My ex-Ipar Candidate
The Same Pain, Different Times.
"You're too pretty, Zura,"
From a distance, this was all he could do. Meanwhile, he could not do much because the Papa forbade him harshly. Haidar was forced to see his heart adoration like a devotee who would never have a chance to meet face to face.
He sighed slowly, along with Radha's back which now disappeared behind the school gate. Too little, the face of ayu he only looked at a few minutes. It's unfair, how could even just the right to meet his love Haidar has no.
He let out a rough breath when the crystal clear circle was blown out and fell apart without asking. Since when did Haidar cry, even to any extent and weighing any obstacles in his life the man abstained from crying.
This time he was very sick, not for a short time. Surviving one love without meeting like other couples is not easy, and Haidar holds on to her faithfulness.
There is only regret, no word should and should be. Nowadays everything has been different, even the barrier to their relationship is not sheer distance. But the owner of love who is now forced into Radha's life.
If only, time could be returned for a few moments. He will only fix the day, the day he buried his dream by accident, the day his love was given away.
"No, it's not my fault. Even I went for her sake, I left because of her love, not without reason I left that day."
The face that now drenched lamenting his destiny, it is true that he did so out of fear that Radhania would be broken if he heard of her lover's marriage. When he thought about Radha's fracture, in fact he was breaking himself.
"Aargh!!"
"I'm going crazy, Tuhaaaaaaan!!"
He rubbed his face rough, began to go at high speed and did not care the consequences of his actions. Haidar was devastated, he was trying to stay standing when the pieces of his heart fell apart.
"What do I have to do, how do you get back to me, Zura?"
He nodded along with the deathly gaze focused forward, some of the riders around him were only able to shout furiously at his actions. Right now, in the midst of the chaos, only one thing he thought about, Radhania's return no matter how.
Haidar has no purpose, going home will only make his soul more sick. He had no other choice, maybe this guy would understand how his heart was, even more understanding than his papa.
His breathing began to stabilize, his speed reduced and he now entered a luxury residential in the corner of the city. Maybe meeting him was the best option, he thought.
Since his arrival, that warm smile full of sincerity greeted him. The handsome man was so enthusiastically aware of the arrival of his guest.
"Good morning, what's wrong with you? Hm?"
"I-I want to take a break, Om."
Randy smiled crazily, his sad eyes were really painful. He did not even have the heart to leave Haidar at this time, although the same as Haidar even Randy threatened things that are not wanted from his job.
"Aren't you sleeping, Haidar?"
He was worried, very worried. Actually regret also rang in his mind, he should know what the brother planned for his nephew. Really he can feel how painful Haidar is right now.
"Sleep, Om."
"Ck, don't lie, your eyes look tormented, Haidar."
He hugged Haidar's shoulder like a friend who understood his pain. Right, Haidar didn't even sleep a minute. Thinking about Radha and her love wasn't even one night.
"Sit down, you haven't eaten, have you?"
Haidar only shook his head as a rejection, but unfortunately his stomach was very painful if he had to hold on even longer. Conscious of his body wanting but he was reluctant.
"Don't be like a child, Haidar. Om know your glass, understand your destruction, but at least don't destroy your whole life that is still trying to be able to."
Randy actually could not bear, as long as with Haidar he had never spoken rude or angry. However, seeing the situation of Haidar who looks more like a drug addict, Randy is very unhappy.
"Your parents are too selfish, forgetting that they too have felt the difficulty of an arranged marriage."
"I'm sorry, Om, Haidar. Supposedly, all this, I was too busy to question the reason they asked us to go home at the same time."
There was no answer from Haidar, the blank stare made Randy afraid if this lasted long. He smiled warmly when Raka's son was now looking at him so closely.
"Why Om is sorry, they don't even intend to tell Om, shouldn't they give it themselves."
Haidar doesn't want Randy to feel guilty about his breakdown. Even his family was not as keen as thinking about his mental and soul, Haidar thought so bitter as he stared pusually without direction.
The handsome man fell silent, right now Haidar only needed a place to heal. If you talk too much, the wound will be more gaping and will further destroy his life.
"Clean your body, and rest after that" said Randy shook his head several times, a famous Haidar so neat now looks destroyed with a very far from usual appearance.
"Of,"
"What?"
"Why doesn't Om get married again?"
That question he gave spontaneously when he realized Randy was really alone and so enjoyed his life without looking less.
"Married?"
Randy laughed discordantly, his innocent face like a snatcher was so fixed looking at him. Randy sighed slowly, his heart scraped back just because of that question.
Haidar was silent, he understood very well when Randy acted that meant the question was painful for him. He forgot that Randy is also a man who failed in matters of heart and love.
"Sorry, Om, I didn't mean to."
"What the hell, a natural question for a crazy man like me."
"meaning?"
"Forget, Haidar. Enjoy your time here, don't be ruined by one woman, because when you make that figure the cause of your destruction, then rise and forget it will be the hurt thing for you to do."
He fell silent, Haidar could not speak much. I don't know how difficult the story used to be, because in reality Haidar was too small when Randy was still fighting about his heart.
"Radhanja ...."
The name Randy mentioned while looking closely at his nephew, he saw his reflection when young in Haidar's beautiful bead. The wounds and disintegration as Haidar had naturally was a common thing he received.
"You see how devastated she is to lose your daughter, May."
Why should he, the wound was gaping back. Among many women, why are they both the cause of the wound. Randy did not want if later Haidar would be like, trapped in the wound and choose to feel at home without thinking of ways to not be broken.
"Of!!"
"Hm? What's up?"
"What's wrong, why is she suddenly deaf?" asked Haidar upset not playing because Randy chose to daydream after mentioning the name of his lover.
"What's wrong, sorry age factor," he said with a crisp laugh.
Little Haidar can pull the corners of the lips because of the original answer Omnya, the man he so cherished and loved. Haidar is able to smile even though it is not that good, at least he understands that he is not alone. It's just, Randy first experienced the destruction.
............ Connecting️