
"Sadia??" Yuga was surprised because the woman in his car had been curled up on the sofa.
Yuga approached Sesa who was sleeping facing the back of the sofa. I did not know if his wife had gone home. Yuga squirms against Sesa who is behind him
"Sesa, where have you been? I searched for you everywhere but I didn't find you. I'm sorry" Yuga said half-whispering as he did not bother his sleeping wife.
Sesa opened her eyes after hearing the closed bathroom door. It's only 8 p.m., where maybe Sesa is already sleeping.He just doesn't want to face her husband for now. Therefore, when he heard someone opening the door of his apartment Sesa rushed into the room and began the act of pretending to be asleep.
FLASHBACKS
Sesa ran away accompanied by tears that kept dripping from her eyelids. His feet run along the sidewalk without direction. Sesa obeyed her feet that would take her away somewhere. Anger, disappointment and pain become one. The patience she had to face her husband's attitude seemed drained.
This is where Sesa is now. In front of the two mounds of land that have begun to grow grass on it. Sesa sat down between the two tombs. Let go of the longing that he had been craving. Complaining about her painful feelings.
Isakan for the sake of sobbing continues to come out of the lips that always show his best smile.
"Father, mama take Sesa with you. Sesa is no longer strong. Perhaps if you were still on Sesa's side, Sesa would be strong in dealing with all of this. But if this is how it is, then where should Sesa go?" Sesa lay hugging Diana's grave.
"It hurts, it hurts so much to hold this feeling alone. It used to be when Sesa tried to let go even bound a red thread. When Sesa tried to forget, she fell too deep. Until a loud slap resuscitates Sessa if it's all pseudo"
"Sesa was tired ma, allow Sesa to surrender. Maybe Sesa is not destined to mate with someone who Sesa loves" All the feelings that Hi Sesa pendam now spill over in the vortex of both parents. His voice was almost gone from crying for too long. The sun will return to its hiding place.
"Father, mama Sesa go home first. Sesa loved you both more than anything" Before Sesa got up she kissed the two gravestones one by one.
Sesa came out of the cemetery complex, he walked in a direction that was easy to find by an online taxi driver who some time before he had ordered. Actually Sesa hesitated to go home to her husband's apartment because she was still reluctant to face the husband.
FLASHBACK OFF
Yuga came out of the bathroom, the current state is fresher. His gaze immediately turned to his wife who was still in her original position.
Yuga sits on the bed lamenting his stupidity. His stomach was hungry but reluctant to move. It feels like Yuga sleep hugging the beautiful body of Sesa. The sofa was too narrow. While Yuga does not dare to move his wife to the bed, because Yuga knows Sesa accidentally slept on the sofa to avoid it.
Want to not want Yuga to lie his body on the bed. He took the usual position in Sesa. Inhaling deeply pillows that leave the scent of the wife's hair.
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The next morning Yuga awakens when the sun is already rising. He gasped because this morning there will be a meeting schedule with important clients. His eyes that were immediately wide open turned to look for the existence of Sesa who was no longer on the sofa. Yuga wants to go out of the room to find out where his wife is making breakfast for him, but because Yuga woke up late Yuga prefers to take a shower first.
"Why didn't you wake me up Sa?" Yuga murmured while darting into the bathroom.
Yuga smiles to see the clothes that Sesa has prepared on the bed.
Once tidy Yuga immediately came out of the room looking for his wife. But again Yuga swallowed disappointment because the apartment was quiet, only Yuga himself in it. Yuga glanced at the dining table which usually presented a variety of his favorite food is now clean nothing.
***
"Mba Sesa really early, is there a missed order for today mba?" Dewi felt if today's order had been completed yesterday.
"No Goddess, I'm just bored so I came early" Sesa said with her best smile.
"Ohh" Goddess ber oh ria sja answered her boss who looked strange.
Sesa's smile disappeared just like that when Dewi had already darted into the employee room. His face turned flat, a strange expression that Sesa had just gotten due to her sense of disappointment.
Sesa deliberately came early in the morning to the cafe. He avoids interaction with Yuga at this time, whether until when the important thing wants his heart to be ready first to face all the possibilities that occur. Even Sesa was preparing mentally if he suddenly had to make a big decision.
Even Sesa did not make her husband breakfast this morning. Sesa remembered the sin but this time he wanted to be selfish.
***
Behind his desk Yuga is still restless because Sesa can not contact him at all. It felt like Yuga ran over to Sesa, but his busy schedule kept him stuck in the office.
"Why is his face so rich, boss?" Doni's words gawked into Yuga's room.
"It seems Sesa deliberately avoided me" Yuga put his phone on the table. His hands were massaging his temples that were not dizzy.
"But it is only natural that Sesa is angry, because Della has gone too far. Moreover, you had eaten Della's words" Doni sat at Yuga's desk. Really, the assistant doesn't know manners.
"Right, I was out of control yesterday" Yuga said regretfully.
"Now are you sure you're in love with Sesa? If not sure, I am ready to accept his widow" said Doni with a sharp look at Yuga.
"S*alan loe, throw your mind away. Or I send you right now to the afterlife!!" Yuga clutches Doni's shirt collar.
"For the boss! The end of the beautiful wife is so in vain. There are still many who want to be with Sesa out there even though she is a widow" Doni raised his hand. But instead he stopped with his chatter Doni even more provoke Yuga's emotions.
Yuga, who needs an outlet for his frustration from yesterday, spontaneously coagulates Doni's mouth with the paper that has been squeezed.
"Close loe's rotten mouth. Once again I listen to my wife, Abis loe!!" Threaten Yuga, then go into the toilet to wash his gloomy face.
Doni is not afraid of the threat of his best friend. He even smiled at Yuga's silly behavior if he was upset like that.
"Love but prestige, you bucin!!" Said Doni tidied up his shabby shirt as a result of Yuga.
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