My Freya

My Freya
CHAPTER 40


⁇ ️Freya️'s Mission


"Let's marry Freya, I'm not a rich man nor a great man of many rank and glory."


"I'm just an ordinary man from the village trying to start a small business in the capital, who accidentally fell in love with a great woman, strong and resilient in the face of all the difficulties in his life."


"Maybe I won't be able to give Freya any possessions or luxuries, and I can only afford to give a family in simplicity."


"It sounds unpromising but here I am Freya, and this is all I have, do you want to live with me Freya, with what I am?" ask Daffin, Really.


"........." Freya is still silent she is trying to control the great struggle in her struggle between heart and mind.


And Daffin was still faithfully waiting and waiting for an answer from Freya, even though his heart was filled with deep anxiety.


" Daffin..." Freya said after a long time the girl was silent.


"I'm sorry.... I'm not good enough for you, Daffin." Freya's words shook the defense in Daffin's heart.


"Deg.... Degs... Degs.... " Daffin's heartbeat.


"You good man Daffin, your life is so full of happiness I don't have a heart if later my life spoils your life so quiet and full of warmth."


"I'm full of Daffin flaws and you're full of perfection, I don't think I deserve to be with you"


"What else is there so much I have to do, especially about the death of my parents and my grandmother, and in getting all of that done, I'm definitely going to risk my life as a guarantee."


"Obviously I don't want you to get involved in the weirdness of my life filled with blood and ugliness."


"Sorry Daffin, I can't marry you, I'm not good enough for you, and you deserve a good woman to be your wife, sorry...." Freya said as she lowered her face and sobbed in her tears.


Daffin was fixated on hearing all Freya's words his heart was so painful and painful when he heard the rejection of the girl he loved so much.


...... Silent......


There is no discussion of anything else in between the two of them, both equally drowned with their respective feelings.


Just the sobs of tears from Freya's lips made the atmosphere so quiet and awkward.


"What kind of woman do you think is so appropriate and kind to me, Freya?" Ask Daffin after so long they are silent.


"......." Freya did not reply she further lowered her head down.


"Can you not see my advantages Freya, try to see my shortcomings, just once look at my shortcomings Freya....." Daffin paused his words.


"If you look at my weaknesses and my flaws, then you will know that only you are capable of perfecting my every flaw and treating my every weakness, not that other woman Freya is just you." Connect Daffin with a vibrating tone holding back the crying.


Freya raised her head to look at Daffin's face which looked a little hazy in Freya's eyes due to the puddles of tears that tried to flow from both of her eyelids.


Freya repeatedly wiped her tears but unfortunately her tears seemed reluctant to stop flowing from her two eyes.


"Freya, can you forget everything you've been through, don't hold everything in your heart Freya and let it go, close everything bad that's happened, forget everything."


"And let's open a new page, marry me Freya and live with me...." Pinta Daffin is still trying to convince Freya.


"It's not as easy as words to forget everything, but let's equally complement Freya, complement in every shortcoming each other, I'm sure your parents and your grandmother wanted the same thing, and they'd want you to be able to continue your life in happiness and not with a grudge that might just hurt you later."


"Creia... For the one time I ask, marry me Freya, and live with me."


"Forget all your grudges and your pain of losing your family Freya, and let's live with me by opening a new leaf in simplicity." Daffin said expectantly.


"Sorry Daffin I can't....." Reject Freya while looking down and crying.


"Deg...."


Destroyed, that's how Daffin felt today, his tears were not able to hold him anymore, Daffin tried to wipe his tears repeatedly, he also tried to calm his heart that felt tight, he also tried to calm his heart that felt tight, pain and numbness at the same time.


....... Silent.......


"Well Freya if it's your decision, it's okay... I won't force my heart on you."


"Forget what I asked of you, Freya, it's okay to assume it never happened." Said Daffin trying to strengthen his heart.