My Freya
CHAPTER 39

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"Daffin, why sleep on the floor?" freya asked but could not answer Daffin.

Freya also tried to wake Daffin from his sleep because guilt has now pierced and broke down the entire niche in Freya's heart when he saw Daffin sleeping on the floor with a thin prayer mat.

"Daffins... Wake up...." Call Freya slowly.

"Daffin...." Call Freya again and this time manage to make the man wake up from his sleep.

"Daffin why are you sleeping on the floor?" freya asked in a trembling voice holding back a cry full of guilt.

"Hem... Freya. " answered Daffin fastest because his throat felt hoarse.

Daffin also moved from his sleeping position he slightly rubbed his eyes that still felt a bit and sore because of the light of the lights that pierced his eyes.

"Cats..." Call Daffin again but again Daffin can not continue his words because his throat hurts.

Daffin then walked towards the small table near the bed and he poured water from the dispenser into the glass, quickly daffin down the water to the toilet.

After feeling his throat was fine, Daffin approached Freya who was still sitting pensively on the floor.

"Hey why sit there come here." Pinta Daffin sits himself on the side of the bed.

Freya said she was sitting next to Daffin.

"Daffin why are you sleeping on the floor?" ask Freya again repeating her question.

"It's okay" Daffin replied with a smile.

"Did my sleep bother you?" ask Freya again.

"No Freya...." Daffin replied but was cut off.

"Why should?" cut Freya, now her voice sounds vibrating.

"Freya we should pray dawn first yu..." Invite Daffin, because the time has shown the time of dawn prayer.

"But I want to know why you're sleeping on the floor" Freya asked.

"I will answer it after we pray at dawn" replied Daffin.

An upset Freya chose to go into the bathroom first with anger and resentment at the same time.

Daffin can see Freya is angry and offended because she chose to sleep on the floor rather than on the bed with Freya.

But Daffin had a reason why he had to sleep on the floor and leave Freya who was already sound asleep.

Freya came out of the bathroom with her face bent, Daffin was anxious himself to see Freya's angry behavior on him.

Daffin also entered the bath and took ablution quickly using his sarong and Kopiah.

They also took the position to pray together with Daffin who became his priest.

After finishing the prayer, Freya again asked the same thing, because previously Daffin had not answered questions from Freya.

"Daffin you haven't answered my question, why are you sleeping on the floor?" ask Freya for the umpteenth time.

Daffin smiled and replied, "It's okay, Freya, I'm just looking after you and me" replied Daffin calmly.

"My soul?" freya asked confused.

"Is my sleep bothering you, Daffin?" Freya asked.

"Not Freya really, I'm really not bothered, it's just....." Daffin paused his conversation.

"Daffin say... Or I'll get out of here right now." Threaten Freya, because she feels her heart is not okay at this time.

"Cats..." Daffin's mouthpiece, choked,

"It's not that I don't want to say it Freya, but I'm ashamed to be honest with you" Daffin said.

"No Freya don't..." Pinta Daffin, while pulling the girl's hand to sit back next to him.

"All right I'll tell you why but don't go." Pinta Daffins.

"I'm actually a little embarrassed to say it but... I'll say." Daffin.

"We're both grown-ups Freya and I'm a normal guy plus, I also have a special interest in you and it almost makes me lose control of Freya, I really didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. Daffin answered with embarrassment.

"......." Freya just silently listened to Daffin.

Silent...... Both Daffin and Freya are now equally silent a thousand languages.

"Creia.... Will you marry me?" ask Daffin to the point, break the silence.

"......" again Freya did not answer he was just silent.

Daffin stared fixedly at the face of the girl who had been patting his heart either since when but the taste was there and real in Daffin's heart.

This was not a momentary feeling but it was truly a sincere feeling he had for the girl who was now sitting beside him.

"Daffin are you aware of what you're saying?" freya asked looks shok.

"Very aware of Freya.... I really want to marry you and live with you" Daffin replied.

"But why Daffin?" ask Freya not to believe it.

"You obviously know my life is not okay, maybe even now your life will be in danger because it has helped me a lot, just imagine it feels like I can't." Freya said.

Daffin gently grasped Freya's hand, he also raised Freya's chin which was bowed lethargic.

Both of their eyeballs collide and show feelings that are only understood by each.

"Because I love you Freya, I want to live with you Freya because of God." Answer Daffin firmly.

"I don't care about yesterday or your past Freya, because I just want to live with your future from today on, tomorrow and the next in a wedding ceremony at Ridhoi Alloh in sakinah mawwaddah warohmah." Daffin said full of seriousness.

" deg's... "

Freya's chest rumbled her eyes felt hot and her tears were not able to hold her anymore.

" No Daffin.... Do not" reject Freya and Daffin was quite disappointed to hear it.

"You deserve a better woman than me, I've even just embraced Islam and haven't understood much about Islam, plus my reckless life is in uncertainty."

"I don't feel right for you, Daffin, you're so good to me that I don't know what to repay you for Daffin." Freya said as she began to cry.

"Freya look at me..." Pinta Daffin ignored everything that Freya had eaten earlier.

Freya shook her head in refusal.

"Freya looked at me and asked Daffin again as he pulled the girl's chin slowly until their eyes clashed to look at each other.

"Have you ever put your heart on me, Freya?" Ask Daffin.

"......" Freya did not answer.

"Jawab Freya, have you ever put feelings for me in Freya's heart?" Ask Daffin again.

Freya turned her gaze in the other direction as she tried to avoid Daffin's gaze.

"Freya?....." Call Daffin again.

"Let's marry Freya, I'm not a rich man and not a great man of great rank and noble rank."

"I'm just an ordinary man from the village trying to start a small business in the capital, who accidentally fell in love with a great woman, strong and resilient in the face of all the difficulties in his life."

"Maybe I won't be able to give Freya any possessions or luxuries, and I can only afford to give a family in simplicity."

"Winning sounds unpromising but here I am Freya, and this is all I have, do you want to live with me Freya, with what I am?" ask Daffin, Really.