
The car drove back relaxed. I started to get nervous because I was uncomfortable with Adrian. Especially after the question. I think my time is being hunted.
"We'll eat first, okay? Haven't eaten, have you?" Adrian asked in a soft voice. Perhaps it was because of this silence and restlessness in the heart, that his voice seemed to hit my eardrum.
"But .. pity mom at home." I hesitated, trying to find an excuse to get home soon.
"Oh, yaudah if that's it. I'll drive you home." I breathed a sigh of relief as Adrian complied with my subtle refusal.
However, when the car stopped at the red light came a voice that instantly made me feel guilty towards this man beside me.
Has he not eaten yet? The worms in his stomach want to be filled.
"Mother hasn't eaten, has he?" manyworry. I scanned his face from the side, the man did not immediately respond to my question.
"Mr ...." I called him slow.
"Hmm." Sir Adrian looked over. His look looks sad.
"Mother haven't eaten yet?" ask again. I'm really worried right now.
Given all the kindness and sincerity of that man, should I repay him in a bad way?
Good Lord! What have I done?
"We eat first ... Mr." I said really. Still looking at him.
"We go straight home. Sorry for making you uncomfortable." It feels like someone is pinching my heart. Hearing her weak voice like this kind of despair why is there any pain in this chest?
I'd rather hear his joke, his tease. Did Adrian give up on me?
"Mr ...." I call him more demanding. I don't want him to be like this. I'm sorry Sir.
Adrian took a long breath. Without retaliating, he immediately drove his car faster.
Now the car has reached the hallway of the house. Car stopped. Is Adrian gonna drop me off here?
"Mr ...." I called him again. My tears have been shed in both eyes. Turns out, I can't stand it if Adrian is cold like this. I'm used to receiving warm treatment from him.
Sir, please don't do this.
"Come down, it's over .. I want to go straight." His voice was flat, his demeanor was cold like an iceberg.
I shed my tears. I really can't stand his attitude.
The cool night atmosphere adds to the atmosphere here is increasingly gripping.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt Father. It's just, I'm still scared." I want to cry.
"I knew. I shouldn't have come just to ask your readiness to accept me. Maybe because I don't deserve you yet." His voice sounded flat, but firm.
"No. .. not that. I-I feel inappropriate for Mr. Adrian. I feel inferior. After all that has happened, I still t-kut." Broke the air already my mother I can't hold it anymore
One thing I realized. It was in this man that I was able to shed all my fret. It is in this man that I am able to carry out all the burdens of my heart.
"I'm sorry, Ann." Adrian drowned my head in his chest. A warm feeling spread in my chest.
Long time I cried until wet clothes that sir Adrian wear. As my crying subsided, I was embarrassed to raise my head just by looking at her.
"Haven't?" tanyanya laughs.
I'm shaking. "I'm ashamed, sir."
"Later here, I'm very hungry. Not eating at noon yet" he admitted.
I immediately pulled my head, looking at the man's face. "Mother haven't eaten from lunch?" many reassuring.
Adrian nodded. "After the meeting, I came straight here. Time to your house, said your mother again there is work at the mall. So I'm going straight there."
Hearing his confession, I cried again. How selfish of me, not paying attention to him at all. Though sir Adrian bela belain came here to see me.
"Have not cried, crybaby .. yes." Mr. Adrian wiped my tears flowing down my cheeks.
"Now go home, will you take it home?" tanyanya slow.
I nodded. "You will eat at home, yes, I'm masakin."
"Seriously, if so .. ayoo."
Adrian took off his fist on my cheek. So he drove his car to my house.
"Sounds like a guest." Adrian moved his chin forward, pointing forward.
Ah, Bang David's car is parked sweetly in the yard.
"Oh yeah?" Mr. Adrian widened his eyes, like a shock.
I nodded confidently.
"Aren't you okay?" tanyanya tried to look. Looking into my eyes fixed, looking for answers an honesty as well as hope, perhaps.
"Yes nothing. Why, sir?" I asked him back.
We are still in a marriage, he often stopped by. Especially now that we have no ties.
I don't know, my heart is immune or maybe it's gone.
Unrequited love, how will he survive? Going is the best decision. Let your heart find the love it deserves.
"Come, sir." I took Adrian down. We walked side by side to the living room.
"Eh, Anna's sister is home. Who else, brother?" Anna's question greeted us at the entrance.
What does that mean to who else? Who have I been with home?
I chose not to respond to his words. Looked at Adrian who seemed to be staring at someone there.
Sure enough, sir Adrian and bang David were staring at each other sharply. If I stood between the two, I would be able to instantly die from unspoken objects that they threw at each other.
These two guys are so scary. I shuddered in horror at the thought of the two of them.
"Come, Sir! Login." I looked over, holding Adrian's hand. To keep him from getting caught up in something that might happen.
Adrian turned his head, his sharp gaze instantly turning warm. Nodding and smiling.
"Sit in a chair near the kitchen. I prepared the food. It's not comfortable here." I said softly.
"Oh, so you guys want to show off to us." Bang David chimed in my words with a faint tone.
What the fuck is that guy. Dorky. I pulled Adrian's hand when his mouth was open, as if to answer his words. I shook my head as a signal not to serve them.
We left them to the kitchen.
"Mother, Anna's home."
"Hey, Ann's home." I kissed the back of these wrinkled hands. The hand that always stroked my head gave me calmness.
"Yes, I met Adrian. So Anna called, Mom. Haven't eaten yet, Anna cooks first, yeah ...."
Adrian stood up to greet my mother. Chillies briefly. Then mom went back to the room. Capek said.
While I prepared the cooking ingredients, Adrian sat on the kitchen table chair. His eyes were fixed on me, watching my every move.
Every now and then I looked at him, smiling at the man who was staring warmly. He smiled back.
Not until an hour, a simple menu is ready to serve.
We eat in silence. It turns out that Adrian sir if eating is not noisy. I'm happy because he's finishing my cooking.
"Thank you, Anna. Cuisine's great. I like it." The simple praise of her made my heart flower.
A red gush rose on both of my cheeks. This time I felt appreciated by a man.
Thank you, Sir.
For a moment we looked at each other, diving into the bead of eyes that we only had in it. However, suddenly our gaze turned to the voice that blew away this romantic moment.
"Sister, want to dong too, eat. Haven't eaten yet. Very laper ...." Alina's coming.
"Why haven't you eaten yet, Dek?" i cringe. Look at him wonder.
They may not have eaten. Why was that in the house. I shook my head, feeling silly with these two humans. Bang David certainly did not want to eat carelessly outside, he was also very picky about food.
"Bang David doesn't want to eat out. Capek said. I'm confused what to cook?" Alina answered spoiled.
I exhaled a rough breath. If the two of them get married, I don't worry, because at Bang David's house there is a maid who is ready to cook all her favorite foods. So Alina didn't have to bother.
Alina does tend to be lazy to the kitchen. It's different from me that helps my mom every time.
"Yes, eat it. We're done, all right."
Alina smiled widely, then returned to the living room calling a bang David.
Adrian and I stood up to give them a chance to eat. Fortunately, I cooked with more portions.