MY BLOCK OF ICE
Narendra Rendiansyah

My name is Narendra Rendiansyah. I ..., I'm not

anybody. I was an ordinary boy who became extraordinary because

someone amazing next to me. I'm an orphan, I was raised

a wonderful father. My father is my role model. The loyalty that always

dad taught me. I grew up to be a strong self. I have two best friends, though,

Frans and Agra. My father was the right hand man of the Agra family. We grew up together

in childhood. But the events of 15 years ago turned me into that child

tough, when my dad asked me for a dilemma.

“are you ready if I ask you something?” ask dad

at me.

“what is dad?”

“if today I ask for your life, will you

giving it?”

“meaning father?”

“just answer.” I hesitated to answer it. What is possible

dad's gonna kill me? That's not possible, is it? I know you love me more

Agra is my friend more than I am. But there's no way Dad could have put me in the hole

the tiger.

“you can't ..” dad's face is so disappointed. I

I really don't like that face. That expression. I don't think I'm so

handy. What do you want from a 10 year old.

“I can ..” I replied doubtfully.

“if you've stepped up, you won't be able to step back.

Remember that, if you can't I'll find another kid.” I don't want daddy

more trust in other children. I am envious, yes I am envious. I'm jealous. Yes I am

indeed jealous.

Without knowing what my father ordered. Me too

undertakes. I was sent to that big house. I gotta

replace the place as crown prince of a business empire. Yes I am

replacing Agra, my best friend ...

Because of that, my relationship with Agra became

stretchy. He thinks I took his mother.

I became a shield in that house. That's according to what

the one given by Mr. Wijaya is very indebted to Mr. Wijaya, father

Agra. He must die of murder.

Because of the worry of Madam Ratih. He does everything

these. He sent his own son to the orphanage, while I had to

supplanting him.

Very true premonition Madame Ratih. Time and time again I

experiencing it. Attempted murder and kidnapping.

After we started growing up. Murder offender for master

Wijaya caught. We are back in our position. I'm back to being a child

ordinary. But madam Ratih didn't really let me go. He considered us

as son. Me, Frans and Agra. We went to school in the same place. Even

madam sent us overseas for our education.

I grew up to be a more alert child. Cold and

it might be annoying for those who don't know me very well.

***

Today we are back in the country. We're directly in suguhi

with some work. Yes Agra must take up the duties as CEO

company, I'm being his right-hand man. And what about Frans,

he's a little different. He became a doctor. Mrs Ratih has

woke up a hospital he had to manage.

The first year was a difficult one for

our. Because we have to learn from the beginning. Two years, three years passed by

quickly, we started to become a reluctant businessman. Many of our business opponents

disinclined with us.

In our flat and ordinary lives, then

become colorful when a new employee comes in at our company. That girl

give a different color. She is Ara, the daughter of Aulia Zahra.

Yeah, he's the new secretary for Agra. Agra was so at first

likes gluing. My sympathies have long been a feeling of liking. I thought we were

will not like the same woman, because Agra already has a lover. I

start approaching Ara.

But my decision to love Ara, carved out her name

in my heart as if extinct, when Madame Ratih asked me to investigate the background

Ara. Wh-wh-what for? What's wrong with Ara? My mind is hard to understand.

I slowly started to move away from Ara. It erodes my feelings

which is already deep. I may be strong in everything, I may be

smart in all problems. Why do I feel stupid when I face each other

with the girl. L loved her. Yes I do love him.

After returning from the big house. I kept thinking

Ara. I unconsciously hit someone's motorcycle. A girl, she's enough

sucks, I don't know why I hate seeing that face. That face

reminds me of someone. But who. I can't linger on dealing

that snot girl, I have to leave immediately.

I left it with the bike. I gave him

my card. I have to leave immediately because I have to find the agra that is being

heartbroken at the betrayal of her lover, Viona.

I may seem to be an irresponsible person

answer for leaving it. But maybe another time, if I meet

with him I'll compensate him if he doesn't call me first.

***

And it's true what I worry about. Subsequent to

I have loved myself for so long. Love must be gone before it blooms.

Mrs Ratih has a plan. He wants Ara

as Agra's companion. I know maybe Agra hasn't loved Ara yet,

but later ...

I also decided to contact Ara. Beseech

meet. I don't know what happened between Agra and Ara. But I have to make sure

something kan.

I'm waiting for him. I prepared everything. at ten

too late but I don't know why I told her. I looked at him from the CCTV screen, he

spread his eyes on all directions.

“fetch him ..” I said to one of my bodyguards.

“baik mister ..” he came out of my room and

approaching Ara.

"missy fig" said the man

"yes ..."

"you're waiting inside, miss, let me

inter"

My heart, my feelings, why? What the hell's going on? I

nervously. I'm ill. But I have to do this.

"let's miss ..." Ara is getting closer to me.

I stood up to welcome her arrival. In a few days he will

being superiors. I also have to get used to calling her Miss.

"welcome ..., sorry to interrupt your time, please

sit .." I slide a chair and let you sit down.

"thank you sir, you're too bothered" me

I know Ara is not used to my treatment, but she has to get used to it.

"sorry to make a sudden promise"

"it's okay"

"please taste the food .." I

try to eliminate awkwardness by starting to eat.

"sorry I drink ..."

"you look a lot of mind ..." I

trying to guess.

"little bit

sir ..."

"actually

there's something important I want to make sure of you"

"what?"

I know Ara must be confused by what I'm doing.

"Sometimes

you have to let go of someone you can't have. Although difficult yet

that's the best thing for you"

"Happiness

the greatest thing in life is the belief that we are loved;

unloved

to ourselves, or rather, to be loved

irrespective

of ourselves."

"intention

mr Rendi?"

"me

want to see you and my best friend happy .., you mean so much in

my life"

"can

mr. Rendi spoke in a word that I could easily understand"

"me

pleading with you after this please please please happy agra, and I also wish kija

you're also happy with her, and I'll just make sure you're happy"

"don't

it baffles me sir, I really don't understand"

"me

sure you know what I'm saying"

"me

there's nothing to do with Mr. Agra"

'but

after this will be there, I'm just begging you please take care of him"

"if

I can, I'll do it sir, but explain to me what

meaning"

"sorry

i, I promise you, please continue eating, I have to go" I

I immediately got up from my seat and left place , leaving the fig

which is still confused. I can't stay there too long, I'm afraid

I can't help it. Or maybe I can't take it off.

I'm soon

get out of the cafe and head for the car that is parked in front of the cafe.

“please

login sir ...”

Before I

getting into the car, I turned to my driver.

“aku by myself

...”

“good tuan” me

get in the car immediately. After sitting behind the wheel I immediately

putting my head in the car seat, it felt heavy.

"why

it hurts so much to let our loved ones go to someone else.." I

hitting the wheel hoping this pain can be reduced.

"what

I can really be willing ..."

" day

this I know, the weight of letting go after finding, the pain of losing before

having"

***

"The world is like a shadow. If you try to catch him, he'll run. But if you turn his back on him, he has no choice but to follow you." - Ibn Qayyim Al Jauziyyah

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