his house, after yesterday was not
go home. My dad and I believe that you have a job out of town.
“kakak tired ya ..?” ask my sister. Seen from his face
if he's so lethargic.
“iya ..., I want to rest , deck .” kak Ara dropped her body
in bed.
“kak really broke up with brother Dio?”
“iya deck ...!”
“why?”
“dia is not good deck .., anyway you also can not be close the same
dia.”
“but why kak?”
“no can, yes can not point ..” said kak Ara full
affirmations.
“alah ..., happy rest ...”
I also left my sister's room. I went to the kitchen to help my aunt
cooking for dinner.
After confining himself in the room all day and all night. This morning ara
he came out of the room and was greeted by his father and Nadin
he made her anxious
"sad ...., are you okay? what exactly
that happen? tell me" father Ara immediately led ara to the table
eating breakfast together, ara sat in one of the chairs and his father
following beside him
"now let's tell dad"
"i'm hungry yeah .." Ara immediately flips
the plate and take the rice and side dishes
"yes brother let's tell us" the new Nadin
get out of the kitchen with a container of vegetables immediately talk. It is so
curious about her brother's story. What her sister told me yesterday has not
make satisfied.
Dad and Nadin were really curious about the problem
who faced the fig to make him shut himself up, they were so worried
ara
"yes son .., I feel useless if you
don't want to tell me the same story, Dad"
"what father is talking about ..., I'm fine
just ..." Ara tried to argue
"yes sister, I'm really curious brother, maybe
with the same story me and dad will lighten the mind a little
sister"
"if you don't want to tell a story, you don't
ever considered a father important in your life" heard his father's speech
makes ara feel guilty
"forgive me father ...."
"story yes .." Ara's father really forced
"i'm heartbroken yeah ..., I broke up"
Hahahaha
Dad instead
laughing loudly when he heard Ara's explanation. Nadin is confused
with heart. He was afraid that his heart would take control of his mind. She's afraid
if happy. She was afraid that her feelings would betray her brother.
"why are you laughing ...? too mean
..."
"just a broken heart ..., so it's like that .
it really amused me .." his father laughed again
"father is really evil ..."
brettttt brettttt
Their chat stopped as the fig phone vibrated, there was
call in there
"pak Rendi" ara said without taking out
voice when seeing the name Rendi on the call screen
"who's sis?" nadin was curious
"sir rendi, I lift first .." ara also
immediately move away from the dining table and shift the green button. And a little away
nadin and his father.
Nadin who heard the name Rendi called, he then
remember that name card. Is that guy Rendi? brother Ara's superior? Persons
which has caused his motor still in the workshop. Because of the cost of repairs
which is quite expensive. Made Nadin reluctant to take it. Although not entirely
the guy's fault. But still the man is guilty.
the call was cut off, and she returned to the dinner table
"what's up, brother?" ask Nadin who is
clean the dining table. But his mind is not there. He wants so badly
show the business card to her sister. But, I don't know, he hesitated.
"pak Rendi invites you to meet ..."
"wah .., it is the same kak agra , which says
that cool brother, brother?"
"yes, right hand Mr. Agra, yes I have
get ready first yes, pa pa pa ya you clean your own deck, because I
be hasty"
"beres sis.., as long as the allowance is not.
forgot"
"ready"
****
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