MY BLOCK OF ICE
The conditions I proposed

“Alright ..., I agree to go home but not to

back to you but to find the truth!”

Nadin's words certainly make the heart of Rendi so

wounded, stubborn Nadin will affect much to his heart such as

this, usually Rendi was the one who always forced his will but now it's her turn

Nadin did just that, Rendi got hurt.

“Don't be too cruel to me!”

“No, I'm not cruel, I'm just being fair

only, too easy to forgive mas Rendi means too easy to fish for gold

Rendi to make the same mistake!”

“I promise, Tokki ..., I did

it's a mistake and I can't fix it, but I can make sure I don't

will never make the same mistake later on!”

“I keep your promise , mas ..!”

POV Rendi

After Nadin's actual birthday show failed a little, I failed to uncover the truth, I was afraid that if I revealed at that time he would get hurt even more.

I'll make sure if

Nadin and my son were fine getting home before I left him. I have to finish my job.

Nadin was willing to take me back to Jakarta, if the work problem

I was able to stop him from Jakarta and returned several times to Surabaya to

the solution.

“I have to go first, no pa pa right? I have to prepare our departure to Jakarta!”

“Ya ...!” Nadin again only answered my words briefly, I miss Nadin so chatty. But everything is

it's my fault I have to accept the consequences. I kissed Nadin's forehead

turn to my son, my son, my pride baby boy. The biggest gift can be

having it, Elan is our love-binder.

“Dad go first baby, take care of your mother!”

I put my feet out of my two lives, it's so hard to actually leave them. Want to feel always close to them, if you can always be near them at any time.

“Mas!” the soft voice called me back, so happy to be called by him.

“Iya?” I quickly stopped my steps and

turning back to those who were still standing at the door, one day I

hoping they'll smile at me when I get home and greet me with

blissfully.

“Mas ..., let me meet with Alex once, for the last time before returning to Jakarta!”

Nadin's request was not a request

heavy, but somehow my heart is so heavy let loose. That man who has

hiding my wife all this time, that guy who's been making me look like a man

crazy to and fro looking for my wife's whereabouts, casually she outwits

by sending me to far away places that make me even more distant

with my wife.

“Mas ….! How?”

It's really hard, but I can't be selfish. I could only close my eyes, I tried to be sincere and think

positive, everything will be fine.

“Alright ...., but let Ajun deliver you!”

“Agree!”

“I go!”

I saw Nadin's head nod, he let me go without saying anything more. I turn around and walk away, the sooner I finish it, the better. We still need one more week here so all my work can be a little

realized. Working with a man named Alex is actually very hard

once I know everything. But how else, I have to make a little peace

with my heart.

 I went to Ajun and asked him to look after Nadin and Elan while I was away. I have to be overtime these few days.

“Ajun!”

“Iya sir!”

Ajun will just bow respectfully as always, he is so obedient to me that it makes me trust him so much, my choice

it's never wrong. My father taught me many things about

trusting and trusting someone, but I forgot to learn how

loving and being loved by someone, maybe my father had no knowledge

that's.

“Please take care of Nadin and Elan as long as I'm not home!”

“Good sir!”

“Good sir!”

Now I'm a little relieved because Nadin and Elan are going to be safe with Ajun and I know the hijab woman is good too. During

here he is to take care of them. I'll take the time to thank him

before returning to Jakarta.

I went to my place of work, finished

our unfinished project. I have to meet that guy. And true

it was only when the arrogant man had immediately welcomed me that we did not welcome each other

talking during work, maybe he's still upset with me.

Finally it was getting late, it was almost done in part. I plan to go home soon, I can't wait

to meet Nadin and Elan. They are like the air that is my breath, without

they feel like my heart is tight, I feel lifeless. Even to inhale

the air is so crowded.

“Rendi!” my little steps ran immediately

stopped when someone called me. I remember whose voice it was.

I stopped my steps without looking back, still feeling so upset just to look at his face.

“I know you must still be upset with me!”

“Hemm!” reply origin.

“We have to talk, there!” alex pointed at

the cafe was right in front of where we were working on the project together. I didn't

I replied, I should also talk to him about something. But to answer

his words, so lazy. I walked ahead of him to the place where

pointed by Alex. We sat on one of the benches facing directly

outward.

We just kept quiet, maybe he was

confused about where to start, maybe he should start with

apologizing. But I think he's too arrogant to admit his mistake.

“Sorry!”

Hah ..., did I not hear wrong? This arrogant man in front of me said that sacred word. Or I am a stranger

with that word.

“Sorry ..., because of me, you are separated from your wife!

But the whole point of my current conversation is not that!”

The man spoke with great emphasis, I just

can frown me not understand, I think the word sorry is the word

most powerful among our conversations, there was something even more important.

Whahuh?

“Nadin and baby El are my family, we are very close. I've considered baby El like my own son, it feels

it wouldn't be fair if you separated us. I'm not asking for more, just

let me stay close to baby El!”

Near? Meaning from near? How is the man in front of me

it says that it's not a big thing, is he going to drive me crazy

dnegan let my son share his affection, I just want Elan

accepting me as his only father is nothing else, and he

lightly say it.

“how? Do you agree?”

“No!” answer me firmly.

Giving a small gap to others is the same as giving a big hole later on, it is enough for him to have Davina, not for others.

“At least .., give me permission to meet them on several occasions!”

“good ..., but there are conditions!”

“What?”

“Married first, then I will allow!”

“Married?’

“Iya …! There's nothing we need

talk again, I'm sorry!”

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