My Freya
CHAPTER 59
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At night at Daffin's house, everyone was gathered, Asa Abah Halim, Ambu Nuri, Daffin and Freya, Everyone was sitting on the floor covered in a carpet of oxen.
Daffin and Abah Halim appear to say a cocoa dress complete with Kopiah and sarong attached neatly to themselves, while Freya and Ambu Nuri wear a mukena complete with the tops and subordinates.
"What's this why we're gathered here?" freya asked in a confused heart.
"Ouch... Where pegel again, I'm not used to sitting on the floor for a long time like this." continued Freya still in her heart.
"Tonight is Friday night, it's normal that at home we always read the Qur'an together." Said Daffin who saw Freya looking confused.
"Oh.." Freya answered in her heart.
"Usually what we read is Yasin's letter, then in the letter of Alkhaf" continued Daffin.
Freya seemed to be in awe even though she herself did not understand what Daffin said, but in the next second Freya was flabbergasted because she remembered something that she lacked at this time.
"Daffin I can't read the Qur'an yet" Freya whispered, not wanting Ambu Nuri and Abah Halim to hear her words.
"It's okay, honey, Ambu and Abah must understand that you're still learning hem..." Daffin replied while whispering as well.
"Ngapain or you guys even whisper, pamali tau... Later others become su'dzon (worse to think) and feel offended." Ambu said furiously.
Ambu Nuri really does not like people who always whisper between one to two people, in one small or large group, because for him it is a cruel crime, he said, it can damage the heart and mind of anyone who sees it.
"Father Ambu, Freya says she can't read the Qur'an yet, maybe it makes Freya a little confused." Answer Daffin.
"Other father or Neng, will still learn not to be ashamed even though he has not been able to read the Qur'an, here sits next to Ambu." Pinta Ambu sincere.
For a moment Freya looked at Daffin who was sitting beside her, Daffin who was stared at was quite understanding by entering the heart of his wife.
"Em.." answered Daffin, showing a smile full of softness.
After getting approval from Daffin Freya also moved seats, who was originally sitting next to Daffin now sits next to Ambu Nuri.
"Let's get started." Abah Halim leads Family Studies.
Freya was more silent there were some familiar readings in her ears because Daffin often read them when they prayed together, but Freya still could not read them because of Ambu Nuri, who was not able to read them, Abah Halim and Daffin read the verses so eloquently and quickly made Freya's tongue become muddy and could not keep up with their reading.
It was time to read Yasin's letter, because Freya had not been able to read Yasin's long letter, Freya also only read tarjamah from Yasin's surah which was being read by Ambu Nuri, Abah Halim and Daffin.
...Yasin Letters...
...Yasins...
...Makkiyya...
...Surah 36th...
...83 Verse...
بِسْمِ اللّٰهِ الرَّحْمٰنِ الرَّحِيْمِ
In the name of Allah, the Most Merciful and Most Merciful.
يٰسۤ ۚ
Meaning: Yes Sin
وَالْقُرْاٰنِ الْحَكِيْمِۙ
It means: By the wise Qur'an,
"Deg.." Freya's heart trembled as she read the meaning of Yasin's letter in the first two verses.
That is to say: indeed, you (Muhammad) were one of the apostles,
"Mahammad...." Freya said in her heart.
"I've heard that name a lot but why does it feel different now when I mention Muhamam." Freya said in her heart.
عَلٰى صِرَاطٍ مُّسْتَقِيْمٍۗ
It means (which is) on a straight path,
تَنْزِيْلَ الْعَزِيْزِ الرَّحِيْمِۙ
It means (as revelation) sent down by (God) the Almighty, the Most Merciful,
لِتُنْذِرَ قَوْمًا مَّآ اُنْذِرَ اٰبَاۤؤُهُمْ فَهُمْ غٰفِلُوْنَ
That is to say, that you may warn a people whose ancestors have never been warned, therefore they are negligent.
لَقَدْ حَقَّ الْقَوْلُ عَلٰٓى اَكْثَرِهِمْ فَهُمْ لَا يُؤْمِنُوْنَ
Meaning: Verily, surely the word (punishment) applies to most of them, because they do not believe.
"Clack... Clack..." Freya's tears fell soaked the Qur'an that she was reading quickly Freya wiped her tears so that everyone did not know that she was crying.
"Please God... I want to stay with the Qur'an.. Accept me to be your servant, and crankou Muhammad accept me to be your people." Freya said in her heart.
It felt like Freya wanted to cry while screaming but she held it with full sanity in her head.
After some time they finally finished reading the Surah Yasin as well as Freya who had also finished reading the meaning of the surah Yasin.
Family studies were closed with prayers led by Daffin and in Aamiin by everyone.
The prayer was finished everyone simultaneously read "Alhamdulillah"
Highlight everyone's eyes were fixed on Freya's eyes that looked swollen.
"Neng, why are you crying?" tanya Ambu Nuri was full of gentleness.
"Ep.. No papa Ambu, it's just that Freya's feelings vibrate when reading the meaning of the letter you read earlier." Answer Freya honestly.
"It feels like Freya's heart is very sick because of reading this Qur'an, but strangely this Qur'an is also the one that has treated Freya's heart quickly, to make Freya's heart confused but also feels warm and calm." Keep Freya on again.
Everyone smiled warmly at Freya's words.
"That is the greatness of the Qur'an our Muslim guide while in the world, do not ever release the Qur'an from our hearts, because the Qur'an is a real guide from Allah SWT which was revealed to our great Prophet Muhammad SAW. So there's no doubt in it." Ambu Nuri.
Freya just nodded in understanding.
"Daffin teach your wife how to read the Qur'an well." Pinta Abah Halim's.
"Of course Abah, Daffin will try to be a good husband who can guide Freya in the affairs of Religion and the world also Daffin will try to keep Freya in the world and in the afterlife." Daffin said Really.
"Change, Ambu please bless our marriage and pray always Daffin and Freya so that we can be a family of sadinah mawwaddah warohmah and can last, like the marriage of Abah and Ambu." Pinta Daffins.
"The prayers of parents need not be asked by Daffin, Abah and Ambu will always pray for the best for you both, may Allah always grant the prayers of all of us Aamiin" replied Abah Halim.
"Aamiin.🤲" said Daffin and Ambu.
While Freya he just bowed confused, his mind was always empty and gamang when he heard or discussed the marriage of himself and Daffin.
"What do you think Freya? And what exactly do you want?" freya asked herself in her heart.