My Freya
CHAPTER 17
^_Fight Troma and Fearlessness
"Done" said Freya.
After seeing all kinds of vegetables harvested have been wrapped in medium-sized bags of crackles and ready to be distributed to some residents who live not far from the home of the late grandmother Liliana.
At first Freya found it difficult to petrify the harvest into a bag of crackles.
Bad memories of him who was thrown away using a large crackle bag, clearly illustrated in the eye patch.
With all his might Freya tried to eliminate the taste of the scent on the pocket of crackle in front of him and... Successfully, Freya was able to touch the bag of crackle that was right in front of her and began to try to make peace with all the fear that whack completely on her heart and mind.
Freya felt her entire body tremble violently, her chest tight, her heart beating faster, and cold sweat drenching her body.
Seeing this, Susi and Mr. Hasan became worried about Freya's situation.
"Non if the pain rests, let me and my wife do all this" said Mr. Hasan.
"No sir, I'm fine, it's just a small problem, and I can handle it." Freya's words were soothing.
"I can't be afraid of anything." Freya said again.
Mr. Hasan and his mother can only be silent while paying attention to the state of Freya.
Mr. Hasan and bu Susi tried to invite Freya to joke, so that Freya could feel a little calm.
That's what Mr. Hasan did, because Mr. Hasan is well aware Freya is trying to eliminate his taste of the fateful incident that befell him and his family a few weeks ago.
"It's too bad your fate Miss Freya." Say Mr. Hasan in heart.
"Alright let's share" asked Freya because she saw everything was ready to send.
"Non wanna come?" ask Mr. Hasan.
"Yes, Come on." Answer Freya.
"But non-faces non Freya looks pale mother is a little worried about the state of non if non Freya participate, fear of non-Freya state is not okay when on the trip" said Susi.
"How about if non at home, later mom make ginger for non" said Susi's mother tried to prevent Freya from joining.
"I think my wife has a point of non, non Freya rest only, let me alone go deliver all the crops for the citizens." Saying Mr. Hasan.
Freya for a moment quietly did not answer and tried to control the rhythm of her heartbeat which she felt was beating faster than usual.
" Well I'm at home, Mr. Hasan accompanied by his mother to help distribute all this to the citizens." Freya said for a while.
"No non I can alone, let my wife here alone, accompany non Freya." Said Mr. Hasan.
"Yes my non here alone is the same non Freya," replied Susi's mother.
"Alright then, it's up to bpk mother only." Freya Saying.
Mr. Hasan seemed relieved to hear it, because honestly Mr. Hasan was very worried about the state of Freya, he already considered Freya like his own daughter.
"Then I go in first." Said Freya, saying goodbye.
"Yes non" replied Mr. Hasan and susi's mother together.
"Non Freya, she's very depressed, but she's trying to stay strong in front of us." Susi's mother.
"Press, That's definitely mom, ready to lose the people we love at once, no mom, bpk don't want to."
"And certainly non Freya also never wanted this"
"Non Freya is trying to be strong in front of us, it's just a pretense, in fact she must be very sad and hit."
"If bpk becomes non Freya maybe bpk will not be strong."
"At a very young age a non Freya loses her entire family by suddenly, and is estranged in another person's country, without supportive relatives and relatives, isn't that painful,"
"Nauzubillah sir, may our family always be protected by Allah SWT." Said susi's mother, while saying a prayer.
"Aamiin's." Answer mr. Hasan.
"Then go first ma'am." Saying Mr. Hasan.
"Yes sir be careful on the road" replied Susi's mother.
Inside the house, Freya walked over, her footsteps slightly shuffled, she held her chest that felt a little tight, slightly claustrophobic,
Freya tried to get into her room, arriving in the room Freya sat on the bed and tried to calm her whole body.
"Huh"... (Exhales)
"Huh...." (Breathing a second time)
"Huh...." (Breathing for the third time)
Freya tried to regulate her breathing again and again Freya also tried to keep her ex "Silent, calm.... " Say Freya to herself.
After a while Freya began to breathe with relief as usual, and her heartbeat began to gradually return to normal.
"You must be strong Freya, don't be weak! and don't be afraid" Freya pinta on herself, trying to Stiffen.
"I certainly can, I can, don't be weak Freya don't be weak." Said Freya again, trying to calm down.
As Freya was winning, there was the sound of knocking on the door from outside.
Tok tok... (Sound knocking door)
"Mom's not coming in?" ask Susi's mother from outside the room.
"The door was not locked" Freya replied.
"Clack" (The door sounds open.)
"Non sorry to bother mom bring ginger wedang, non want to try" asked the mother susi while offering a glass of ginger wedang that she brought on a tray.
"Mom here I will try" replied Freya.
Susi goes into Freya's room, she gives a glass of ginger to Freya's hand, and Freya accepts it with both hands.
"Here mom is sitting" Freya asked as she patted the side of the mattress next to her.
"Not a mother to stand alone" refused bu susi.
"Papa ma'am here sitting next to Freya." Take Freya again.
"Both non" said Susi's mother while sitting herself on a soft bed owned by Freya.
"Sruputt.." sounds when Freya tried to drink ginger by Susi's mother.
In the first sip Freya began to feel all the tension inside her head nerves starting to feel a little calm, and Freya felt her head slightly lighter.
In the second sip Freya also felt her body starting to get re-powered, and Freya also felt to both her hands and feet now feel warm after previously feeling very cold.
"Enak" said Freya.
"Alhamdulillah, if non like" said susi's mother.
"And now I also feel that my body is much better." Freya Saying.
"My mother was glad to hear it non." Susi's mother replied again.
"Thank you mom, if there's no cpc and Freya's mom doesn't know what to do" said Freya looks sad but her lips show a bitter smile on the accompaniment to two eyeballs that have begun to glaze over.