
"She is that sweet," said Haidar in his heart, staring fixedly at the face of his lover who is now enjoying his lunch.
With the same atmosphere, and the same place. Such a friendly day seemed to be a coincidence of their meeting. Realizing that everything is no longer the same, Haidar did not forget the facts.
"Slow down, Ra." Haidar chuckled, the woman remains the same. Not one bit stiff enjoying the almost missed lunch in front of Haidar.
He smiled for a moment, Haidar's reprimand made him pause for a moment. He turned to look at Haidar's food that was not touched at all, whether the man was not hungry or indeed he no longer liked the food.
"Why don't you eat?"
"Hm, just look at you Brother is full, Ra."
The owner of the black mane fell silent, not usually Haidar said so. The view that he did not even escape seemed to make Radha was among the sea of questions.***** his food suddenly disappeared, Radha suddenly full and now focused on staring back at Haidar.
"Why stop? It's not usually your food you don't spend, Ra."
"Sister too, it's not usually food just be a display."
The man laughed wryly, Radha's joke was real. Although he honestly did not**** eat at all, his goal was to leave the house just to meet the Beloved and complete his longing.
"You could have," he said later, Radha just pulled the corner of the lip. I want to laugh but nothing is funny at the moment, he thought.
A moment both of them were silent, Radha turned her gaze around, the old yet beautifully arranged building calming her soul. Raindrop this time is so durable, it is not too heavy but enough to make it wet if you enjoy it too long.
"Bye,"
"What, Brother?" radha asked later, the gaze was extremely serious and Radha was made to tremble afterwards.
"Can't you ask?"
"Please," he said trying to be calm, he knew Haidar would ask serious questions which of course he had to be careful to answer.
"Your marriage, does it really mean, Ra?"
Already he guessed, the heavy questions about his life would be Haidar question. Shut up for a moment, Radha didn't want to say anything wrong. He was as afraid that the answer made both of them equally chaotic.
"Yes, Mama always said that to me," replied Radha as much as possible, after all Jelita was the one who told him that every time.
"Although Gian is your companion?"
"Well then what, it should be Brother right?"
The question behind Radha's wound was cut, if he had to remember, could he be angry at Haidar right now, right? If only Haidar did not go, he is currently the husband of the beautiful girl.
"Why are you laughing, Zura?"
Not only Radha, but Haidar is injured. Radha's spontaneous answer made her regret even deeper apparently. If he could ask, he should have demanded Radha's explanation since the woman contacted him before he came home.
"Sister, why did you leave me that day? Do you know how stupid and clueless I was there?"
No, Radha shouldn't have said that. Even he did not understand that actually who should be his companion is Haidar.
"You ask that? Then why do you just quietly accept what your parents did, Zura?!! You forgot that you're mine? Have you forgotten who your love is? Forgot, Ra?"
His breath hunted, his anger choked and now Haidar was trying hard to hold the clear crystal that was trying to break through his defense. It's true, if Radha thinks about him, shouldn't Radha have gone like he did that day.
"You know?? Even I don't care what Papa will do at that time, all I do because my goal is to go home other than for Mama is for you, Radhania."
"Is it hard for you to step out when that damn deal hasn't been said?"
"What's wrong with you telling me the truth when you call me, Zura?!! That difficult? Is that a disgrace to you, hm?"
"And you!! Doesn't mean it's me in your heart, Ra?"
The consecutive questions he spoke sounded so soft, bitter and made Haidar unable to hold back tears in the end. Again and again he had to let out a cry today.
Question after question that was thrown from Haidar's lips only made Radha's heart wound more open. It is true, if he thinks what Haidar said is true. However, Ardi forbids Radha from saying her marriage to anyone, and Radha is unable to resist the order.
"Why are you quiet?"
He clenched his hands tightly, the anger again mounting. Haidar gets caught in a crossroads that only leaves Radha injured again and again. The face looked chaotic, no matter how many eyes watched him.
"Sorry, Brother .. I .. I had no choice at that time, my last service and I didn't want Papa to be disappointed and throw me away like Papa treated Mama!!"
Radha shook, since then her crying was held back and at that time the choice was too heavy. He has a heart for Haidar, but Ardi's confession is everything to Radha. Childhood trauma makes him live in a shadow of fear, what Ardi did to Maya a few years ago will never be separated from his mind.
"Because of that? Just because of that then you dumped me out of your life, Ra?"
"Answer brother Zura!!"
Haidar's clasping of ears, as quickly as it became the center of attention of some people who were still there. A Haidar dared to snarl at the crowd, and this was something he never did.
"Stop yelling, Brother. Shouldn't the one who should be angry be me?"
"You? Whatchu mean?"
"How long have I survived a relationship that even Big Brother has covered up, from anyone including your family."
Haidar was completely silenced by Radha's words, it seems that the logic of this sweet girl is back to work well. Never will Radha accept always put in the wrong position.
"And Brother never promised us how we were after, I was too resigned and did not demand your time, and at my point of patience, Papa asked me to get married immediately and he did not accept rejection."
"But why did you end up marrying her, Ra!! Can't you marry someone other than her?" The question that Haidar will not find the answer, even he found it certainly will not be according to his heart.
"Sister should ask himself, Sister, was not your choice to go that day, if ...."
"Stop, Zura!!! Stop, how many times have I explained, I'm leaving because of you, only for you and I don't want you to be ruined if I step forward, that's all I think about, Ra."
Haidar pressed his sentence, he closed his eyes because anger was trying to control him. What will be troubling Radha if at the end of his wait it is just disappointed that he received, Haidar does not want it to happen. It was just that and there was no other reason for him to leave the marriage that Papa had planned for him.
In fact, the disappointment and broken that he was worried about for Radha was now the one who accepted. Under these circumstances, nothing was true unless Radha returned to her arms.
"Back with me, Zura."
"Sir .. I can't,"
"Why? Youlove her? Or have you become Gian's property entirely?"
"Sister, I ...."
............ Connecting️
The drops will be up, although not on time. Surry️