My Heart Is Yours
(14) It seems to be true
"Where is your dear?" - The queen answered a phone call from Rio.
"I'm close. You still want to play in the park or go straight home Rat?" - Rio
"You stopped by for a while, baby, Raissa seems to be learning to meet a new person hehehe" - Queen
"What's? Raissa already wants to be acquainted with Rat's stranger?" - Rio felt shocked and happy at the same time his son was not shy anymore.
"Let's love so you will park the car first, keep going down for a while so you can see Raissa again in someone else's seat.. I was sitting near the children's playground huh." - The Queen knew for sure Rio would be happy to see their two children were not shy anymore.
"Yes okay Rat." - Rio turned off the phone connection because in front of the lake park already seen on the way.
Rio parked his car on the outskirts of the park. Rio rushed out following his son and wife. He can't wait to see Raissa's interactions with new people. During the walk through the park Rio realized that he was noticed by the women who were sitting relaxing on the grass. His masculine style is very attractive to people. It's not the puck, but it's the truth.
"Ih a lot of birds. say bye birds.." - Nara was cool to invite Raissa to play while joking.
"Bababa yung" - Raissa followed Nara by waving her small hands towards a group of low-flying birds circling the park. The two of them laughed as if they had forgotten the person who was watching the two of them. The queen stood under the tree that was sat by Nara and herself while seeing her son happily laughing along with Nara. The queen only let the two of them get along with their own world.
"Hey dear.." - The queen embraced Rio's sturdy and fragrant body.
Rio just retorted using one hand.
"Where's Raissa?" - Rio looked to the left right for his baby.
"Ituloh dear in front.it was again carried with Nara.." - The Queen explained with a happy smile.
'deg deg deg deg..'
"Nara?"
Rio was so shocked to hear as well as see his son was playing with the woman he missed. The woman he had seen at the restaurant the day before, the woman he was the reason for cancelling an appointment with a co-worker. 'I didn't expect to see you again here, my Nara' - Rio smiled inwardly. The happiness felt became many times because he saw 2 women who were very dear to him were joking and laughing together.. 'If time could stop now.' - Rio hoped time could stop because he wanted to keep looking at this most beautiful scene.
"Raissa dear papa came here." - The queen walked forward towards Nara and Raissa while holding Rio's arm affectionately.
Nara looked back and. 'sh*ttt! it was him!' If he had not noticed Raissa in his arms, he would have run away. Nara's palms were already beginning to sweat. Nara's heart was pounding very quickly. Nara's head was about to start spinning her heart beating. Nara was surprised not to see the reality that was in plain sight. 'God help me face this. I beg you this time help me. Strengthen me..'
Nara is trying to control herself to keep looking ordinary and pretending not to know someone who is now in front of her.
"Nara, know this is my husband.. Her father Raissa." - The queen introduced Rio proudly in front of Nara.
"Na.." - Rio's speech was cut off with Nara's voice.
"Oh yeah, I'm Nara." - Nara hurriedly told her name so Rio wouldn't tell his wife that he knew each other. Nara pura introduced herself without wanting to extend a hand. In his opinion, smiling while nodding a little by saying his name alone was enough. Nara doesn't want to shake.
Rio again had to swallow disappointment. Rio instead wanted to admit to his wife that he already knew Nara. But because Nara immediately cut and said the name as if they were just strangers who had just met. Rio did not understand the way Nara thought, and yes because it was already disappointed Rio just nodded while smiling a little to respond to Nara.
"Dear, Raissa has a really good look at Nara. I think Nara is a kind and sincere person, so our son quickly close to Nara.." - The Queen smiled happily to see the face of the baby in Nara's arms. Raissa didn't even ask to be carried by her papa. Normally, if the Queen was holding Raissa and Raissa saw her papa from afar, Raissa would immediately ask her papa to carry her.
Nara only responds with the Queen's harsh words. He did not want to talk to the little family much.
"Mamaa Naaaa... Come on, Dafa is comfortable." - Dafa shouted running towards Nara.
"Ah yes dear, sorry Raissa aunty has to go home.. I'm sorry Queen niece I asked to go home." - Nara handed Raissa over to her mother.
"Let's see you again mba. Nice to meet this beauty. See you pretty.." - Nara stroked Raissa's puffed cheeks while saying goodbye.
"Let's Dafa go home." - Nara hurried to pick up her cloth and bag while holding her nephew to walk towards the parked car not far from her place.
Rio was silent. Not saying a word. He even dared to glance at Nara who had gone a long way behind him with his wife who had from earlier noticed him without him noticing.
"Nara is beautiful and sweet huh?" - the Queen began to be curious.
"Hm yes.." - Rio only answered soberly with a slight misbehavior. Rio knew the Queen from earlier must have noticed her who was just silent.
"Do you know Nara?" - Queen's fishing rod
"eh no kok. yuk home.' - Rio immediately diverted by taking his wife's child home with the nurse behind them.
'It seems right that I guess that Nara must be someone who was in Rio's past. Yeah, I just remembered about Rio's past story. I think Nara is the woman that Rio often refers to in his dreams.the woman who suddenly left Rio for no reason..' the Queen was convinced by what she saw and suspected at this time.
(When we got to Nara's house)
"Omaaaa. mamiiiiii Dafa pulaaang" - Dafa ran into the house leaving Nara still pensive in the car. He had no idea what had happened in the park. Sick? Yes, the pain that Nara was feeling was like there were a lot of needles that were piercing her heart piercing right now. Nara did not seem to go down to the house, without saying goodbye Nara immediately left again.
"Loh mama Na left again huh?" - Oma asked her granddaughter who was on her lap.
"Mama Na where are you? Dafa know?" - It was Sarah's turn to ask her baby.
"Don't know mami.." - Dafa shrugged both of his shoulders indicating he did not know anything.
"Your sister why Sarah? Feeling mama said she had a problem again.. She doesn't usually like this." - I'm worried about Aunt Sinta
"Mama calm down, Nara must be good. He usually also went out of the mallem, only the difference this time he did not say goodbye.
"Huuhhhh huhaudah Dafa you take a bath with mommy, oma ready for your dinner." - Aunt Sinta
"Oke oma" - Dafa
At this time Nara's mind is only looking for a quiet place to park the car so that it can scream as much as possible. With tears in her eyes, Nara drives a car. Nara can't think clearly. His brain is like a dead end. 'It's been 10 years, why is this pain so bad? why is it still so sick?'
Not felt driving with a travel time of 50 minutes, Nara has arrived at a place not far from the beach. Nara follows where her feet and hands and mind carry her.
Nara parked her car.. While staring at the people passing by on the beach, Nara cried. Nara enjoyed the pain, jealousy, unwillingness that perched in her heart. Nara enjoyed it while sobbing.
'God's Pain.. I know I was wrong because I lived with him first. But, if indeed he is not for me why am I reunited?? why is it like this? Don't be so cruel to punish me Lord, Nara can't do it anymore..'
'Let's feel it go.. Was I wrong with all my thoughts..'
'If the taste is gone, let me feel the beauty of love in the heart only..'
The song that Nara deliberately plays repeatedly in the car makes Nara cry even more. 'But this time I cry. Tomorrow, I don't want to sing him anymore. This is the last tear for him, from tomorrow there will be no more tears coming out for him. Gw promise.'
Let Nara enjoy the pain. Surely by itself will get used to it and will even disappear. There will be times when a person is happy even though he has to go through a path full of wounds.