
The car seems to be running very slowly. Not only that, even time stopped moving.
My ears were ringing, Bang David's question was capable of damaging my hearing.
My heart stopped beating and I forgot how to breathe.
Waiting for the answer of the man beside me. A man who is husband.
Ah, it turns out I just realized that the figure of Marisa is able to melt my feelings.
Like someone squeezed my heart, I destroyed it without a remnant. In pieces, scattering
What ....what is really going on here?
Why did Bang David carry the name Marisa, Mas Adrian's ex?
Was he on purpose, so that I realized that I was only the second in the life of Mas Adrian.
I just ... just ....
Good Lord! I won't be able to say it. Sweet treatment of this man. His attention and tenderness were always able to hypnotize me.
Of love?
Did ya?
And ... I'm dying now.
No longer dared to look at him, throwing his face out the window. Throw away the tears that have come down hard.
I've been hurt. You also once wished for a person who had obviously rejected me on our first night.
I also hoped that my marriage would be okay. I just have to wait, and let time change everything. Time will tell her about my sincerity, my devotion, my love, and everything. However, time answered if our marriage should end. My rasku had to be run aground by a misunderstanding.
My marriage was my fault.
And now, when I'm knitting in despair. When I start thinking about the future. The dreams are mine, not Mas Adrian's.
If it turns out, my imagination is wrong. So, it's over my history. So, it ended my life story.
Because, I'm sure I won't be able to be betrayed again.
I am not a strong woman who is able to continue to survive in the falsehood of taste. I am also not a strong woman who has the body to continue to survive when my race is unrequited.
If it happens again, I choose to withdraw. I choose to go as far as I can.
My sobs began to sound, all my might trying to dampen the emotional turmoil. However, failed.
This anger is like burning me slowly.
Thats enough. I don't care if the passengers in this car look at me confused.
Or, perhaps Bang David would be content to laugh at my stupidity.
As for Mas Adrian, he may be .. busy with the shadow of the woman of his past.
Ah ... My life why is this sad. Help u!
I knocked on the window, wanting to get out of here.
Car pulled over, stopped by the side of the road.
Adrian grabbed my shoulder. Forcing me to face him.
"Hey ...." Adrian said softly, very soft.
I closed my eyes, feeling an increasingly wounded heart.
If this heart was able to bleed, my body would have run out of blood.
"Sister, why, Mas?" Alina asked inquisitively.
"Anne." This time Bang David's voice sounded soft, not as thick as before.
"Sstt." Adrian sat down, apparently telling the passenger to shut up.
"Darling ...." Now, Mas Adrian is a little adamant that I want to face him.
Of course, I can't resist. His power is far above mine. It's free, right, I fight?
His palms cupped to my two cheeks, the taste was very fitting warm. I feel comfortable. But when I realized why I was crying. I'm excited again, this time it's better. Because of her, that man who caused me to cry and hurt looked at me deeply.
Am I in your heart, Mom?
Have I replaced the name Marissa in your heart?
The car atmosphere became quiet. We are busy with our own thoughts.
What are you thinking, Mom?
"Don't cry" said Mas Adrian.
Then, whether in a second, Mas Adrian had silenced me with his gentleness.
His gentle treatment made me both sad and sad. God, please stop for a minute. So that I continue to feel this tenderness from him. Can't he just be for me? There's no one else. I really won't be able to get hurt again.
"You are in my heart, believe me" he whispered between our increasingly intoxicating kisses.
The sound of Deheman coming from the rear passenger seat shocked us. Adrian took off his fungus. And then she nodded slowly, she looked awkward.
As for me, of course I was embarrassed. I could have forgotten that we were not just the two of us in this car, but the four of us. Pat.
There were lovers in the back seat.
Geez! I totally forgot.
I don't know what my face looks like right now, it must be like a rotten tomato.
"Submit at home later." Mas Adrian said softly, more precisely whispering while pulling my nose.
"Mas, iihh." I hit his hand, however.
Then my husband laughed.
He, that man who always gave me tenderness. He can always calm my heart.
Him, this man .. who can always melt my heart. Muffled my anger, and made me happy at one time.
Can you wish she was like this forever? Then let myself serve him, as a form of my obedience to his wife.
I feel so happy to be able to serve him with all my love. Only he has the right to have everything in me.
The car drove back, only the sound of the roar of the car could be heard. I don't know where the chatter went. As if it had been silenced by the treatment of Mas Adrian.
"Until now!" Adrian exclaimed, shifting my focus. We arrived at a simple restaurant. "We ate here, yes," he said.
There was no answer from the others, we got straight out of the car.
Bang David and Alina had joined hands, walking towards the entrance. As for me, still flinching on the spot. Waiting for Adrian.
"Mas, I'll go to the toilet first .... Shame, face like this." I asked permission to wash my face.
"Yes ...." The man smiled. His hand slapped my head slowly.
I rushed to the bathroom.
"Bagging, Ann. What a pitter, the way." It turns out that Adrian is following me.
"Wait inside. I'm okay, I'm alone."
"You want to carry you. I went in there, and beautiful but still natural ... You are beautiful as it is. I'm waiting here." Adrian shoved my shoulder to get into the bathroom.
Once inside, I immediately washed my face. Wearing a thin powder and lip-colored lipstick.
During this time, I often wear make-up that seems natural. It made me more comfortable, rather than having to wear thick powder, which might look weird on my face. Especially when you don't recognize yourself. Ah, but .. of course I also need to adjust. Need complete combat gear in the face, when it comes to attending parties. It would be funny to dress like this. I could never get money for personal shopping. Duh.
Once I feel enough, I go out immediately. Adrian is waiting.
Then, I approached him immediately. The man was standing against the wall, with his hands crossed over his chest.
"Have you?"
"Hmm." I nodded, then grabbed his arm to hold it tightly. I want everyone to know, this man is mine. Only mine.
"Your smile is sweet, I love it." Adrian praised me.
As if a flower garden had moved in my heart, flower buds were blooming beautifully.