
Regrets always come from behind, now Anisa just needs to think about Samuel and find his whereabouts. Until he was willing to meet his father-in-law in the city of B, along with Judah.
The journey was quite tiring, but when he arrived at the residence of his mother-in-law. Tiredness was lost instantly because Anisa could not wait to immediately find information about the whereabouts of her husband through her mother-in-law.
"Son, will you hate me for making Samuel go?" Yuda stared inside Anisa's face, with a given shoulder stroke hoping that everything would be fine.
"We enter yuk," Yuda asked by giving a smile without answering his sister's question.
Anisa also pressed the button on the wall. With hope if his in-laws are at home and not for how long.
The sound of someone's steps and it makes Anisa a little relieved, because his arrival is not in vain by taking four hours of travel.
Chequek.
The door opened and showed a young woman. "Miss! Is this really Miss Anisa?" ask the woman named Wato, a maid from her in-laws.
"Yes, it's me." Anisa replied with a faint smile.
"Alhamdulillah, let Mas Yuda and Non, please come in. I'll call the lady in the back garden" said Wati.
"Yes, thank you."
After Wati enters, Anisa and Yuda sit in the living room while waiting for her in-laws to come out to see her.
While in the backyard, with a teased step Wati slightly raised his skirt. In order to make it easier for him to walk and not be in trouble because it will definitely make a slump.
"Mrs, Madam!" call Wati with her loud voice.
"Wat, what the hell is screaming!" said Susi and immediately put the hoe in both hands.
"There's a lady in front, her!"
Bu Susi frowned as Wati spoke hurriedly.
"Wat, you're telling me why! I'm confused who you mean." Wati sighed because her employer did not understand.
"That's a lot, Miss Anisa is in front of–."
"What! Anissa."
With lightning fast, Susi ran to be able to welcome the sudden arrival of Anisa.
"Ana!" Arriving in the Ning bu was made moved because Anisa wanted to come to her in-laws' house. With great enthusiasm, Susi grabbed her daughter-in-law's body and hugged her.
"Ma, Mama is right?" asked Anisa with teary eyes.
"Sure, honey, especially if you're here. Oh yes, how are you too and what does this mean …." Susi paused her sentence out of fear that her words would hurt Anisa.
"Yes Aunt, Anisa's cured." Judah immediately responded because he could see if his adoptive mother was afraid to issue a statement.
"Yud, how long are you going to call me that?" susi said because Yuda had never called her 'Mama' while Susi herself wanted the call.
"It feels weird if I call–,"
"There is no rejection, this has been many times even hundreds that you say. For now throw away that call!" exclaims Susi mom with full affirmation so that Judah obeys her.
"All right, Mama." Although a little bit clumsy and awkward. At least Yuda has been trying to change the nickname aunt, to 'Mama' and that's what Susi's desire is.
After a little drama. Now the three sit in the living room with a happy feeling that accompanies an old woman named Susi Mother.
"Ma, how's Samuel doing?" for a moment, Susi looked at her daughter-in-law very intensely before answering Anisa's question.
"Mama doesn't know where she is because her phone can't be reached." At that time Anisa also felt frustrated because there was not the slightest information she got, even though Susi's mother in fact she herself did not know.
"Ma, don't lie to me! I know that right now Mama's lying and making it seem like she doesn't know about Samuel's whereabouts." With a wounded day Anisa urges that Susi's mom knows and deliberately makes false statements and does not know what that means by covering up Samuel's whereabouts.
"Mama did not lie An, one month ago Samuel had to go home and it was not long, after returning from the tomb of Ameera ...." The speech was hanging because Susi's mother accidentally slipped, about the tomb of Ameera.
"I already know Ma, so there's nothing to be afraid of." Anisa reveals who Ameera is and explains that she is sincere about the expected departure of the child, but again God wills.
"Until now there has not been a return home and mama also does not know what Samuel's situation is," said Susi explained because she did not want to be considered a liar.
It was in vain that he hoped to find out and now that was in his mind. Where to look? Anisa did not know which city Samuel was in.
"I'm sorry Ma, I disappointed Mama. I was wrong, I've broken everyone's heart I ...." Unable to talk anymore Anisa, accompanied by a sob he continued to apologize.
"Dear no, all men have done wrong. My mother never blamed you. Think of all this as a test of your love," replied Susi who is now crying too.
While Yuda could only quietly see two people hugging with wetted by tears. He did not know what to calm down in any way because maybe the thoughts between men and women were different.
"An, it's afternoon. We're home!" invite Yuda because when you see the watch, the time has shown at three in the afternoon.
"Yud, why don't you guys just stay the night. Mama still misses you and Anisa" Susi said.
"Ma, there's no one at home."
"Please this time. Tomorrow you can go home and anyways you are not tired of carrying a car with a four-hour trip," said Susi.
"All right, we'll stay the night."
Finally, Yuda agreed with her foster mother's request, because she was a little tired. It is a four-hour drive from his town to Samuel's parents' town.
Next morning. Both of them are ready to go home and are still at the dining table, but .. Anisa sees something lacking when there is a favorite menu that happens to be the same as her.
"Darling, why?" susi asked when she saw Anisa's lethargic face.
"Ma, this is Samuel's favorite menu, I …." Anisa could no longer afford to continue her extremely torturous sentence. The regret that was present made Anisa did not deserve a man as good as Samuel.
"An, I'm sure Samuel's in there okay. You can make sure Samuel forgives everything you've done to him. So, now eat to be able to think ahead." Judah chimed in because he did not want Anisa to continue to grieve.
"Betul An, what does Yuda say, if you have to eat to be able to think about what the future plan will be like. After all, this is not your will to be now either" Susi said.
Anisa took a deep breath because she felt so sinful, abandoning Samuel's feelings. She was also the one who gave the pain to her husband.
Breakfast was over and Anisa's time to leave because Yuda was already in the car.
"You be careful, honey."
Anisa nodded as Susi said goodbye to her daughter-in-law.
A few weeks later.
Anisa tries to find information about Samuel, but not a bit of news is obtained because everything is nil.
"Mas, where should I look for you? Sorry to have made a wound in your heart," Anisa's mind with her own face she stared at the photo where the two were officially married at that time.
"I beg you, come home because my missus is already looking for a place to pour. Please, I miss you so much, Mom." In her mutterings Anisa continued to caress the picture frame until the arrival of Arum, making her feel a little meaning of a meaningful figure.
"So, has there been any news of Samuel's departure?" Anisa just shook her head and responded with her sad face.
"Have you asked the little guy with him?" repeated Arum because indeed for a few days he was busy with his work. Until he can't accompany Anisa to find out about Samuel.
"Rum, I have to look for her where else. I felt like I wanted to give up because there wasn't a single clue I got" Anisa said, then put the photo back.
Well, Anisa has now been in the house of Samuel, the house where she once lived with a million memories with her husband at that time. But all that has changed in a matter of time. The house that was once crowded now looks like an uninhabited house. Sepi, that was what Anisa felt at this moment.
"An, try checking your husband's account, who knows there's information in it." Anisa who heard, rushed to pick up her phone and opened her husband's Instagram account.
Nothing was uploaded by Samuel and Anisa closed the account again, now she tries to open the app with a blue lettering logo. In fact, there were no clues found.
"How's it?" ask Arum.
"None of them were uploaded" Anisa replied looking lethargic.
When Anisa and Arumi were talking. The sound of knocking on the door made Anisa immediately look at Arum, hoping it was Samuel.
"What is Samuel?" ask Anisa.
"We'll see." Answer Arum.
Anisa's feet stepped up and her lips continued to smile.
Chequek.
The sound of the door opened and it was here that Anisa stared at the figure with wide eyes.