My Heart Is Yours
(18) Threats

Back to the present moment..

Rio was speechless listening to all the life stories of Nara that he had not known all along. He could only be speechless, even to give a comment could not afford. Not because of Nara's orders to tell him to be quiet, but because he was unable to speak. Rio heard Nara telling a story while tightly hugging that slim body. Rio knew Nara was crying again. Rio now knew why all this time the woman was very fragile and easily cried. It turns out that this Salama Nara keeps the bitterness of life itself. When she was in school, Nara cried herself at the bus stop. Rio often followed his lover secretly. At that moment Rio did not dare to ask afraid that Nara would dodge and get angry. Because Nara used to be a very fierce girl at school. And now Rio knew the reason behind the stubborn and fierce nature of a Nara.

Now Rio regretted knowing all that. Very very sorry. Had Rio been able to force Nara to tell her, Rio would have protected her. Rio will definitely help his beloved heart. It should have been Rio directly finding out about Nara.

But because the nature he had was too selfish, he could only blame Nara for leaving. Rio did not find out directly what the cause was. After 3 years left by Nara, and the affection is still there Rio trying to find out where Nara lives. Of course with the help of his loyal assistant, Biema. By the time he had found the location where Nara lived and immediately wanted to meet her woman, the Rio family experienced a tragedy that made Rio finally inevitably have to remain in the city of J.

"Now you know everything Yo. I'm sorry.." - Nara spoke sobbing. He cried because he had to remember all those events again. Nara was too sick to remember.

"Nara please don't ever apologize again. You are not wrong, dear.. I now understand why you used to cry alone at the bus stop near school. I now understand why you used to be so stubborn every time I advised you. And now I understand why you used to get angry with me so much. You are not wrong, dear. Don't blame yourself again. You have suffered enough all this time. I should be the one apologizing. I was wrong to not find out why you left. I'm just asking Biema for help to find out where you live. Sorry I am yes... Sorry my Nara.. I was late." - Rio turned Nara's body to face her and immediately hugged Nara tightly back. It was so tight he didn't want to let go.

"Hey.why did you follow the cry of humm..hehehe" - Nara broke away from the warm embrace and kissed Rio's face and wiped away the tears that flowed down his cheeks. Rio cried for a second time in front of him. Seeing her most beautiful ex like that somehow adds to Nara's guilty feelings towards Rio. Nara regrets that she never opened up about her life story to her lover. Nara was like that because she did not want to add to Rio's burden. In the past Rio has helped Nara a lot, including paying tuition 3 times. Nara was ashamed of that. In the past, his mother had to wait for school money because there were many needs at home that had to be met. Rio helps Nara pay the tuition fee because if Nara has not paid over 1 month, Nara cannot take the exam held at school. So Rio used to help Nara to pay because Rio did not want Nara to not take the exam.

"Because you cry, I follow you. hehehe." - Rio's rarity to appease Nara.

"My daughter, I can't promise anything right now. Too many pebbles we'll face.. But this time I beg you, don't leave me again. Let's face this the same. I believe that if we were meant to be together, there would be a way. The proof of my prayer is now answered. Although my circumstances are different, but God granted my prayers to be able to meet you. Maybe the prayer I said was incomplete so even though I can see you again but with this situation. I never regretted the presence of Raissa in my life, because it was Raissa who had been giving me the spirit to survive. And now that I have met you again, my spirit has increased. This time I want to be selfish Ra. It's been 10 years that I've lived with surrender. It was enough all this time that I always followed the will of others. Now is the time to make myself happy. Certainly with you. Somehow in the future, I beg you not to hesitate for us to step together, Ra. We can get through this both. I beg my Nara.." - Rio looked seriously at the woman. Want whatever happens in the future, Rio just want to stay with Nara.

"Rio, you know there's been too much disgrace that my family has endured. I don't want to add to that disgrace anymore Yo. I saw my mother suffer enough. If I stay with you, what do people say Yo? You're married, and I want to be with you. It's a pity that my mother heard that story. Plus, Raissa was a kid. I wouldn't have the heart to destroy that Yo. You know me. You know me well. I wouldn't be like that Yo. Don't force me to do things that can make us ashamed later and you will definitely regret." - Nara tried to give Rio a version of herself.

"You're wrong Nara. Whatever decision I make right now with you it will never make me regret it. I'm sure one day Raissa will understand. Just imagine, though, if Raissa had grown up and seen her parents quarrel whether it wouldn't be a burden for her in the future just because I had to hang on with someone that even to this day I couldn't give love is Nara. It's not that I brought back and compared your life story to Raissa, but you yourself have experienced the bitterness of seeing your parents fight every day. Your parents used to love each other. Moreover, I am from the beginning married to the Queen until this moment I cannot give my heart to her. Yeah, I'm not a hypocrite even though I had a marital relationship with her but still can't cultivate that sense of Nara. I'm sure you understand what I mean. Because I also know the life you lived after you moved here. If I'm honest, when I did the se*x with the Queen I often imagined you Ra. Even the Queen heard him cry a few times because I said your name. You can imagine all the contents of my brain and heart just about you Ra. All about you. If you don't believe that it's your right Ra. What is clear is that I told her the truth." - Rio tried to convince Nara by telling her about her marriage.

Nara was stunned to hear it. She did not expect that kind of marriage that Rio was going through. 'What kind of marriage do you have Yo?' - Inner Nara

"If there is no love between you and the Queen, why did you marry her? Don't tell me because you're drunk and you took the Queen's virgin.." - Now Nara wants to know why Rio's marrying the Queen.

"The story is also quite long Ra. It all started when I wanted to follow you here 7 years ago. But I don't want to tell you now Nara.. Enough tonight with your story. This time, let me enjoy this second moment of ours with a joke and a laugh of Ra. There is still tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and so on to tell a story that I think is sad. I just want to go through this night with both of you. Can you?" - Pinta Rio to Nara.

"Hahaahaha.. You want to repay me huh? I don't want to know, you have to tell me now. Tonight I want to know everything. I don't want to buy more time Yo!" - Nara insisted.

"can't. I want you to tell me tonight too! I won't cry I promise. Ayodong told Rio Abraham! If you don't want to tell me, I'll take your car home now. You know my threats never play." - Nara started fangs 😅

'Huffttt was stubbornly unchanged..It's a good thing I love you if I don't let your head down - Rio only dares to speak inwardly. Because if you've seen Nara like this, he can't invite Nara to joke 🤭

"My name, you have to promise me that if I tell you don't cry and don't beat yourself up again. Because as I said, it all happened. So you are quite a good listener, ok baby?" - Rio like talking to a small child who is having a snack asking to buy 😅 candy

"Yes yes promise..have hunted story no??!" - Urge Nara

"I'm confused where to start." - Rio deliberately stalling for time.

"RIO ABRAHAM! I count to 3 if you don't tell me, I'll go home with your car! One..two.tii.." - When Nara was counting Rio instantly cut him off.

"Yes yes dear yes well my goodness you really do not change yes Nara. hahahaha I actually really miss seeing you like gini.." - Rio even hugged the body directly.

"Riooooo! okay, I'm going home now!" - Nara tried to break away rudely so she could really go home

"Eehhhhh yes this I want your story to calm down first dong. When I want your story to be gini. Let's just sit in the car, let's make it better." - Rio took Nara's hand and opened the car door for the woman.

"But I want to while driving that story. Can we walk around while walking with a car?" - Rio asked very gently.

"What's the reason for the story here? isn't it better to sit down?" - asked Nara

"I can't like you if you want to keep telling me stories, I don't want to be too sad about my Nara.. If I'm driving at least my focus is divided." - Yes, Rio is a man who does not want to look sad let alone in front of the woman he loves.

"mmm.. Yes, a story on the road. Yaudah come." - Nara agreed.

Rio did not want to waste this opportunity in vain. He really wants to spend the night with Nara. About his wife and son at home, let it be business later. What matters now is that Rio can go through this night alone with his woman. This time he was selfish. But selfish for the happiness he had not had. Only Raissa was able to be the antidote to the sadness Rio felt.