My Husband's Second Heaven
66. The unsaved baby

"Don't make me wonder, what the hell is going on?" with raised eyebrows Yuda tried to find an answer because everything was silent. As if the trouble he was about to hear made him hang.

"Mom, can no one immediately explain all this?" rework Yuda.

"Today …." Susi stopped talking, it felt like her throat was unable to make a sound even if it was just one verse.

"Sam! Speak immediately" Judah said to Samuel.

While Samuel just bowed lethargic while covering his face with both hands that were raised to a snore because he felt tired with everything.

"Son, Yuda. Anisa's baby couldn't be saved and Anisa's six o'clock just had surgery." At once Judah slumped and was unable to hold his body. It felt like all his bones were crushed when he heard that his future nephew could not be saved even though the team of doctors had tried in fact the owner of life did not give the opportunity to see the world.

"Now where are my bangs?" with a blank look Yuda asked.

"It's still in the room and tomorrow it'll be buried." Answer ma Ning.

"Lord, why did you give me such a hard test. I have to lose my son and Anisa, Anisa is still unconscious." In a small heart, Samuel spoke because it felt unable when the anticipated child now left him.

Samuel didn't care about the people around him. He now prefers to walk looking at the body of a weak Anisa with various tools on her nose.

"Dear, please wake up. I could not bear to see all of this" Samuel's inner being crumbled when the little angel he hoped for was gone.

Judah stared at the glass that led to Anisa's body, at which point Samuel spoke with a heart that was about to give up on the current state of affairs. "Yud, would Anisa be upset if she knew our future child wasn't saved."

Yuda quiet. Weighing everything that's happened, getting angry and that's for sure. No mother is willing if her child is dragged into the affairs of her parents to cause one life to die.

"I'm afraid when Anisa wakes up. There is only hatred I can get" Samuel said.

"All that is not you have to account for, as well as the risks you take." Samuel was stunned when he heard it, in his mind. It's true that if he doesn't make a mistake, maybe none of this should happen. Regretting it is certain that Samuel will know what ends up like, maybe he will not be stupid.

"True, if I hadn't been careless we would all be waiting for the birth of my future son."

A silent night passed by Samuel, and the shadow of error lingered in his eyes. Even though it was already midnight, in fact the man still could not, closing his eyes.

The departure of his future son has made him hit, but the heavier is when the figure of the wife who never woke up to see the world. Until the morning had come and it was time for Samuel to go to sleep his little daughter who would never wake up again in eternal rest.

“Sam, you are strong. Now your granddaughter just needs a prayer from you,” said Susi who tried to encourage Samuel.

“Iya, Mother. I'm sincere if this is all the best for me and Anisa, but can't God give me a chance to take care of her? samuel said with a sad look at the figure of a tiny baby who is now in his carrier.

“God has other plans that we can't guess. Make all this a lesson so that you can be wiser again in thinking because you have received his karma for your actions,” said Susi and now Samuel only silent as the words of the Mother, said, it was a slap for him.

“Don't apologize to mom, apologize to Anisa because she's the one you've hurt with the heartache you've inflicted on her.

Again Samuel just kept quiet and could not answer what Susi had said.

a little while later, Samuel was already inside the tomb and the tiny baby girl had now been sleeping soundly.

“This tombstone is a memory of papa's mistakes, forever will papa remember if losing the figure we love has made the heart broken.” Samuel continued to rub the headstone very gently and there was already a name that had been given to his son, Amera.

“Sam we're home. It will soon rain,” Yuda said.

“I still want here Yud, accompany Amera out of pity if left alone.” Samuel answered with a hand that kept holding the doll to put on the mound of wet ground.

“Amera just need prayer, Amera just want her parents strong and not crybaby.” Hearing that, Samuel immediately wiped his tears that followed ushering Amera's departure.

It is true what Judah said, if all has happened and Samuel must be able to risk his guilt. True what is said by Judah, if Amera only needs prayer and mengikhlaskan even though it feels heavy.

“Sorry if I'm too crybaby,” Samuel said.

“Lelaki can also be fragile and by venting his emotions by crying, so it is natural. Now we go back to the hospital,” invite Yuda because the rain spots have soaked the leaves around him.

Sure enough, after returning from the tomb, the two men immediately came to the hospital. Where Anisa lay and was unconscious.

At 10 pm, both of them have arrived at the lobby and Yuda had seen if someone who was walking like the thief, was Dirga because of his posture and how to walk is quite proving.

“Still have the guts also him,” the inner Judah because with how dare the man come to the hospital and of course for Anisa.

“Sam, I'm kebelet if I have to get there, it feels impossible so I'll go toilet.” Samuel who heard only nodded and after that he continued to walk, to see the state of Anisa.

While Yuda who was increasingly convinced if it was Dirga, then deliberately followed him because it seemed like last night's warning was not discussed.

Yuda continued to follow the steps of the man until he reached the parking lot and just as he was about to enter the car. Yuda hurriedly blocked him because what was on his mind was true.

“Wait!” call Yuda.

“What do you mean and purpose for coming here?” yudah asked with a face almost expressionless.

“Then mean? I'm obviously here on medication. Are you blind to the point of not being able to see what this place is,” said the man who was now smiling cynically at Yuda.