My boyfriend is a Gangster
Ep. 83 - Sania...
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"Fuck! What did you do to Sania!."
Jok!
"Put on! Hit me as much as you!," cried Arka with fresh blood flowing from her lips so as to make Kenzi's hand hang in the air because she wanted to hit him again but he held it with emotion.
"But I beg you, tell me, how's Sania doing?."
"Rush! doctor Sania said now that she had survived, she had already gone through her critical period but she lost so much blood that she was still so weak and unconscious," replied Keyla who had just walked out of Sania's room from hearing the commotion.
Hearing that, Arka looked down and regretted. "Do you know? How much blood did he spill?" asked Kenzi holding back his emotions. "Look!... Do you remember this?" asked Kenzi again, revealing Sania's necklace.
"He held this when trying to kill himself!," continued Kenzi.
Arka looked at the pus on the blood-stained necklace and then she picked it up with a trembling hand.
"Did that hurt you?! It hurt me even more! Because I'm so sorry!," cried Kenzi and made Arka look at Kenzi with question marks as well as Keyla and Nino.
"If I knew taking Sania off would only make her suffer like this to try to kill herself, I would have snatched her away and taken her away!."
Arka, Nino and Keyla are shocked to hear Kenzi's words that they did not expect at all.
"Yes! I like Sania... Just like you like her! But he prefers you and I appreciate his decision because he wants to be happy!."
Arka's tears escaped just like that and were unbearable. Then Kenzi blames Arka again with all the events that happened to Sania.
He said that if Arka was the cause of all Sania's suffering, it was Arka who had plunged Sania who was only a model and talented student but now lives in a dark world environment.
Kenzi unceasingly blames Arka who should be able to take care of Sania when she has achieved success, but instead, she betrays him with another girl and gives a big blow.
Arka rewinded her body to rest on the wall and felt limp. While Kenzi rubbed his face rough and then said,
"One thing, if he's awake and if he wants, I'll take him away from you and from the place where he's always suffered!."
"Kenzi, allow me to see Sania... Hix... I wanna see it... Kenzi, I beg you!."
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Arka stepped into Sania's room with a heavy heart. His eyes were immediately fixed on Sania who was lying weakly on the bed. He saw the wound on his hand and his heart was broken.
Sania is awakened and realizes the presence of Arka. However, he chose to close his eyes again, pretending to be asleep, as he still felt disappointed and hurt so he did not want to meet Arka directly.
Arka stepped closer to Sania's bed and sat down beside her. It was hard to see Sania in this state, but she was also full of regret for what had happened.
In a tense silence, Arka held Sania's hand gently, but she wiped the blood on her lips first.
"Thank God you're okay, if anything happens to you what should I do? I can't live without you."
In despair, Arka said in a voice filled with regret and pain in her heart. He apologized to Sania in a soft voice. But Sania still closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.
Then Arka saw the wound on Sania's hand and cried. "I don't let you do this anymore, okay? I can't see you get hurt and I'd rather die alone without you... 😭😭😭."
Arka kissed Sania's hand that was wet with her tears and said that one wound on Sania was ten times more hurtful. And what he regretted the most was that it all happened because of him.
Arka continues to blame herself and feels stupid for always running away from Sania whenever there is a problem so that it becomes more useless.
"I feel like I don't need to talk to you because I feel confident that you will understand me and because you understand me better... 😭😭."
"Kenzi is so right, I can't have any good relationships, I keep hurting you and disappointing you."
Arka wept bitterly while hugging Sania who refused to open her eyes, but her tears escaped dripping because she did hear and feel the sincere love of Arka.
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Seriate...
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