My ex-Ipar Candidate
Together (We)
Raindrops, black cloud wars and sun bias end with water droplets that are now increasingly powerful. Haidar was still frozen, he was speechless a thousand languages held back all the grief that was stuck in his throat.
Slowly taking a deep breath, he looked down at Radha who was now bowed squeezing his fingers. Fear still rippled through his mind, surrounding his soul and mind. Haidar never behaved this harshly, even saying that he was as gentle.
"Pardon me, Ra, you shouldn't scare your brother" he said regretfully staring at the Beloved.
Radha's trembling body made Haidar feel more guilty, wanting him to embrace the tiny body. Indeed, he should have done that since the beginning of the meeting, but why is it so heavy when Haidar wants to do it.
"I'm sorry, I won't do it again, Ra."
Slowly Haidar neutralized the situation, Radha's cry that was still heard even so small made the guilt even bigger. He gave time, Haidar quite understand that Radha is not a girl who can be controlled by force.
He let it go, maybe the fear is still there. And Haidar doesn't want to change in Radha's eyes, he won't turn that bad. During together, the relationship is so good, without any anger that occurs due to trivial things like couples in general.
In fact, Radha's attitude is too understanding and accepting anything and however Haidar is not always okay. The absence of Radha's demands made Haidar so good to live his life without thinking this kind of thing would happen to break up his relationship.
"Udah?" The silly question that Haidar often asks if Radha after crying, the girl wipes the remnants of her tears.
Reddened nose and face that is really not okay as soon as Haidar misses. For a long time he did not see the tears of the Beloved directly, so patiently he waited for Radha's cry to be completely finished.
"Hm, that's it."
He could not deny, in the middle of the mood, Haidar pulled the corner of his thin lips. Radha answered her question as she often heard, not a second did she remove the beautiful face from her eyes.
"Dance ...."
The voice was so soft, Radha raised her face, venturing back to stare at the beautiful bead that she had long been waiting for her presence. He missed the look, was soothing and he felt safe when the bead was in front of him.
"You, what ... My sister ... how ...."
Haidar was confused to start his conversation, he was about to ask what, but his lips seemed to have no heart to say. Not only was Radha afraid of getting hurt, she was also worried about her heart, worried that she would be completely broken.
"What, Brother?"
The eyes were waiting for Haidar's answer, so patient and trying his best did not look strange. Although a while ago Haidar made him almost crazy, but quickly Radha back comfortable without the threat of this man will hurt him.
"Ah, no, not important for now."
The man in white is now back on the road, with normal speed and the mood he has tried not to be as chaotic as before. Because he's not alone right now, Radha's on his side.
"We want kema ...."
"Sstt, it's forbidden to ask as usual."
Radha smiled wryly, for some reason her heart was stunned when she heard the words again after a long time she missed. Unlike other couples, Haidar does anything for Radha without asking what her lover will be.
And this is something Radha won't get from anyone, the way Haidar treats her so differently. That is the reason why he was able to last so long even though the meeting among them was unlike other couples who could be equated with a schedule of taking drugs.
No matter how small Haidar did, only a beautiful laugh and smile for Radha. No matter how busy he is, Haidar still makes Radha one of his priorities. Ripe thinking about the future made Haidar work so hard without Raka's help as the person behind him.
Although everything Haidar dreamed of might only be wishful thinking, somehow the real word united in him. Haidar does not want to think much first, he can now be with Radha, meaning there is nothing he needs to think about but spending the time he has for Radha.
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"We're here?" The sentence just came out without realizing its status, the place they always went to both seemed to make forget for a moment that they were no longer the same.
The journey is far enough to drown Radha in the ocean that Haidar created. The man was not rude anymore, even he was relaxed unlike the beginning of Radha with him.
"Let Brother go down first" said Haidar, this is nothing new. Indeed, his habit when with Radha, especially now the raindrop is still greeting although not as rough as a few moments ago.
"Eh."
He smiled, his eyes bead following Haidar's motion which now opened the car door for him. Removing her denim jacket and embracing her shoulders so gently, taking refuge under the scented jacket again made Radha truly find the figure she missed.
"We're running?"
Radha nodded, why should this kind of thing happen. The smile was engraved clearly, Haidar was able to catch it. He was still the same, this kind of thing even made his heart tremble. Like Haidar who is also that easy to smile, Radha too.
"No, Brother. I'm fine,"
Gently, the attention that Haidar gave only to the owner of those beautiful eyes. He pulled the chair like a prince who treated his queen as well. Anyone who saw it clearly felt the rhythm as a woman when Radha was treated so.
"Sit down, Brother's queen."
"Sister," said Radha Lirih, his eyes locked for a moment. That warm smile Haidar gave, as if there was nothing wrong with them.
"Why, Ra? Wrong?"
"No, t-but ...."
"But what? We have not been able to walk together since Brother came home," said Haidar while combing his hair with his fingers. The man was indeed handsome, not even lacking anything from his physique.
"For a moment, you're with me now, Ra, the two of us and this is what it's supposed to be."
Haidar does not want Radha to discuss Gian, he knows how the fall of Radha is trapped in longing, he understands in his eyes there are concerns other than about him, besides himself and is worried that it is no longer about him.
"An hour, brother."
Radha looked at his left wrist, although he was very comfortable and missed Radha amazingly understanding Gian's speech some time ago applies to this moment. She is no longer alone, and her status as the wife of a grown man greatly appreciates the meaning of marriage.
"Hahah hey since when did you dare to limit the meeting, hm?"
Haidar laughed discordantly, this is the time for him, and he will not let go of Radha for any reason of course. For him as hard as the world, only Radha is really his world.
"I'm just afraid of lukewarm ...."
"Sssst, I don't want to hear it, Ra, shut up or do you want to kiss Brother?"
If Radha first will be wrong, another case with the present. He was even afraid of Haidar's words, he was indeed love even love, but their limits were too high and Radha was unable to get through. Either because he appreciates the figure of Gian, or indeed his real love is reduced.
"Why are you silent? Do you remember Gian?"
Radha looked up, it is true that she remembers her husband now. How he was, what he was doing, how his nose became Radha's mind of course.
"What has he done to you, hm?"
Haidar's spontaneous question made Radha silent without being able to think a bit. Maybe he should explain, if only he was honest who would be broken later. Besides Haidar, he would also break of course.
"Jawab, Honey ...."
"Auh? What is makdud Brother?"
"Hahahaha my boyfriend is too small to bear the status of a wife."
That laughter, those eyes and the light of Haidar made Radha unable to think clearly. Realizing right, the man who was now in front of him was trying his hardest to endure the pain, how deep the wound and a lot of blood can Radha feel.
"Joking, we're here for lunch, not to discuss such things," he said, then closed in a thin smile while holding Radha's fingers slowly.
For a moment he was silent, the ring embedded in the fingers of the lover. Just like what I saw in Gian's fingers, it hurt. Even if it could, right now Haidar would destroy that little thing.
"Do your friends know you're married?" tanya Haidar stared fixedly without letting go of her grasp.
Radha shook her head, of course her friend wouldn't understand. Again and again he felt sinful, Radha took refuge and said the ring was from Haidar, his lover. It is amazing what pain he is creating now, even very sick.
............... Seriate
We are too pushy, forgetting that the rain will indeed come without being asked. And not always the rainbow comes after.
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