My husband, I Love You
Babe Shasy
"I threw my body and upset, I carried my anger towards the daydreaming realm for a while, which became my last hope to forget the sense of injustice and hatred that had suddenly reappeared, why did the past few moments come back, the pain of hope that never got, the feeling that once had but never got any protection at all,"
"Am I vengeful? This is not revenge! But I loved her so much that it was a turning point in my life,"
Tok.dok.cari.tok ..
"Lins... Latitude, wake up son! why did you go home and go straight to the room what was the problem? Tell me maybe you can help me a little!" My mother who had entered my room of course found myself not like the usual thing that happened to me.
"Oh Ma... Sorry I'm just a little dizzy, maybe tired, now it's fresh again!" I answered while sitting and tidying up my long hair, I rubbed my face so that it would be a little unreadable by my mother.
"Go take a shower, clean your body and pray immediately! It's not too late." My mother sat down beside me and spoke softly and softly.
My mother's gentle words really embarrassed me, but I was still a nobody, and always needed the closest people beside me, like my father and mother.
"Do you have a problem with Dian? You come together but you just leave, take a shower first, then we sit together and tell each other."
"Shasy where's Mom?" I tried to divert the conversation on the grounds of asking for Shasy's whereabouts.
"Ahead with dad. Let's wait for you" After my mother passed I hurriedly headed to the bathroom, cleaned myself up and took the ablution water, and, then again I pray my prostration to the Khaliq who has been giving me the blessings and generosity that I have received at this time.
From behind a room that was only limited to curtains, the voice of my daughter who was busy telling her experience with a new friend while playing on the Playground rides, let alone my father chimed in with some questions, he said, this makes him more excited to tell stories, his cheerful laughter makes my gratitude more and more happiness that I have felt, even though it feels limp but I am always grateful.
"Om doctor, he said to pick up Shasy kek school, Shasy can call Om papa loh! You see if the doctor's call is wrong, cake!" This time, Shasy's words can make me choke on a cough when drinking water.
Mother who was originally busy picking vegetables for tomorrow, stopped for a moment and looked at me with a million questions, but not with the father who was still relaxing to enjoy the story from Shasy.
"Gee... So you don't have to pick up school?"
"And grandpa can change his pick-up, he he he," My smart daughter of course did not want to lose the debate with her grandfather, making me shake my head with the lyrics my mother befell him with a smile.
"yes yes.... Now shasy bobo gih let tomorrow the wake is not late, so you can follow grandfather around the village riding a bicycle!" Apparently my father found out about the nervousness I was having, and switched the conversation to Shasy.
"Shasy wants to wash his hands with his feet first cake, then pray not to have nightmares!" My daughter did have a habit before, before going to bed is an obligation to wash hands and feet.
A few tens of minutes the atmosphere in the room was very quiet except for the sound of a canary bird having a cool father chirping, slightly shifting the silence.
My spare time I use to open a laptop owned by Ratih that he deliberately left for me to use as a means to store all design data.
"Cross.... Shasy's a smart little girl, someday you should be able to choose a partner who can love you, not use you anymore!" Dad's voice suddenly hurled a word about the couple to me.
Slowly I slide my seat, and then I walk into my room peeking at Shasy, to make sure that my daughter is completely asleep, who has fallen asleep, because it was impossible for my conversation with my father and mother to be heard by Shasy, and Mother also returned to her original place with a snack.
I again sat down between father and mother, slowly I also reply to the father's words so that there is no misunderstanding between me and Dian mas, if the conversation leads there. That is the truth, I am with Dian mas only limited to friends and it happens that he is the prospective brother-in-law of Ratih.
my life with mas Iwan was really traumatizing and I didn't want it to happen to Shasy again, well!"
"Until this moment actually, father and mother are waiting for the goodwill of Iwan and his family to at least apologize for all his treatment of you, they are truly outrageous" my father murmured in a tone that restrained his anger.
"Your husband's soul is outrageous, he's so a man really not gentle at all, which I wonder here why he's too hearty with his own biological son, oh...!" Dad's anger seemed to re-emerge until the hue of his face implied a difficult anger receding.
My father's words reminded me of an accidental encounter with Yessi, a beautiful girl who had no courtesy to me, from the time I was Bu Lestari's son-in-law until now, when my marriage bond with mas Iwan was over, even in every meeting we accidentally he always splashed hatred on me
"That's it... If we talk it will be endless," my mother begged him as if she disagreed with my father's words.
"Dad, I'm sorry too! It would be nice never to tell something about me to doctor Dian, I am not at all ready well, indeed all this time the doctor Dian always did good to us, but to go one step further I'm not ready, father,"
"Dad knows, but Dian's son seems to be putting his heart on you, Lintang!" My father still insisted on giving me his opinion.
When we were busy talking to each other's opinions, suddenly my phone rang and there was usually no phone at night like this at bedtime.
A number that is not foreign to me, even though the name is not stored but the number is still remembered out of my head.
"Mas iwan...!" My throat felt choked when I mentioned that name. Today was the second time he sent me a short message.
Between wondering and feeling weird about a situation like this, what's up? My mind is too busy with my own questions.
I put it back
My phone on the nightstand without me reading the contents of the message, the experience this afternoon gave a sense of discomfort.
"How come it's not answered? Why?" My father casually asked as he lit up a cigarette.
"Maybe wrong, I want to go to the room first mom, it's night mom and dad should rest immediately."
Not waiting for an answer, I immediately tidied up the laptop and some paper on the table, and passed into the room.
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