My Heart Is Yours
(16) Learning to Love

"Rio Abraham's.. Don't you have a wife? Oh.. You're a customer of this woman too? Hahahaha.yaya but let me finish first with her. Yesterday he didn't come so I missed.." - Bagas

'bughbughbugh!' - Without replying to Bagas' words, Rio directly hit the man. I don't know why hearing the words Bagas said, made his heart so sick.

"akhhh! Rio lelatinn!" - Now Nara's hand is pulled by Rio away from the place. Rio wants to take Nara away. I don't know where it matters just the two of them.

Meanwhile.. "Suckers! Rio Abraham's..You will receive a reply from gw hahahahaa!" - Bagas fell down. His face was bruised, his nose was bleeding a lot.

The hotel basement..

"Rome!!! You know what2an anyway! Why did you pull me here?! You can't be like Yo, let alone gw! let me go!" - Rio was silent. Nara's hand was forced by Rio. Nara cried while trying to break away from Rio's grip, was the man's power even stronger.

'chickek!' - Rio opened his car door.

"Come in!" - Decide Rio in his cold tone. Nara was tired, Nara's guts shrieked, Nara couldn't bear to fight. Not because it wants to be close to Rio, but Nara knows even though Nara is trying to run Rio will definitely catch up and get her back. Nara followed that order.

"Where are we going Yo? How's queen? Do you live like that? She's Lo Yo's wife if you forget." - Nara tried to talk while in the car with the man in a slightly gentle tone and reminded the man that she was married.

Rio did not respond. Rio started the car engine and rushed away from the place.

'drrrttt drrrttt'

"Yes hello Biem?" - While driving, Rio used the airpods and picked up the phone from Biema.

"Where is your Rio? why am I the same Biema looking for you in the toilet does not exist?" - It turns out the Queen who called using Biema phone.

"I'm sorry I forgot to tell you I suddenly had some business with our client who came from Japan. Mr. Yoshi wants to see me tonight Rat, Biema knows this but she doesn't know if it turns out the meeting is ahead so today.." - Rio gave an excuse whether he thought it was reasonable or not that clearly if he had used the work reason, the Queen would definitely not ask much.

"But why did you go? Don't you know how worried I was when I found out you weren't in the ballroom and just went? I understand work is more important, at least tell me. I definitely won't ban it. huh.. I don't want to get angry. You have a heart, baby." - The Queen actually wants to be angry but if the Queen is more demanding, the Queen is afraid Rio turned away because the Queen realizes the feeling of love is not in the heart of the man. The queen doesn't want to be rash. The Queen had to be patient and relented so that Rio knew that much love that the Queen had for her husband.

"Sorry Rat, you just go home with Biema. When I'm done, I go straight home." 'kneut' - Rio unilaterally disconnected the connection.

Rio glanced slightly towards the side, Rio knew Nara was crying in silence. I don't know what that cry is for. Rio was afraid that if he served his wife too long, Nara would get sadder and Nara would leave. Rio knew Nara was a woman who had a slightly reckless guts.

The Ballroom of the event..

"Do you know about Mr. Yoshi Biema?" - The queen wants to know from her husband's assistant. Is your husband honest or lying?

'Rio.. why use this excuse? I know Mr. Yoshi's coming next week hmm... Did he go with Nara? As I did not catch a glimpse of.' - Biema only dared to speak inwardly. Biema was like seeing her boss pull the hand of a woman who was believed to be Nara. because the one who used a purple jumpsuit was just Nara. Fortunately at that time, the Queen was chatting with the wife of one of Rio's corporate coworkers. Only Biema knows.

"Yes the Queen, Mr. Yoshi is advancing the schedule of the meeting that should be next week. Maybe Mr. Yoshi immediately contacted Rio sir, so I did not know that the meeting was held tonight." - And Biema ended up lying.

'"Huh.all right let's just go home. By the way did you see Nara? I didn't see him.." - Suddenly the Queen wanted to know where Nara was.

"She must have gone home, Mom. He was saying goodbye to me." - Biema exaggerates so there are not many more questions. Forced. 'huftttt boss. I hope you raise my salary.' - Biema hopes, I hope, Rio has a conscience in order to give a raise because the creativity Biema has is able to make the couple do not fight.

"Oh yeah? I'll let you grab the car, I'll wait in the lobby."

"Good ma'am.." Biema rushed away from there.

Meanwhile, it's in Rio's car..

Each of the two of them was only capable of silence. Nara herself was very tired. His mind was tired, his heart was the same. For some reason all of a sudden the energy he had was instantly gone just like that. Nara was already unable to say a word, she was only still able to shed tears in silence. Starting from Rio talking to his wife through phone until now Nara only looked at the left window. He did not want to see Rio. She didn't want Rio to know that she was crying.

While Rio was busy thinking about the right place to talk. Crossing his mind is the edge of the lake that is quite quiet at night. Because it's so dark in there. Not in the park, but on the edge of the lake across the park. The road access to the edge of the lake is very dark and quiet. The place was perfect for both of them.

It only took 40 minutes, they had already reached their destination. Rio parked the car near a bridge not far from the lake.

'Why did he bring me here? will I be thrown into the lake.?' - Inner Nara

"Haha.. Chat what else Yo? It's all done. We have nothing to do anymore." - Nara gave a small laugh in response to the sentence Rio said.

"10 years ago you went away if you forgot. Lo promise will explain everything to me first. So the two of us have not finished our business at all Nara Karsani" - If Rio has called by the term long name, Rio is definitely in a state of anger.

"Hahaha? if I were clear what you all want? Free Yo. Even if I tell you everything, it won't change anything that's happened now. You have your own life, I am the same. I never said the original promise you know. Yesterday in the karaoke room I just said 'later there will be a time' but I do not want to promise it because I do not want to have any more relationship with you Yo!" - Nara. Tight chest. He spoke while crying. Nara emotion. Nara wants to be angry. But he took it all out to the man sitting behind the steering wheel.

"Don't cry Ra.." - Rio pulled Nara's body and hugged Nara very tightly. Funny indeed, from the past until now Rio never could see Nara crying. His heartache saw those tears coming out of that pretty face.

"Please Yo! You can't gini" - Nara tried her hardest to break away by hitting the chest of the man's field but was unable to. Rio was too strong to embrace her. Nara is getting cry.

"Sttts.. If you've stopped crying, I'll let go. as long as you still shed your tears, don't expect I'll let go anyway." - Rio was bluffing a bit so that Nara could calm down a bit while gently rubbing Nara's back.

"Why do you get angry I cry Yo. if you want to get angry salahin tears do not I. From earlier he came out alone not I want Yo! I don't want to be a gini whiny either!" - Nara is still crying

"hehehehe. again this way you still spit ngajak gw becanda Ra. has shht shht. Don't cry.. I can't see you crying Ra. Lo knew that." - Rio kept rubbing his back until Nara's hair was very soft. Rio wanted Nara to feel as comfortable as she used to be when she was in his arms. In the past Nara must have stopped crying and even fell asleep in Rio's arms.

"Yo.. We don't like it anymore. You can't just hug me. We are different Yo, it is different.." - Still in a state of sobbing sob, but he has weakened.

"Ssttt... The situation is very different, Ra.. But I believe your feelings are the same I am still the same Ra. Because we're not really finished. Lo left without saying the word 'break up'. You don't know how hurt my heart was at that time. You think with the situation that I've been living now will change my feelings to lo Ra? Lo wrong. My heart is still the same." - Rio stroked the fine hair of Nara. Rio misses her, very much misses her.

"Sstt.had ya don't cry anymore.. Sweetheart her pretty face covered in tears hehehe.." - Rio took off his embrace slowly and held both of Nara's cheeks while wiping away the woman's tears.

"Goup.." Rio's gently dyed both of Nara's eyes. Rio tried to give comfort so that Nara would stop crying.

"Why are you doing this Yo? why.." - With puffy eyes and puffy Nara looked at the face of the man in front of her. Just a few centi apart, Nara was able to see Rio's silent eyes. Nara felt more guilty seeing him. Yes, this is all because Nara started it. Had he not disappeared, he might now be happy with his first love.

"Lo beautiful Ra. And I miss everything in you. These eyes, this nose, these lips, these cheeks.. Everything was. Gw kangen lo Ra's. You can fret right?" - Rio did not answer Nara's question for sure. While kissing the one that Rio mentioned, he only revealed the unek of his heart all along.

Nara was only able to remain silent. He can't say any more words. She was too tired to cry. Nara could only give up what Rio wanted to do. Yes, Nara does need a backrest at this time. And the backrest that was able to make himself feel comfortable was only Rio. Nara lowered her head and Rio swiftly grabbed Nara back. Rio also knew what Nara felt. Rio just wanted to let the woman enjoy her warm embrace.

"If you consider me a jerk, it's your right Ra. But I can only behave like this just the same lo. Even the Queen has never been like this. He's been crying a few times, but I never hugged him like I'm going to lo now. Even his jerk Iw, he once cried I live in. Wicked? yes, Ra I am evil. But I can't do that to the Queen. Even though he was born in Raissa, I have flesh and blood. Every day I try to learn to love him, but I can't. My heart has been taken from the first time I saw you at school. Until this moment it is still the same. You can imagine how devastated I was when you went.. Destroyed gw Ra." - Tears just flowed down Rio cheeks. He cried for the umpteenth time. She was crying because of Nara. She cried because the feeling never went away for Nara.

"Sorry Gw Yo.." - Only 3 words that Nara was able to express in a brick.

"I should be the one apologizing Ra.. I'm sorry because I'm late nyusulin you here. Sorry gw, Nara." - Rio cupped back Nara's face which still had tears left and sobbed sobs. Rio was very sick to see it. According to him, it is better for him to be hurt than to see his beloved crying like this. Rio was really unable to. Finally she brought her lips together and the woman's lips gently. He wanted to get everything out that he had been holding back by kissing Nara's lips. The tears of the two of them now collided and mixed. Rio was happy at this moment. Very happy. Rio was enjoying every second of it with Nara.

"Hhh.. Yo.." - Nara tried to break away. Nara saw clearly Rio crying. Nara wiped away the tears and placed her forehead on the man's lips.

"Thank you for everything. Thanks for your feelings. Thanks for your tears. Thanks Yo. But honestly I don't feel like it's all. You should be disgusted the same. Not a kayak gini." - While looking down, Nara spoke very slowly but Rio could still listen to her.

"Gw doesn't care what you've been doing all this time Ra. What you want out there I don't care. I know a little bit about your life while you're here. And I don't care if that road is the one you choose. But please don't disappear from Ra's sight anymore. Do not tell me to stop loving you, because until anytime I will not be able to lose this feeling Ra. Don't go again Ra. We're gonna face this all the same. Whatever it is. And I hope you want to change your lifestyle slowly2. From now on if there's anything2 you can say to Ra." - Rio tried to resuscitate Nara because his hope wants Nara to change.

"No way Yo. Not likely. You have to find Raissa and the Queen in your current life." - Nara reminded Rio not to take the wrong step.

"Gw can not promise the future for us like what it will be, one that is sure my feelings will not change for you Ra. Even though you disappear again, I will find and pursue you until you can Ra. That's for sure. You see, we haven't seen 10 years, nothing has changed Ra. There's nothing. If there are 10 more years, we will not see I do not care. It will remain the same Ra." - Rio started to bring out his selfish attitude.

"Yo, one day I will also definitely marry and have my own family just like you now. You can't keep doing that Yo. It's all gone." - Nara

"Don't ever talk like this again Nara Karsani. Because until anytime I will not let it happen. The proof until now is not married, right? Even though there have been some men nglamar lo, even you do not want. That's because what? Because I'm, right? Because you're still waiting for me, right? I know Ra." - Rio

"Yes, I admit you are real. But that was yesterday. Now when I look with my own eyes with my own little family, I have decided to move on Yo. Hope does not exist. The future for both of us is no more. You can't believe Yo, poor Raissa" - Nara doesn't want to take Rio from the Queen. Although Nara is desperate to be with the man but Nara realizes she can't be selfish. Rio's situation is different now.

"Gw knows what I'm doing Ra. Without reminding me I'm aware and I know it. So please, don't disappear again. I told you I can't promise anything, just that I can promise this feeling forever to Lo Ra. You are my heart since the day that we met long ago Ra. You can't change that." - This time Rio just wants to be selfish. He thinks he's had enough to live for 10 years by giving up.

Nara was crying again. Nara can't do anything. This is what Nara had been afraid of all this time. Nara was afraid of Rio like she used to be and could do anything crazy for her. It used to be Rio's treatment like this that made him fall more and more in love with the man. But now Nara can't be like that. Nara doesn't want just because of Rio's selfishness, Raissa becomes a victim. It's just that right now, Nara can't do anything about it. Nara knows Rio. Nara knows the man. And it's true, nothing has changed from him. Just a difference in status and children. The rest, Rio was still the same.