My boyfriend is a Gangster
Ep. 75 - The heart cannot be denied

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"Why do I feel pain when I see Sania crying? Did I make the wrong decision? If I had taken him away and left him all behind, it probably wouldn't have been like this."

After his encounter with Arka in the park earlier, Kenzi pondered while staring at the flowing lake water. He was worried about his own feelings, then thought he would meet Sania right then and there.

At the place where Sania was, she sat on the chair bending her knees with a blank look and teary eyes. When he suddenly heard the sound of knocking on the door he thought it was Arka.

Tok Tok Tok!

Instantly Sania got up from her seat and excitedly opened the door. "Carca?." But his faint smile disappeared as he looked not at Arka who was behind the door but Kenzi.

"Kenzi...?."

"Come with me" said Kenzi, grabbing Sania's hand. Then he went into the house and took Sania's jacket.

"Come!." Kenzi immediately took Sania away somewhere.

After traveling around town on his motorcycle. Kenzi takes Sania up to a high bridge on the edge of the city that has a river below.

"Kenzi, why are we here?."

Kenzi just kept walking and led Sania to the middle of the bridge until it finally stopped. "Yell!" he said. "What do you mean?" asked Sania. "I want you to let out all your sadness by shouting!."

Sania just stared at the kenzi who spoke to her in a high tone, because it was noisy from the sound of the river current as well as vehicles around.

"When you say you've found a way to be happy, you've been dishonest to yourself! You will feel pain in your chest if you keep holding it! Therefore, scream! Screaming like me!... Aaaargggh....!."

Sania looks at the way Kenzi yelled, then tries to do it too. "Aargh!."

"That's not enough...! Even harder...! Shout all your sorrows...! Shall...!."

"Aaaaaaaaaaarrrggghhhhhhh...!."

Sania shouted again with all her might and louder. He smiled because he felt more relieved. "We're like crazy people!" he said.

"Yes, we're like crazy people, but remember this is Sania... Whatever happens to us, the world won't stop for even a minute or even a second."

"You're right, we have to say it out loud, that way... You, Nino as well as Keyla, will not be burdened with my problems, because I can deal with them... Although very sad, by shouting I will forget it for a moment... I'll try, no matter what happens, I'll stick around."

[Kenzi... You are something indeed! 😍😅]

Move somewhere else...

Santi was daydreaming in the window of the room while staring at the moon that seemed to shine. Suddenly the house phone rings, he eagerly receives the call and hopes Arka contacts him.

"Hallo... The arka?."

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"Oh... I'm sorry, I don't intend to put up a television" Santi replied to someone on the other end of the phone. It turned out that it was just a call from a company offering the product.

Then Santi tried to contact Nino and ask about Arka, but Nino did not give Santi more info about Arka and hung up the phone again with disappointment.

"At the building at that time... Could that be what Arka told me about her? and the girl who plays the piano is Sania?," Santi's inner.

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Now, Sania is sitting in front of a piano drawn on the wall of her house. He smiled as he touched and felt the piano. Then I heard the door of his house open.

Sania looked towards the door and smiled as she saw Arka coming. "Arka, are you home?." He stood up and greeted her warmly. While Arka just stared at Sania with her thin smile.

"I've made your favorite food, wait a minute, I'll get it first" said Sania Sambik passed and Arka nodded.

Arka stared at Sania's back in the kitchen, then she sat herself in the chair and faced the piano she had drawn for Sania and looked at her sadly.

"Sania... I missed you so much, but I screwed up again... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... Sanias... " Arka said in her heart and felt confused as to what they would face, especially after the betrayal she had committed.

Finally, on that night, Sania and Arka passed through the night just like that. After dinner, they fell asleep without any topics they discussed. Both of them seemed to close their eyes, but in their hearts each was very turbulent.

The next day ...

Santi is seen walking out of a piano shop. He walked slowly but surely while saying to himself.

"Indeed right... Even though I studied piano as much as possible, I still could not beat the people who learned from since Junior High... Likewise with love, Arka has known Sania since childhood and her love is very big... But, do I have to give up?."

When he arrived home, Santi saw Nino who was waiting for him in front of the house. "Nino?." Nino is grateful that Santi is finally home too. He was bored because he had waited a long time there.

And they went into the house to discuss the plan of Santi's return to his hometown. However, unexpected things make Nino feel surprised because Santi refuses to return home.

"What do you mean, Santi...? Didn't we have a deal after everything is done you'll soon take us home" asked Nino.

"I can't go home now... I still want to stay here" replied Santi.

"Santi, I've been too busy taking care of gang affairs, I was too bothered with taking care of you too," explained Nino.

"Did Arka know about all this?," asked Santi and Nino also gawked as if in disbelief.

"I want to see him once again, I beg you." Santi pleaded with his sad face and Nino looked confused. "Roof... It's very troubling," he said.

A few hours later, Nino is already in the office with Arka and informs Arka of the wishes of Santi who wants to meet her.

"Did he really say that?."

"By the way, why did you have to come see him? And why does he insist on seeing you before he leaves?... What happened between you two?."

Arka felt anxious when she received the consecutive Nino question. "Nothing's going on, you don't be silly" she replied a little nervously.

Then Nino said that they had been friends since childhood, and she knew that Arka had not told her the truth. Seeing Arka's expression that could not hide the truth, Nino finally understood if something happened between Arka and Santi.

"Rush! Oh my... You're even in a forbidden love with her at this time? I can't believe this... Arka, Sania is suffering a lot this time and ~...."

"Enough! You and Kenzi have said the same thing! Do you think I am not suffering? Why don't you think from my point of view? Just kill me!."

A gebrakkkk!

Arka hit the table and got rid of the stuff on it in annoyance. After a while and feeling calm, he immediately apologized to Nino who looked surprised.

"I'm sorry, I've been too agitated lately."

"I know, Arka... It's better to solve your problems with Santi right away, if not... You know for sure what will happen," said Nino then he passed away leaving Arka with concern.

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