My husband, I Love You
Dilemmas
Only one word can be said at this time, namely relief! But there was a foreign feeling to my former mother-in-law's behavior, so easy to evict, so easy not to admit, insult and now she easily came without guilt and apologized.... Thoughts that are hard to understand.
"Enak just play refer, does he not understand religion yes well, all there are rules and all there are hadiths and so on" my mother still muttered, throwing her body annoyed and sitting beside my father.
"Already Mom, he's gone don't talk about people who are no longer near us, it's called ghibah! And ghibah is not good for health, because the often erratic heart palpitations factor it is often ghibah,"
"Yes yes....!"
My amused smile is of course deliberately hidden, to keep the feelings of the mother.My mother's anger is natural and will obviously be done by the mother anywhere, when she finds the child with her grandchild oppressed and hurt. With a face clearly still very sewot with the behavior of my ex-in-law's mother so imprint.
Shasy had calmed back down after learning, and had played again with her favorite toy.The grandmother who had made her life a psychic trauma, left our home.
Mother and father painstakingly and affectionately, giving therapy periodically by studying through the advice of Dian mas for several months without my knowledge, turned out to have a good impact on Shasy, Shasy, and gradually became normal on the sidelines of the busyness I was doing.
"Why these last days have been so hard for me to get through, all as they were planned," with a heavy heart, inevitably I had to share the story with my father and mother. To take off all the burdens over these past few days.
"This is a hard reality for me Dad, what do they really want for me? Though if you recall, mother and mas Iwan did not expect me at all let alone Shasy, this is heavy dad!"
"Just last night Iwan called and gave news that Rahma's mother was in critical condition, today the mother came home. It seems they have planned. I'm getting scared of shasy, mom,"
"All the keys are on you Latitude, but if you still choose Iwan, there will be a lot to consider carefully," my father said as he lit a cigarette.
I looked at the faces of my father and mother in turn, wanting to feel like I was screaming and spilling all my emotions, separation is not my desire to give life to Shasy to be away from the mass Iwan and his family is also not my dream.
Why they are inshap only at the moment of incident after incident befall them, after the divorce between me and mas Iwan occurred.
"Continue not to despair! You're still young, the opportunity to realize your goals still lies,"
"Ba'in kubraa talaq is the third time it has happened. This type of talaq cannot be referenced and cannot be remarried unless the marriage was done after the former wife married someone else and then there was a divorce ba'da al dukhul and the end of his iddah.” dad's face back to look at me, this time dad's hand also holds my hand which has only played my fingers since.
"It's dad, just let the time go! I better focus on Shasy and my work now." I'm not done talking all of a sudden...
"I went next door, mom!" I said as I stood up and walked towards a quieter place and answered Dian's call.
"Assalamualaikum mas Dian," I started greeting first.
"Waalaikumsalam, later in the afternoon I there leads to the place of the Lintang deck, maybe if it is not busy and does not disturb me will stop by, can it?"
Silent for a while, I didn't even know what to answer.
"Hallo...! Hello deck latitude, still online?" Dian's voice broke my silence, with confusion as to how I should answer Dian's question.
"I..iya mas, please mas, I happen to be at home," I replied without knowing how to mince words with Dian mas.
My phone closed, and as I stepped into the room, I felt like Sunday was going very slowly.
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a car stopped in front of the house, I knew it was Dian mas an established man who had just declared his love for me. But still I hesitate to answer his statement, even I am very sure this time the father will certainly approve between me and Dian mas, but all is not that easy I will live.
I simply peeked out from behind the window, and saw Dian walking with something in his hand.
I heard greetings from Dian mas, not long after Dad replied to her. Then what is it with my heart that feels restless and pounding? aah...what is this taste? whereas I was well aware that I was no longer an ABG who was new to love.
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heemmm mas doctor 🤭Alon Alon ya mas 🤭 , we just go ahead yuk, sorry up a bit catapult this Mak 🤭.
To be continued 😉
Greetings Always by RR