My boyfriend is a Gangster
Ep. 73 - Frustration leads to problems

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When Sania hears that Arka has learned her secret, she is frightened and shocked. His body trembled, and the phone he had in his hand suddenly fell to the floor. Sania felt like the world was collapsing before her eyes, and she felt extremely vulnerable and helpless.

Meanwhile, Kenzi immediately ran towards Sania's house with a worried heart. Kenzi does not want Sania to face any danger or pain, especially after hearing that Arka already knows Sania's secret.

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"Aaaargggh...!."

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"Aarrgggghhh...!."

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"Aargh! Hu hu hu's... 😭😭😭Aarrgggghhh...!."

Arka drove her car full of frustration and overflowing anger. He feels angry at himself for knowing Sania's secret and not knowing how to deal with it.

The guilt and worry he had caused him to forget his own safety interests. Arka ignored all traffic rules and drove his car at a very high speed.

His mind was only focused on immediately meeting Sania, perhaps to apologize or explain what he knew. Anxiety and worry make him unable to control his emotions well.

When Arka finally arrived home, she jumped out of the car in anger and rushed towards the door. His heart was pounding and a feeling of guilt was haunting him.

Pork!

Arka opened the door very quickly and rushed to meet Sania, but was immediately interrupted by Kenzi who was already there.

"Arka, relax! It's over, please don't hurt Sania again."

Arka looked at Kenzi in disbelief, because Arka thought that Kenzi also knew the secret of Sania.

"Why are you hiding it from me? Why?!."

"Because it's for your good, it's also Sania's good! relax, and listen to my explanation."

"How can I calm down! It all happened to Sania, but you all hid it from me!."

"Arca... ~."

"Let me tell you myself," said Sania who appeared from behind the door of her room.

Then Arka and Sania spoke together inside the house. Sania explained all the events that had happened to her four years ago.

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"So... Kenzi went to jail for not wanting this to be revealed, and then I... I just pretend like nothing happened and move on."

Arka held back her emotions and her tears kept coming out unstoppable. "Why? Why are you hiding it from me?!."

"Because I'm worried about you, I'm afraid you'll get hurt, because when you find out I'm worried you can't control yourself."

Arka squeezed her head in frustration and cried out in anger. "Arca... I've forgotten it! We just live our lives" exclaimed Sania as she reached for Arka's hand to calm down.

"How can you do this to me!," cried Arka as she let go of Sania's hand. "I'm like a fool, and you say all this to me... Do you know, it's more painful than letting me die!."

"Arca... Hiks...."

Arka laughed and pushed her body back to hit the wall. "It's so funny. I pretend to be the head of a gang, and I can't protect the girl I love... What good am I to live in this world! Aargh!."

Arka left regardless of Sania calling her.

Arka just kept running out of the house and passed the three friends waiting outside. "Rush!." Call Kenzi but not heard either. Finally Kenzi and Nino went after Arka, while Keyla approached Sania who was sitting in despair.

"Sania...?."

"Keyla... What wrong? What am I supposed to do? hyx... Hix... U hu's... Hiks exactly what should I do... Hiks...."

"Sania, you're not wrong... You are never wrong... You must be strong and not be like this...." Keyla hugged the fragile-looking Sania and they both cried together 😭😭😭😭.

Not finding the whereabouts of Arka, Nino searches her old house and asks Santi. However, Arka was not there either and Nino went to another place.

Feeling worried about the disappearance of Arka, Santi also took the initiative to find Arka. He went to places he had visited with Arka but could not find them either.

While everyone was busy looking for his whereabouts, Arka was sitting drunk and drinking a lot. He seemed frustrated and thought about the events that had passed.

Starting from the incident four years ago when he ignored Sania when he appeared with a new appearance that he did not like and preferred Sania who looked like before.

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"Kenzi's in jail because Jack sent his men to kill you! So if you're talking about morals, remember all the sacrifices others made for you!."

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"Four years ago my men raped Sania, don't you know that?!."

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"Aargha!." Arka was crying and screaming. He got angry at himself and smashed his hand at the table in a row and smashed the bottle of drink on the table.

He stood up and staggered by sipping his drink on the building where he had been with Sania.

"Aargh! Why did you faint from being drunk at home back then! The arka! You just die! Why are you awake!... Aargh! 😡😩😩😭." Arka was very frustrated and berated herself and dropped herself and cried.

After searching several places, Santi was finally able to find Arka in the building that he had also been there with Arka.

" arca... Arcs...."

Santi approached Arka and kept calling her to wake up. When Arka opened her eyes, she saw Santi like Sania in front of her and smiled as she called out her name.

"Sania... Sania, you're finally here, Sania...." Arka tried to get up and continued to look at Santi who in her mind was Sania and smiled at her.

Santi brought Arka back to his old house in a state of Arka who staggered and kept racing about Sania." Be careful Arka," said Santi.

"Sania... I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...."

"Walk carefully Arka..," said Santi again who was shocked because he held Arka's body weight. Then Arka drags Santi to the wall and holds Santi's hands together. "Sania, do you know... I wanted to protect you, but I couldn't do it... I'm sorry Sania...."

"Arka, I'm not Sania... You better rest in the room."

Intentions want to help Arka, he even got treatment beyond his expectations. Under the awareness and assumption that Santi is Sania, Arka is carried away and her desires are provoked.

At first Santi rejected Arka's wishes because he considered her Sania, but after feeling touch after touch Arka, Santi was aroused and let Arka touch her even though she was called Sania.

Finally, on that night Arka makes a big mistake by having a dark affair and touching Santi whom she considers Sania. The betrayal of love is inevitable even when drunk.

Haduu...! One problem is not finished yet, add another problem ⁇ ️😅

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