My ex-Ipar Candidate
About Feelings
After a heated debate, Gian returned to the room with long steps to avoid the crowd asking for an autograph.
A fierce gaze full of vengeance followed their departure, Haidar clenched his hands when Gian did not even allow his wife to face the other direction.
"Stay facing forward, Zura."
Radha may feel depressed when Gian embraces her shoulder tightly and speeds up the pace so that Radha is difficult to keep pace. Just a little boy who was forced to go home to his parents.
"Quick, Zura, why are you so slow."
Feeling his wife was slow, Gian was impatient. He knew that at this time Haidar still caught Radha's figure very deliberately.
"Yeah!!! What is Brother doing?!!"
Not playing surprised, Radha hit Gian's shoulders slowly carrying him. How slow he was until Gian had to take him like an inanimate object, the woman thought.
"Basic slow!! You're not even faster than a turtle."
Gian went long without caring what his wife said, with unusual force he opened the door and lowered Radha quite roughly on the bed.
"Allahu Akbar!! Aaaah my waist ... Brother, why is this cruel?"
Radha wondered, Gian's attitude really raises questions. As fast as lightning now he had locked the door of the room, of course he did not want anyone to go in there.
He is still silent, with all the busyness that makes it very suitable in the nickname as an iron at this time. Radha didn't miss a bit of what her husband did.
"Would he go out?"
She felt interested to come along when Gian went out to the balcony, maybe her husband was hot, she thought guessing. Demgan steps slowly Radha approached, his eyes are still focused staring at what Gian did.
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Radha shook, she fell silent and her mouth locked instantly. He could not say anything, his steps seemed to stop and wanted to feel like he chose to leave. Why should he know, is he really not ready if Gian is right as he saw? Radha's mind is now rumbling.
"Why are you standing there?"
Gian only realized the presence of his wife, the time he should have enjoyed himself was not the slightest bit disturbed. He smiled briefly with the cigarette he was playing on the sidelines of his fingers.
"Come here" he ordered so gently, Gian understood that Radha might be surprised. However, it is only natural that she understands that her husband is not as perfect as she thinks.
With an undefinable look, Radha approached. Whether what this feeling is, disappointed or actually he was angry at Gian, he was not able to interpret.
"Come closer, honey, you're too far."
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He clucked impatiently because Radha was still standing a considerable distance away from him. The look on his face clearly made Gian pull the corner of his thin lips.
"Sister?"
"Hm? What's?"
As if in disbelief, Radha looked at Gian so naturally. His eyes were focused on a small white object between his right fingers.
"Did I not look wrong?"
With hesitation, Radha questioned that. I hope Gian won't be angry and offended by his words. But still, there was a disappointment in the heart of the woman.
"This?"
Gian laughed discordantly, the face of Radha who now looked at him so astonished to make him feel funny. Slowly the woman got closer, Radha gasped as Gian grabbed her shoulders to draw closer.
"Once, honey, not every day."
Radha did not answer, she looked far ahead. The atmosphere tonight was quite cold, as if it had pierced through the defenses of his skin. Without the moonlight, he stared at the small star on the horizon.
The embrace that was getting tighter, turned into a hug. Gian knew Radha was feeling cold, it was not uncommon for them to spend time on the balcony of a room like tonight.
"Why are you silent? Getting angry?"
"Why, Ra?"
"Sister's mouth stinks, there's far away."
Even without hesitation she pushed her husband's face gently so as not to steal the opportunity a second time. Somehow he felt so upset because he knew the habits of Gian that he did not like very much.
"Hahahah ..why are you so funny," he said, increasing his embrace.
He understands Radha is not comfortable with a cigarette that is still tucked in his fingers. Gian immediately turns it off and throws it in any direction, although he only felt some suction, he threw it away because Radha was really disturbed.
"Heeeh!! Why waste it so recklessly, Brother ...."
Radha pressed her sentence, her husband often made her blood boil suddenly. Gian stared at the shade of his wife's face which now showed dislike.
"Why is that?"
"Bad habits you have to change" he said as flat as possible. Although it can not be covered he felt appreciated when Gian did what he wanted without being told first.
"Is that so?"
The woman simply nodded slightly, looked back at the sky and sighed slowly. What happened to her was sometimes so exhausting, Radha leaned back as if to show how comfortable she was at the moment.
"Darling, can you ask me something?"
"What?"
Radha frowned, she felt Gian would question the important thing if he had previously asked her if she could or not.
"How are you feeling right now?"
A simple but difficult question Radha found the answer. He was silenced with a sentence that made his mind very heavy.
"I-I mean, what brother?"
"Yes your current feelings, about all that we are now experiencing."
Really, Radha's stuck. If he could explain, he actually wanted to fight. Even if leaving was not a problem, he preferred that path. Feeling as the source of the split between the two siblings who had been separated for so long was a disaster for Radha.
"Rho? Is my question too difficult?"
Long enough Gian gave time, but his wife's tiny lips still silent. Until he tried to understand that the time to answer Radha needed, but the time to understand his own feelings.
"Sister, I ...."
Gian stared fixedly at his wife's face, looking to reveal how tight he was in his position. He is patient and will indeed remain patient however and whatever Radha will reveal later.
"Sorry, Brother .. I ...."
"Here, dear .. You don't need to explain if you can't."
He stroked the top of his wife's head, pulling her in a warm hug trying to convince her that everything was fine. Even though that point still has to wait later.
"We're in?"
"Later, Brother ... for a moment," Radha's pinta that really makes Gian amazed.
Too comfortable or indeed Radha needs this atmosphere, he wants time with Gian longer, in an atmosphere full of warmth and calm that mengedalam niches his heart.
*Should I say, how painful and suffocating the situation is with the blessing of nature. I fell, and I was trying to heal. Recovering from the wounds that hoped that the beautiful dream would always be real, I tried to be fine, for you, him and myself.
~Radhania Azzura*
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