
Armand stared limply at the lifeless tiny creature in his arms. His cry was stupefied, his daughter was very beautiful with dense black hair, very similar to his wife.
''Forgive, papa. Papa can't take care of you" muttered Armand interrupted by his sobs.
''Ar."
Armand turned his head as he felt a soft touch on his shoulders. Rio was standing right beside her.
''Specialize! You'll definitely get in exchange" Rio said.
Armand's cry broke even more in his best friend's arms. She didn't know what else to do, her parents weren't here, and her in-laws were far away from her.
Armand was silent for a moment, he had not told them.
''What's up, Ar?''
"I haven't told my in-laws."
"You take it easy, your wife's best friend told them. And your secretary is picking them up. Better, now we take care of your daughter." Rio gave a suggestion.
''But, I can't leave my unconscious wife."
''Reva will take care of her, my son is with my mother."
Armand was speechless staring fixedly at the tiny creature in front of him, he was still not willing to leave the tiny baby.
''Preface, Ar." Rio spoke again as if he knew what was on his best friend's mind.
Armand nodded weakly. He began to take care of his daughter's funeral with the help of his best friend.
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''Papa! We have to go back now, Pa." Amalia screamed in panic calling her husband.
''What's up, Ma? Why scream like that" said Setiawan.
''Renita, Pa, Renita ..."
"Have Renita given birth? Isn't the moon next month? Why so fast?" tanya Setiawan.
''No, Papa! More than that." Amalia stuffed the origin of her things into the suitcase. The middle-aged woman's mind, was chaotic. Apparently, this was the answer to his unrest over the past few days.
''Mama, why, anyway? Speaking clearly to papa. Don't piece it like that. Papa is not a psychic who can immediately understand the words of mama," protested Setiawan.
''Papa doesn't need to provoke your emotions. We have to go back today, it's an emergency, Papa. Renita miscarried!"
After that, Amalia directly dragged her large suitcase out of the room.
''Gosh ..."
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There was a soft sigh from the pale lips of the woman lying weakly on the gurney. Reva who heard that went straight to the friend.
"Ren, you realize?"
Renita blinked her eyes a few times, slowly but surely, she began to open her eyes adjusting the light coming into her retina. His hand touched an area of the abdomen that felt very different to him.
"Where's my baby?" The first question he asked when he woke up.
Reva could only fall silent, not knowing what to answer. His tongue was too small to tell the truth.
"Awwshh, my stomach." a soft hiss from the mouth of the friend managed to resuscitate Reva's daydreams.
''Ren, made just one. Loe new siuman. I'll call the doctor first."
Renita immediately blocks her best friend's arm.
"Loe, you check first, yeah, Ren. Loe's health is more important."
"So, I want to see my baby." Renita insisted on her wish. He forced himself to wake up ignoring the unbearable pain.
"Answer, Va. Where's my son? I wanna see?" Renita screamed with a shake of her best friend's body.
"Awsssh, ouch," he hissed again as he felt excruciating pain in his stomach area.
"Ren, don't move much first. Loe's out of surgery."
''Gue just wants to see my son, Va." Renita's cry broke out right then and there.
"Patience, Ren. Later, Mr. Armand will definitely give a look to Elo. Loe rest first yes, do not move much. In a moment, Loe's husband is coming." Reva tried to calm the friend, secretly his hand pressed the emergency button to call the medical personnel on guard.
"Oh Allah, Nduk. How can it get like this. The patient, Cah Ayu. I'll get it in exchange." The sound of Asih's screams echoed in his daughter's nursery.
He hugged the child tightly by crying.
Renita who had just calmed down could only stare confusedly at the woman who gave birth to her. He still did not understand what his mother said.
"Change what, Mom? What to replace?"
Instantly, Asih fell silent. She glanced at her daughter's best friend asking through an eye gesture, 'What Renita doesn't know yet'. Reva responded with a slow slit.
"Whatever happens, the mother must be patient. Mother daughter strong woman, mother daughter can definitely go through all this."
''What the hell, Mom? Don't make Reni even more confused? Reni just wants to meet baby Reni. Why is everything so complicated like this?" Renita could no longer resist her frustration. He spoke with a high tone in front of all who were there.
''Ren."
Renita developed her smile seeing her husband enter the room. Without saying much, the man hugged his wife tightly. His tears trickled back to wet the patient's clothes worn by his wife. But he immediately deleted it. He did not want to look weak in front of his wife, he had to be strong for the sake of his family.
Seeing Armand coming, both the pity and Reva and the husband chose to leave. Letting the couple solve their problems.
''You cry, Mas?" renita asked as her husband broke his arms.
The woman noticed the intense reddening and watery eyes of her husband.
''It's a happy cry, isn't it, Mas? Because our daughter was born. Yeah, right, Mas?" Renita scolds her husband with questions.
Armand paused for a moment, then shook his head slowly.
''What is the meaning of your movement, Mas?"
Armand silenced a thousand languages, his cries broke again by tightly clutching the tiny body.
"God loves him more."
''It's impossible." Renita shook her head in disbelief, tears suddenly sliding freely on her pale cheeks.
"Where is he?" asked Renita in a weak tone.
''Later, when it's healed, I'll meet with him."
''Why not wait for me to wake up? I also want to see her," cried the woman violently shaking her husband's body with a cry that became increasingly.
''Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. We'll let him know. Poor princess there," said Armand, gently rubbing his wife's back to calm down.
''I am an evil mother. If only, I let all those toys scatter he'd still be with me. If only, I wasn't careless he was still comfortable in my stomach. I'm a bad mother, Mom." Renita roared in Armand's arms.
The woman continues to blame herself for the passing of her baby. Renita continued to rebel with her loud shrillness until Armand was overwhelmed with the woman's energy.
"Doctor, doctor," cried Armand.
The doctor and nurse who had arrived since then, went straight into the room. The doctor immediately injected a sedative into the woman's arm. Not waiting long, the drug began to react, Renita's movement weakened until finally unconscious in her husband's arms.