My husband, I Love You
About Taste

Preparation for the preparation for my marriage with Dian mas, who was only at odds with the marriage of Ratih and Rudi, now slowly has been collected and has almost reached the maximum with the division of their respective duties.

Ratih and Rudi who happened to come home to our city, because they had to do a wedding dress fitting.also because Ratih himself had to prepare himself to follow the koas at the Regional General Hospital, because he had to do the bridal suit, and where Siska was treated.

Preparation for a wedding that is only one month feels like participating in a marathon race in addition to the many tasks outside. Luckily, Dian's family and my own family have always been compact.

This time I accompanied Ratih to the regional hospital, while counting hoping there was an empty schedule mas Dian, maybe could have lunch or just talk.

Klinting....

My phone reads a short message from Dian mas, "Dek can go to the hospital after mas! Siska's critical again,"

My steps suddenly felt heavy, every mas Dian offended Siska who was being treated in the hospital, my heart seemed to ache the feeling of uncertainty always grimaced.

"Why mbak, why stagnate the road?"

"Emmm Siska back drop again condition, mas Dian there is ICU room. You go first! Ma'am's gonna see Dian,"

"Bak don't get carried away! He was sick mbak could have been Dian mas only as his encouragement to fight the pain he suffered," Ratih who already knows some stories about mas Dian and Siska, who has been told, with his smile still encouraging me, so that I do not think too negative.

But anyone would not have been easy to live the life I am living now, being among those who never wanted my presence.

I walked a little quickly to the ICU room where Siska was, passing through the hallway with benches full of people who were doing various interests of the patient waiting for a call from the doctor to check, or just dropping off.

A few more steps the place I was going to was in sight, "Stars... You came too! This is the right time, Lintang help us help Siska! She desperately needed Dian as her companion, this was all she wanted before her last breath,"

I haven't seen Siska and dian mas in the ICU room that only allowed one person to enter, Siska's parents have been leaning against me.

"What can I do, Mom? All beyond my ability, here I am nobody!" Lirih said while releasing her hand that grasped my hand.

"Mother please be very! Persuade Dian to marry Siska, mother will give all ownership of mother to you Lintang, if you want to persuade Dian, mother please Lintang!"

The old woman sobbed even while kissing my hand which I could not avoid.

"Ma already... Don't make the sadness even more, just let it all go with its own groove. Love cannot be forced, only time can bring us to reality" the old man embraced it affectionately, here my soul feels more and more like rubble strewn between fragile buildings.

"I'm sorry my wife Lintang, all is our hope for Siska's recovery, because she is the only one we have at this twilight age! But if it's too hard for you to let go, just ignore it maybe this is the end of our lives must be like this" said the man as he led his wife to sit next to him.

Truly a guilt that does not know where my fault lies, I slowly approached the glass wall as a barrier and a means for families who can see patients in the ICU sterile room.

Mas Dian was next to Siska, Dian's hand rubbed slowly on the tip of Siska's head.

Siska slowly opened her eyelids, the smile enduring the pain and hope of a desire.

My eyes are unable to blink when I myself witness the interaction of two people who have been in love and love.

I myself watched Dian kiss Siska on the forehead and grabbed her hand and slowly kissed Siska's hand and left the siska, out of the room without realizing I saw her in the first place.

am I jealous? nay! this is not the right time to debate love, but now it is a challenge for me to state the policy that Siska's parents hoped for, but should I just give it? nay! it's very heavy for me.

I slowly slipped away, carrying a painful heart, was I too carried away or jealous of the situation? I don't know if I feel like I'm at a crossroads in different directions.

"Mas Iwan's....!" My eyes were in disbelief when I saw the appearance of mas Iwan who was much different from usual.

His thin body with hair was left shabby and brittle and very irregular.

Much different from the appearance of mas Iwan at that time.

"Why is it here!" I and Iwan both said the words that came out in the same tone.

"Oh ha ha ha, I'm the same!" Said mas Iwan while still walking to balance my steps.

"You want to go to the cafe? Yuk!" Bring me the Iwan.

I nodded without refusing her invitation.

I chose a seat that I think is comfortable and cool with a perdu plant environment around a healthy cafe designed as an independent elderly business in this area hospital.

Silent for a moment did not know what to say, "What star would drink? Bitter coffee mas just the same light snack,"

I turned to the menu book and I picked a drink that might be able to divert my taste and messy mood today.

"I'm hot chocolate!"

Back quiet... Because I myself feel reluctant to talk, "Shasy how are you Lintang! How is He progressing? I'm kangen but I haven't been able to see him yet,"

The sad sirat gives a longing that he himself yearns for.

"She's fine mas added her pinter!" Honestly answered.

"Cross... I heard from mom, do you really want to marry Dian's doctor?" Mas Iwan's eyes stared intently at me, while I could only nod.

"Yes mas... It's the end of the month, but!" I don't know if it's worth it without me telling you the truth.

"But why the latitude! Is there not a little bit of your heart for me? I'm so sorry for everything I've done to you, Lintang!" Mas Iwan grabbed my hand, this tightness lingering at the taste I had just experienced.

am I really jealous? Should I tell this to Mas Iwan? Ah.... What kind of stupidity is this, if there is a third party that clearly wants me and I make a place to confide. Nope..! there was no way this would happen to me, despite the stupidity I was doing.

"Have lived happily with Rahma and raised your son together" I pulled my hand, lest there be any misunderstanding between me and Iwan.

"Sorry mas... It looks like I have to go home, because I left with Ratih who will undergo this hospital koas," I said as I was about to leave this place.

"Why must we hurry, we sit down to talk for a moment! We have time together!" a little flinched when I heard that voice, discomfort instantly gnawed at me.

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To be continued 😉

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