
Sesa pulled over her car, already can not stand the tightness in her chest. His face was hidden behind his folded hands on the wheel. Screaming began to sound from his lips.
"Why is everything so complicated. What am I supposed to do? Does loving someone have to be like this? But why should there be love if it feels this sick? Should I give up on my new wedding for corn?" Sesa's heart started screaming.
Sesa's heart and mind continued to intersect. In Sesa's mind he was eager to put an end to all this, putting everything back in its original position. Let it be only to love in silence as it is ready. Why live with people we love but do not love us.But his heart says otherwise, how to deal with his parents? Then Grandfather's health, and his family's good name. All of that continues to haunt Sesa's steps. The word should, if only, if only, be spoken only at this time. It can't change anything in the past. But if the current conditions can hope in the future?
The sound of Sesa's cell phone ringing was able to make her head lift. Maya's name is written there. Sesa forgets if her previous destination wants to meet Maya.
"Sa, you're so long. So not here?" Maya is starting to get impatient.
"Sorry May, suddenly I'm not feeling well. Tomorrow we will meet again sometime" Sesa is unlikely to meet Maya with this condition.
"Seriously loe, the feeling was that your voice was not rich in gini. Really sick loe yes, take it to the doctor only yes" Maya realized the change of voice Sesa hoarse because of crying.
"Why is May just the flu" Sesa again lied.
"Really?"
"Yes Maya, I'm sorry I didn't go there" Sesa said.
"Just relax, let's get some rest"
"Yes, bye Maya" Sesa turned off her phone.
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"Where am I going now? If Della's coming home, she's still there. Back to the cafe"
Confused by his goal, Sesa just drove his car aimlessly. Around the city of Jakarta at night may be able to entertain him even a little. Too cool down the road there are even those who pass more than three times a round making Sesa do not feel the time that continues to run. Sesa realized when the time had shown at eleven o'clock at night. Then Sesa decided to go home and readied her heart.
Klikkkp..
The apartment door closed again. Sesa did not see Della's shoes means she has come home supported also with a matching lamp in the middle. After walking to the kitchen to get a drink, his throat felt very dry.
"Where have you been?" A flat voice that made Sesa surprised.
Sesa turned her body, apparently Yuga was standing in front of the room door.
"Mas Yuga hasn't slept?" Sesa was still in shock, what from earlier her husband was standing there. But why did Sesa not see it.
"Where did I ask you when I came home?" Yuga raised his tone.
"Sesa from Maya Mas's place" Afraid of Sesa's lying will immediately turn to fetch drinking water.
"really?" Yuga just doesn't believe.
"Yeah" Sesa was a little nervous.
"If that's how Sesa wants to rest first" Sesa passed Yuga who has not shifted a bit since.
"Cih liar" muttered Yuga pela.
Yuga follows Sesa into the room. Seeing his wife enter the bathroom he took a cell phone on the nightstand.
"Hello Don, you can go home" Yuga said on the phone.
"Okay boss, don't forget this outside office hours so you know what to do?" Doni asked his boss for overtime. Because when Doni wanted to rest suddenly his boss asked to find and follow wherever his boss' wife went.
"I never forget" Yuga instantly turned off his phone.
Yuga asks Doni to find Sesa. Somehow his heart did not calm down to see Sesa leave with the situation like that.
Yuga climbed into his bed, actually at this time he was already very sleepy. But why did it feel like waiting for Sesa to come out of the bathroom.
Not long after, Sesa came out already changed with her nightgown. His face looks fresher even though it is still moist with slightly reddened eyes.
Yuga notices Sesa since coming out of the bathroom. Sesa's face cannot be separated from Yuga's attention. Sesa laid her body down without saying anything to Yuga.
"Even he didn't glance at me at all" Yuga said in his heart. Only this time there was a woman who could bear with her charm. Usually the woman would happily throw her body at Yuga. But why Sesa seemed to not care even one bed was not hesitant.
(don't know Yuga if every night Sesa broke out in a cold sweat because it was in a very close distance to the polar man)
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Cafe in the afternoon is a bit crowded so Sesa helps its employees to serve visitors. From far away Sesa can see the arrival of Maya. After that time, Maya finally can see her best friend again.
"Mayaaa" Sesa greeted her best friend with a warm hug to release her longing.
"Gue kangen Sa" Maya reciprocates Sesa's embrace tightly.
"Totally" Sesa refused to let go of their embrace.
"Sit yuk pegel nih" Maya pulls Sesa to one of the empty tables.
"You're here? Or want to be inside?" Sesa offers Maya to just chat in her room. Make it more comfortable.
"Here ah, while washing your eyes" replied Maya.
"That's very flirtatious" Sesa amused himself to see Maya's behavior.
"Eh Sa, you haven't told me the same problem of yesterday's photos, you promised to tell me all the problems of WHATEVER loe" said Maya pressing at the end of her sentence.
" Yes-yes I told you. So . . . . . . " Flowing all from Sesa's mouth even about Della's request to invite Sessa in every meeting with Yuga she told Maya.
"Gue really didn't expect that Della seg*la" Maya held back her emotions. "Why the hell you didn't ask for a divorce" Maya's speech made Sesa surprised.
"Astagfirullah Maya, that's what it is"
"Rather than the household loe has no purpose, which there is eating ati. Households based on love can simply disperse. Moreover, this is only one-sided love" said Maya without being able to brake.
"Sstttt Maya slowly dong" said sesa stick her index finger to her lips.
"Upppss sorry release" Maya shuts her mouth.
"Ohh gini yes now, you guys met but not rhyme. I am beginning to forget about May. I've been talking about Sesa loe ya" Della suddenly came without them both knowing.
"What the hell is Della, I just stopped by here. Here if you want to join, sit down" Maya shifts the bench next to her.
"No ah, I came here just to pick up Sesa" said Della.
"Get me?" Sesa frowned.
"Yes invite you to meet mein gie eat with my girlfriend?" Said Della while playing her fingernails.
"do not ngadi deh loe Dell, if you want a date yes already both do not have to invite Sesa" Maya put up a defense for Sesa.
"Gue doesn't have the same thing, loe yes May, mending diem deh loe" Della did not care about Maya's words.
"Udah Maya, do not need to fight" Sesa calmed Maya. "Wait a minute I'll grab the bag first" Sesa went to her room.
"Dell, you're Yuga's girlfriend but now they're married. Sesa should have more rights over Yuga. Loe's life is still long Dell, better let Yuga go, let them start the household" Maya softens her voice, hoping Della will listen to his words.
"That's no dream, this is my life you have no right to interfere" Della left Maya alone.
Maya looks at her best friend's back with nanar.
"May I go first yes, you want to take what just say the same Goddess let wrap it for you, when we meet again. Bye" Sesa said in a hurry.
"I'm sorry Della waited a long time" Sesa approached Della who was leaning in Sesa's car.
"Okay no problem anymore who picked up also just came" Della did not want to look at Sesa at all.
"Who is it?"
"Tuh" Della pointed with her chin.
Sesa looked in the direction Della pointed. Sesa smiled wryly looking at the car that was starting to approach her.
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hey readers don't follow emotions same as Dellaππ
About can not Della detarin Yuga as Maya said earlier? follow my best friend's lover and don't forget to leave your trail π