My Father Misses
Recurrence of Father's Disease

"Tok.

The front door is on tap.

I walked up and ran to the front door.

I opened the door.

Creaaackk...

"Dock night" I said.

"Night" the doctor replied briefly.

"Through here, doc," I'm pointing my way to Dad's room.

On the way to my father's room, I told the doctor about the brief chronology of the incident.

Arriving at the doctor's room, he began to examine my father.

"Dok...how is my husband?" Ask mom to worry.

"Your husband must be treated in the hospital, there may be a collision in the head due to the fall so it is necessary in CT SCAN."

"Ehhh.." I groaned in pain.

Mom and I approached Dad.

"Dad..." Call mommy

"Dad..." Call me.

Dad opened his eyes.

"Father how is father?" Ask doctor.

"It still hurts, my head is so dizzy" replied the father withstanding the pain.

"Mom.I'll call an ambulance. Your husband should be treated in the hospital" the doctor said.

Mom just nodded and glued next to dad, occasionally mom squeezed my hand.

"Oh... God, I feel this heartbreak." My mind screams and cries.

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Arriving at the hospital, he was rushed to the ICU.

I saw my father from the glass outside, a lot of tools installed on my body. My mind is getting more rebellious, I can't see my father in pairs with tools like that.

I ran and hid in the back of the ICU room, crying, wailing.

I was deliberately looking for a hidden place so that mom wouldn't see me crying. I don't want you to get sad because I see you sad.

"God.please heal father, we still need him. Especially me God, how I look after you."

I kept crying.

I got up, I wiped my tears and stepped into the ICU room, the room where Dad was in.

"Lila.you go home and rest, you haven't really healed yet" said the mother.

"It's okay ma'am, lila wants to accompany me with mom."

"Don't be stubborn, let me take care of you."

"Lila's coming home soon, let lila be with me a little longer ma'am."

"Well, you want to sit next to Dad?" ask mother.

I'm hooking.

My heart is sad but I try to hide it.

"Dad..dad." call me while kissing my father's hand.

Dad opened his eyes, endured the pain.

Dad stroked my cheek, man,

"Dad healed up!"

I saw my father's face turn sad.

"Don't be sad dad, don't worry about lila. Lila's fine. I need to focus on my father's illness. Get well soon, lila go back home."

I went to see Dad, I was afraid my tears would fall.

When I came out of my father's room, I ran into a dock with my dad's lab.

"Bu.., the mother's husband must be referred to a larger hospital because the mother's husband cancer has entered stage four. The mother's husband should be in chemotherapy and radiotherapy. This hospital doesn't have any chemo and radiotrapy."

"Well Doc, anything that matters my husband can be cured." Answer mother.

My heart was sliced to hear it, wanting me to scream but I didn't want my mom and dad to worry about me. It felt really torturing me, it was claustrophobic.

I ran home, I couldn't hear the doctor's explanation anymore.

I put my body on my bed, I took long breaths over and over again. There is no passion in me, my spirit is gone.

I can't sleep even if I force these eyes to close them. I got out of my bed. Walking back and forth - barren in my room. Uncertain, confused.

"Why should I do?"

I opened the door and walked into the living room.

I'm so dazed, like a madman. I fell down and cried - so.

I cried to release all the burdens that tortured me.

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I shivered in the cold because I fell asleep on the living room floor last night.

I opened my eyes, it hurt. Maybe because I cried all night.

I look around, it feels so good. Because my mom and dad are still in the hospital.

ku, I saw my face in the mirror, it looked so puffy and both my eyes were all swollen.

I continued my daily activities with the least amount of enthusiasm.

"Lila..kamu why?" Tanya vita was confused seeing my attitude.

I stared at the vita, not feeling my tears begin to pool. I hugged the vita and my tears broke.

"Why are you, lila?" Vita's getting confused because I didn't answer her.

Vita could only take a deep breath, she gave me a chance to calm down.

"My father vita...my father..in the ICU!" I said stammered - brick.

"My father has stage four cancer." Continue me.

"What?" Vita was shocked.

"Have.stop crying huh! The lesson will soon begin." Vita.

I'm hooking. I wiped my tears.

Vita just looked at me sad and pity.

Lesson after lesson I passed but I had no spirit at all. My joy also disappeared.

"Let's go to the cafeteria" asked vita.

I shook my head.

"I'm lazy vit,"

"Come on!" Vita pulled my hand.

I also had to get up and follow vita to the cafeteria.

"Hay, you two come over here" asked Margot.

"Lila you why? How do your eyes swell?" Ask aby.

"Don't ask too much, let us both sit down first." Vita pinta.

"Where's our order?" Neno asked a little.

"Lila you why? Dong's story is the same as ours! Don't be damned it's not good" said Margot.

"Yes, the six of us aren't just friends." Atan.

"Lila's father went to the hospital and is now in the ICU room" vita said.

The mood was silent for a moment.

My face looks sad and sad.

"Lila.ayo eat your food," said vita like mother - mother.

"The food in wine is like that, can - can cry even more," continued neno.

I smiled wryly and ate my food. Just sucked but can't swallow. I feel full of my stomach.

My friends took turns looking at me but said nothing. They let me enjoy my daydream. Maybe they think I need solitude. But not for long they let me get engrossed in my daydreams. Maybe because they're afraid I'm going to get in. Or afraid of scary things happening to me.

"Lila.how if this soreh we are the same - the same visit your father in the hospital," suggested oran.

"Again, after school we go straight to the hospital." Margot.

"Agoddessa..."

I looked at my five best friends, and I smiled at their behavior. I feel my heart is a little healed by their presence.

The long bell rang, it was time to go home. My friends are waiting for me at the school gate. Today we plan to go to the hospital together, see my father.

"Where is vita and aby?" How not to be seen?My toot.

"So they were right behind us, maybe a layover somewhere" said Margot.

"That's them," or pointing towards the hospital entrance.

"Where are you guys from?" ask margot.

"Now!" Aby directs a parcel containing fruit - fruits.

"Come" take me.

On arrival in the ICU, we saw her outside.

"Ibuuu..Why is it here?" Ask me.

"Your father's resting again, so I'm looking for some fresh air here."

I understand that, mother must be very cape and tired.

"Mommy hasn't slept at all."

"Mom ate?" Ask me again.

"It's over!"

"Mother rest first yes, let lila be friends - lila's best friend who takes care of father."

"Ahhh..sorry yes tanta has troubled you."

"No way," said Atan.

"Tanta go home first yes, oh yes lila entry do not simultaneously yes later you can reprimand from the RS."

"Yes tanta, yes ma'am...

I can't even see my father with medical equipment all over his body.

But I must be brave, and strong.

Want to get to when I dodge and can not look at the tools.

If there were any friends of mine who wanted to see Dad, there was no way I wouldn't have gone in with them.