My Husband's Second Heaven
97. Farewell is painful

Finally, with all consideration, Anisa Arum, as well as Judah, decided to leave. Where Samuel is on duty, Susi can only wait for news from her children and her hope is the safe return of Samuel.

The ship carrying him had been swayed by the waves caused by the strong wind. There are many missing victims, but there are already some survivors. Even though life does not come back and go home only remains.

Arriving at the scene, Anisa is still trying hard even though her heart has now been broken because her husband has not been found for three days. I don't know what the cause was until Samuel came aboard the ship instead of boarding a plane when he was about to go home.

The SAR team is still trying to find the victims and that includes Samuel who has not been found. Even if he died in fact there is no trace until the extent of the sea they have been looking for unfortunately the result is nil.

"Sir, what about in Samuel's name, has it been found?" Yuda deliberately asked the search officer to find out the results.

"So far there have been 20 survivors.10 people were declared missing including Mr. Samuel and the rest died because they could not swim. We are still in the search stage for seven days if there is still no possibility that our side will stop it" said the SAR team, which explained the number of victims of the ship accident.

At once Judah was bowed down because the news received was not good news, but bad news. I don't know where Samuel is now until the search team has not found him.

"An, we're back at the hotel. You need to calm down, pity the child you're in." Judah deliberately invites Anisa to leave because she could not bear to see her sister who was sad and continued to look at the water, until her husband was lost and not found.

"Mas, where are you? I miss you so much. I'm sure you're still alive because you're good at swimming" Anisa's inner self because she hopes that her husband is alive, but a wife's instincts are never wrong.

"An," Yuda repeated again because Anisa had no response to her brother's invitation.

"Sister, is my husband likely still alive?" Arum did not dare to answer because he also did not want to assume if all that was impossible, but Judah with a smile on the corner of his lips. Trying to convince the sister if the possibility is yes, because it does not want to make Anisa more shaken by the loss of Samuel.

"Just pray if Samuel survives, you don't mind letting all this be handled by the search team."

"I'm sure God won't do that to me, because God knows this kid still needs a father figure." It was at this time that Judah's heart was torn because of a sentence from Anisa that further made her heart ache, pain, that was felt by Judah.

Anisa occasionally rubbed her tears that fell without being asked. For the second time Anisa lost the figure of a man who meant so much to her.

"An, you need a break. Pity your baby if it continues like this," Arum said.

Anisa did not respond, but her body beckoned at the two people who were next to her.

Arriving at the hotel, Anisa is still the same without saying much and thinking more about the disappearance of Samuel, which until now has not found its whereabouts.

Before the incident at night Samuel was a little strange when talking. Maybe that's what we call a hunch, when we're on the edge. Anisa still remembers when Samuel said that the baby and also himself must be healthy. When something happens to her, Samuel asks if Anisa should not think much, because it is not good with her content.

“An, pray. Ask God for guidance so that all will be well, ask the Creator to protect Samuel wherever he is, even though he has not yet been found.” Hearing that, Anisa grew sobbing and felt unable to breathe anymore, feeling as heavy as the test God gave her again.

“What's my fault Brother, what was my sin all this time. Until God gave me such a hard ordeal,” said Anisa who had been as eager as she felt that the test would not stop and continued to terrorize her like an unavoidable shadow.

“God has other plans, when man is given a test then God will give us privileges, rest assured if God will not give trials at the limit of our ability.” Anisa drowned her face in the arms of Judah.

While Arum who saw it felt a deepening sadness, he did not expect that the storm of trials faced by Anisa was so great. Until Arum will not be able if only he is in the position of Anisa now.

“You're strong An, I'm sure if you can get through a storm this big.” Arum was only able to speak inwardly because he did not want to disturb the brothers were strengthening each other.

Today is the second day where Anisa is in the city of S, unfortunately again the search that has been running for five days did not reap satisfactory results.

“God if my husband is still alive, then take care of him and meet us. But, if all this turns around then accept him and give my man the most beautiful place, for I know that you are the real owner of me.” After the prayer, Anisa did not forget to pray and asked for directions on where her husband was now. Even with different circumstances, he will try to accept this harsh reality.

“An, we eat yuk! You haven't eaten anything this morning. Pity the child in your stomach because the child inside needs full intake,” said Arum who remembers if the child in the womb needs intake.

“No An, now stand up and soon we get down to eat.” Arum did not want to know if Anisa still had to eat even though she was grieving and continued to force her.

Lazily, Anisa follows Arum as well. But what Arum said was true. She has lost Ameera and now Anisa has to lose her husband for now, she will not be willing if she has to lose her child who is still in her womb.

After eating, Anisa plans to return to the scene, to see results. Who knows, on the fifth day, there is good news.

“Kak, after this we go there again.” With a little pleading Anisa wanted to see the development in the sea area.

“Iya, we're going there, but finish your food first.” The answer is not Judah but Arum, because if she waits for her husband, she will be rejected by Judah, so it is better for her to agree.

Finally Anisa finished her meal. Yuda could only look at him with pity, as he was sure that the SAR team would not find Samuel because today was already the fifth day. Even so he also felt very lost by a figure that meant for him, because it was considered if Samuel was a rescue angel for him when it was bad at that time.

The three had already reached the location when the victims were found.

“Pak, how about my husband? Has anyone found out, I hope you all said honestly.”

It was seen that two people were breathing heavily, because from the first day Samuel was not found, although divers had looked for it to the bottom of the sea but the results were disappointing.

“Bu, please love your husband. We believe God has placed Him in his paradise,” said one of the search teams who tried to make Anisa understand so that her heart could sincerely release Samuel's departure, he was pronounced dead and his body was not found until this moment.

“No Sir, my husband is still alive. I am sure of it and my husband is also good at swimming I can convince,” said Anisa who refused if her husband was declared dead without a trace.

“Bu, this sea wide. Although the victim can swim, it is not possible if it has been devoured by large fish such as—.”

“Stop, I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear if my husband is preyed upon by ...” Anisa also hung her sentence because she was unable to speak her lips even though only one letter Anisa could not.

“Rum, I sincerely husband has been taken by God, but at least please show me the body.” Anisa roared because she could not imagine that her husband could not escape when a wild fish was eating her.

“An, strengthen your heart. I know if I'm not in your position, but I know if the loss hurts.” Anisa is sobbing when her husband is completely gone from her life.

If time could be reworked, maybe that time she would not let her husband go to work such a long distance. If at that time Anisa kept Samuel captive, it was possible that the man would still be with her and would live happily with her.

“Rum, why should this painful farewell happen to me. I'm tired, I'm not strong with the life I'm now living.” Anisa continued to be stunned in her cries.

“We go home yes because if we are still here. The wounds in your heart are getting gaping,” invite Arum who increasingly does not have the heart to see the state of Anisa who continues like this.

Anisa did not answer, only tears kept on being shed. The people who saw Anisa who was very hit, also dissolved in increasingly broken cries.

They know that loss is painful, but it hurts more when a breakup with a path they don't want to feel like this.

In the end, the search was closed, Three people five people were declared missing without a trace because it had entered the eighth day the situation was still unchanged. And Anisa and Judah and Arum have now returned with deep sorrow.

When Anisa entered the house, Susi immediately hugged Anisa so tightly. His only son had left him in this way.

“Ma, Samuel Ma, Samuel completely left me.” The mood grew even worse as the cry broke.

“Sweetie, mom lost it too, but God loves her more. Mama ... mama did not expect that the farewell should end like this!”