
FLASHBACKS
A few minutes after Doni's departure, Sesa sat contemplating in her room. He thought of the people near him. From Maya, Doni and Yuga. Sesa was still worried about her heart. The pain is still very pronounced, but now have to swallow the disappointment again for the sake of his son. The child in the womb, the child who certainly needs a father figure. But Sesa also heavily accepts Yuga back in her life.
At first Sesa thought that leaving Yuga's life was the best way to forget the man. But fate wills another, God sends fetuses in its womb to bind them. With that alone God has shown his power to stop the decision of Sesa.
"What should I do? I admit it is very difficult to erase Mas Yuga in my heart and mind. But my heart hurts too much to come back. I'm afraid I'm disappointed again. But what about my son? He needs his father, too. Do I have to be selfish in separating them from when I was in the womb? I'm also afraid my son will hate me someday"
Sesa rubbed her stomach gently. No tears this time. Trying to think clearly. Trying to think about his fate and his future son.
"But my heart still hurts, sakiuittt once. Even though I know the truth. Was it me who stubbornly did not want to listen to Mas Yuga first?And I'm stuck in my own anger, without knowing the truth first?" Sesa walked towards the window. Look at the star-covered sky.
"Is it true that you are also tormented? Has your heart really chosen me?" Sesa recalled Doni's words saying that Yuga was weak because of Sesa's pregnancy. But supported by Yuga's slightly thinner body and his thin cheek, Sesa saw it for herself.
"Hufffttt I'm tired it actually has to be like this" Sesa breathed a rough sigh.
FLASHBACK OFF
Doni gets clumsy when he has to drive but there are two people who are silent behind him. The woman does not want to talk to the man, while the man does not know where to start.
Sesa just silently looked at the street outside from behind the window, completely unwilling to turn her face to the man beside her, Yuga.
Krucukk..
The sound of Yuga's stomach made her a little embarrassed in the presence of Sesa. But somehow his stomach this time can not be invited to compromise. His tongue felt like he wanted to taste something.
"Honey, we're looking for food first yuk, Mas hungry" said Yuga gently held back his embarrassment.
"Let me go home and find my own food!" Answer Sesa a little.
"You sure you want to eat Ga? I'm not wrong, horrified? Why do you suddenly want to eat, is it not a few months you do not like the name of food? You must be mun_"
"Have Don stopped!" Sergah Yuga before Doni finishes his sentence. He did not want Sesa to know about his current situation.
But hearing that, Sesa's heart felt stifled, is it true that her husband could not eat at all.
"We're gonna go get some food for Mr. Doni!" Sesa changed her mind.
"Do you really want to eat, baby?" Yuga sumringah's face instantly.
"Well, if not, go home!" Sewot.
"Don't love, Mas's very happy" said Yuga wanted to grab Sesa's hand but his wife immediately kept him away. A disappointed look was clearly drawn on Yuga's face but the man immediately threw it away.
"Ga I want to eat Don's gudeg!" Yuga from behind.
"It's not wrong, you didn't like gudeg before" replied Doni astonished.
While Sesa immediately glanced at her husband because he felt strange.
"If Mas Yuga does not like the warehouse why want to eat it. Gudeg is my favorite food. Is this what you call cravings?" Sesa Batin.
The three of them have arrived at a simple restaurant that is famous for its flagship menu, gudeg. They can be there because of the recommendation of Sesa who incidentally is a lover of sweet-tasting cuisine.
Three servings of gudeg complete with sambal krecek and chicken opor are available at the table. Yuga was already staring at the food with hunger.
"Let's eat baby" Invite Yuga who sees Sesa just be quiet.
Sesa watched Yuga who was greedily eating her food. Sesa smiled in anguish.
"Lied!!" Say it in the heart.
Sesa began to feed her favorite food into her mouth. Although his heart is upset but if in front of him there is a gudeg, of course prefer the food.
But when only a few more mouthfuls of Yuga's rice plate ran out, the man stopped his mouthful.
"Sorry, Mas go to the toilet first huh" Yuga stood up while smothering his mouth. Then walking left Sesa staring in confusion.
Sesa saw Yuga spewing his food in the sink. Sesa got rid of her ego and without hesitation went inside the men's toilet.
Yuga gasps when he feels someone is massaging his back. But when Yuga was about to protest his stomach was already churning again. Sesa took out a tissue and cleaned up the remaining dirt on Yuga's lips without any disgust.
"Have you?" Asked Sesa who was now back in her soft voice.
Yuga just nodded softly. The two of them finally came back to Doni.
"Eat again Ga, free to eat if you come out again. Just like his stomach is not filled" said Doni who is increasingly concerned about his best friend.
"No Don, I can't!" Answer the still-dropping Yuga.
"Eat again yes, I order again" Sesa's soft voice made Yuga's heart warm.
"Mas is already full Sa" Yuga smiled at his wife.
"Where would it come from if everything was vomited? Want to get thinner? Do you want your child to see his papa like this?" Omel Sesa who did not make Yuga angry, Yuga was even very happy all of it came out of Sesa's mouth. Even Yuga is very flowery when they say "our child".
" Why is that smile?" Sesa asked a little annoyed, as she held back her tears from falling but instead saw her husband smiling like that.
"Mas glad you're paying attention again, dear. Does this mean you've opened your heart to me again?" Tanya Yuga was hopeful.
"Now eat first, I don't want to talk about it!" Sesa Say. He turned his face to wipe away the tears he had just shed.
"Yes, eat first. That's what I'll talk about when I don't. I don't want to see the drama of you two" Doni started talking to the couple.
"Yes Mas Makan" Yuga finally gave up and followed what his wife said. Even if he vomits his food again.
"I'll order it first" Sesa said.
"No, I want to eat yours, can you?" Sesa was a little unsure of Yuga who was willing to eat from the rest. I actually ate it a little.
"Relatedly? this is the rest of the loh!" Ask Sesa to make sure.
"Yes gapapa from the rest of you. But Mas wants to be in your bribe dear" said Yuga pleaded to Sesa.
"There-there are lo Ga. Not ashamed to see so many people?" Sergey Doni.
"Biarin. But Mas pingin very much in your bribe Sa"
"Yes, I'm a little tired, but I'm going home!" Sesa is back in the mode.
"Yes dear, Mas promise" The bribe after the bribe goes into Yuga's stomach. Until the last mouthful shows no sign of Yuga running to the toilet again.
Doni who has been memorized by Yuga habits lately just shook his head in disbelief.
"8, 9, 10" Doni clapped his hands in a frenzy after finishing counting.
"Wooww, what a great achievement. Usually just count to three has gone to the toilet but now there are no signs at all"
"Not vomiting anymore?" Sesa asked confusedly.
Yuga shook his head innocently.
"So strong is the inner bond of the child with his father, like your child really does not want his parents to separate. The evidence is real in plain sight!!" Said Doni deliberately wanted to resuscitate the couple who were on the verge of divorce.
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