My Heart Is Yours
(25) Daydreaming

Nara's House..

Sinta noticed that Nara was just eating and being quiet. Usually if again dinner together there will be aja Nara will discuss. Until according to Sinta, things that are not important are discussed by Nara. Sinta is like seeing Nara who used to be back. 'Surely she again has a problem.' - Sinta just silently watched without daring to ask.

Currently at the dining table complete with the formation. Sinta sat next to Nara and Sarah sat next to Dafa. From the start of eating Sinta and Sarah talk to each other through the gaze alone. Like doing telepathy (communicating in the heart), Sarah raises both shoulders. Sarah did not dare to ask that Nara was like this. When I saw Nara like this (the first time they lived in the city of P) Sarah asked her sister directly in front of her mother. But even Nara gave a slightly unpleasant response. Nara kept Sarah and Sinta quiet for a month. Nara doesn't want to talk much. Nara used to be like that because she was very sad to have to continue living her life without any more Rio by her side. Nara was very sad to leave Rio just like that. But he doesn't want to just because of ego and according to him used to be Love 'Monkey' only he sacrificed the happiness of his mother and brother.

"Mama Na tumben silent.. Usually chatty?" Unexpectedly Dafa directly asked his aunt. Of course Sarah and Sinta were shocked not to play and were afraid Nara was even more angry with them.

"Hmm mama Na gapapa kok Dafa, this is her name again enjoy hehehe food." - Beyond the expectations of her mother and sister, Nara even answered Dafa questions with a smile. Although they actually know Nara is just pretending, but still it seems that Nara changes like there is a 'monthly guest' coming. Although Nara every month the arrival of the 'guest', Nara will definitely remain a tug.

"Mama Na kayak again strange yes mami usually fad Dafa continues.." - Dafa complained to his mama.

"No, honey, that's your feeling. Tuh mama Na ate it so well like mama Na again sluggish dehihi.." - Sarah tried to melt the atmosphere.

"Later if mama Na fadin you ngambek huh basic boy labill.." - Nara again gave a good response.

"Have Dafa you finish your food first if you finish brushing your teeth and sleeping. Tomorrow you go to school right?" - Sinta mediates them so as not to prolonged which can finally make Dafa cry or Nara can also silence them.

"Nara to the room first yes.." - After washing the dishes after eating, Nara said she wanted to go to her room.

"Yes son, you take a break." - Sinta.

In the room..

'Hmmhh... How hard is your trial, God.. Huhhhhhhh' - Nara breathed a long sigh. Having a feeling of fatigue and worry and happiness mixed into a sense that is difficult to describe with the word now.

'doctoktok.' no long sound knocking Nara's room door.

"The Asuuk.." - Nara allowed that person to enter.

"Son.. You want to sleep again?" - It turns out that Sinta came in.

"Not yet ma. Why ma?" - Nara.

"Why dear mom wants to talk to your youngest child can't ya?" - Sinta.

"Yes, the ma. How do you think?" - Nara knitted her eyebrows.

"Well then afraid to disturb you dear.." - Sinta wants to talk stale first with Nara. He knew that talking to Nara had to be slow. Different from Sarah. If with Sarah, Sinta can go straight to the point.

"Not my mom. Does anyone want you to talk to Nara?" - Nara.

"Honestly, Mom is just curious about you. From that moment you ate you daydreamed. What's up, son? You are not as usual.." - Sinta began to immediately ask her curiosity.

"What's wrong ma, just a matter of a regular office." - Nara lied. What he was dreaming of was the man of his past. The man of the past who now comes back and offers true happiness that happiness will certainly not be realized.

"What's in my office, son?" - Sinta wanted to know.

"Yaudah, I wish there was anything about talking to my mom, baby. Your inget is not alone. There is still mama. Whatever your decision, my mom will support you. Don't forget to pray, baby. Every time you have a problem don't despair, believe God is always there for you." - Sinta gives a gift for her youngest daughter.

"Yes mama must be.." - Nara smiled.

In the city of J..

At 22:00 p.m., Rio is currently rushing towards the hospital in a taxi. As she promised her boyfriend, she pressed the phone button.

"Hello Yo, you've arrived?" - Nara smiled happily because Rio didn't forget his promise to give news if Rio had already reached J city.

"Dear, I just got in a taxi. Did you have dinner last night?" - Rio.

"Well, what are you? Before leaving for dinner, right?" - Nara asked back.

"Dear old man was fitting in at the airport while waiting for my boarding dinner first. You haven't slept? Tomorrow instead of going to work?" - Rio.

"Yes in a minute. I read the novel again heheh.." - Nara

"Read the novel what are you waiting for me? the hum? hehehe.." - Rio teased her.

"Hemmmm two is possible. Oh yes you said you took a taxi, did not come Biema mas?" - Nara.

"Kalo Biema come, who handles the company there who loves? Unless you want to move to work where I'm heheh.." - Rio really want Nara to be able to work in his company, besides always being able to keep an eye on Nara from nearby Rio can meet every day.

"I'm comfortable working where I am now Yo. I'm a permanent employee, after all." - Nara explained.

"Yes I know and I'm proud of your achievements now. Udah rose to the position of marketing manager is what I think is extraordinary. I'm proud of you" Rio's very proud of Nara's hard work even though Rio knows what Nara's life outside the office is like.

"Thank you for your appreciation Mr. Rio Abraham, because to be honest I have nothing compared to you.." - Nara.

"You can't have thoughts like that dong, I can be like this because I just continue my family business. Do not ever compare yourself with others Nara, everyone has a different life path. Ok my Nara?" - Rio.

"Yes well Mr. Rio thanks for the advice of father to me heheh. Btw, you're not telling the Queen if you've reached the city of J?" - Nara.

"The queen seems to have slept with Raissa. Most recently reported by text message. Yehudah ye rest, tomorrow we shall speak again. Ok? I miss you my Nara, so much to even say." - Rio

"Hehehe yaudah you take care yes there." - Nara still felt inappropriate to reply to the expression of feelings. Finally Nara was the one who cut off the phone connection, she did not want Rio to ask strangely about her feelings to Rio. Nara was still worried, Nara was still afraid to step with Rio.

In a taxi in the city of J..

'Are you still not sure about coming back with me, Nara? Are you afraid to step forward with me? I must find a way as soon as we can be with Nara, I will prove to Nara that I only love you.' - Rio is determined to take the next step with Nara immediately. Rio seemed to not care about what would happen in the future if he still chose with Nara. All he knows is that he wants to be with Nara until death do them part.

Too many obstacles will stand in their way. That's for sure. And there will be a lot of people who don't approve of that. But Rio was already unable to afford to lose Nara a second time. Rio could not bear to have to part from Nara again. He said the 10 years he lived were enough just to please his family. This time he'll be selfish. This time he wanted to be happy with the person he loved so much from the first school. He wants to be happy with the first Love and soon will be the last Love of his life.