My Father Misses
Want But Shame
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"**It turns out Atan's secool guy can be this romantic?"
"And the handsome boy Atan, wants me to be his girlfriend? OMG." Shout my heart**.
My heart blossoms - flowers, like flowers in this garden, but somehow my logic defies my heart.
"Atan, please don't be like this. Shame dong same people."
"I don't care what people think of me. All I care about is what you think Lila."
I really wanted to fly to the seventh sky after listening to Atan's words but again my ego rejected them.
"Did you accept it Lila?"
"Akuu...akuu..., can you give me some time?"
"Don't time Lila, my heart is ready to give to you."
I smiled wryly, there was a sense of happiness hidden in my smile but my ego was blocking me, my principles and logic were not in line with my heart.
"But can you accept this flower?" Atan asked while giving me flowers.
"Tappaniii..."
"It's okay Lila, let me answer later but I beg you to accept this flower."
I could not resist Atan's giving, what else his eyes were so sincere.
"Well, thank you!" My speech.
My eyes sparkled - twinkling with happiness, but I kept it hidden.
Atan held my hand and we walked through the flower garden, not forgetting Atan made some moments.
"You look so sweet!" Atan saw a picture of me on his phone. And he's smiling.
I can only be embarrassed by his words.
"Where are we next?" Ask Atan.
I shrugged my shoulders, for I was at a loss as to where we were going.
"How about we go to....."
Atan's words stopped.
Atan pulled my hand, and took me back to his sports car.
He drove his car pretty fast, listening to "A Thousand Years."
Sometimes I smile and listen to Atan sing.
Although his voice was a little false but he was so confident to sing.
******I have died everyday, waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed, I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a******…
She sings while sometimes glancing at me.
Maybe he accidentally opened the song Christina Perri. Maybe Atan also wants to express his feelings through songs.
"So sweet" I murmured.
"What's Lila doing, you talking to me?"
"No," I said as I shook my head.
"Don't tell me Atan has telepathy, so that what I think and what I reveal in my heart he can know."
"But I feel like you're saying I'm so sweet."
My face turned instantly red.
"No really!" Answer me lying.
"Come down, we're here!" Bring me the car door and open it for me.
We arrived at a fine restaurant in our city. When we were traveling, I didn't pay much attention to where we were going. Because I was busy watching Atan.
I followed Atan's steps.
"Why behind me, here beside me." Atan pulled my hand and put my hand on his arm.
"Good afternoon sir, welcome to Kenzo Restaurant. Can I help you?" Ask the waiter of the restaurant so politely.
"Good afternoon, I want to have dinner. Can I order a table for two?" Ask Atan.
"Yes sir. Please come this way." Waiter pointed the way to us.
Me and I followed the waiter from behind.
"Please sit down, sir. That's menu. I'll be back in a minute."
"Oh, okay."
Atan pulled out a chair and let me sit down.
"Please sit down, princess."
I smiled happily and embarrassedly as all the women in the restaurant looked at me with envy.
After 15 minutes the waiter came and approached me and Atan.
"Yes, of course" replied Atan while looking at the menu he had chosen.
"What do you want to order, sir?"
"I want to order spring rolls and chicken steak with mushroom sauce."
"What about you Lila?" Atan asked which surprised me because I was busy turning back the book containing the menu, and had not decided what to eat.
"Just like you Atan." Answer me.
"Good, mrs. And drinks?"
"Hm...I want a glass of orange juice."
"You, Lila?"
"I'm soursop juice."
"Okay sir, please wait a minute
"okay!"
After 20 minutes, the waiter brought our order, spring rolls and chicken steak with mushroom sauce. Not to miss orange juice and soursop juice.
"Thank you." My words and Atan almost simultaneously to the waiter who brought us our order.
We also ate our dishes.
Not many words came out of our mouths.
I looked at Atan, he was so enjoying the dish.
"Is this your favorite meal?"
Atan smiles.
"No!"
"But you enjoyed it so much."
"That's because there's you beside me."
Again Atan made me feel like I was floating because of his words.
After finishing our food and drink, Atan took out several hundred bills and gave them to the waiter.
"Thank you, it's back for you because today I'm so happy." Atan said while glancing at me.
Thank you again and thank you for visiting our restaurant.
Before we got home Atan bought me a chicken krispi steak to take home.
Atan looked at his watch, the clock had shown at 08:30 p.m. Atan and I continued on our way home.
Atan drove me home.
"Tok..tok..tok..," I knocked on my door.
"Come in," take mom.
"It's a little by - by make om and tanta."
Atan gave two bags containing a chicken krispi steak.
"Kok bothered? Thank you, Atan," said the mother while accepting Atan's gift.
"It's okay, it's also just a little."
"Will you make drinks?"
"Thank you tanta, Atan's stomach can't hold any more drinks."
"There is - there is."
My mother and I laughed at Atan's words.
"It's tonight, Atan said yes!"
"Yes, heart." Said mother.
I drove Atan to the front of the house.
"Lila Atan is coming home, may we meet again in a dream."
I just smiled and waved to Atan.
"Cie..cie.the new one," my mother's tease.
"Who is it? Lila's the same Atan hasn't been."
"Times?"
"Yes ma'am, Lila's still considering."
"It's a nice and polite child and you know him well. Trrus what makes you have to think again."
"Future ma'am."
I walked into my room and left my mother confused by my actions.
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