My Husband's Second Heaven
98. Giving birth without a husband

“Ma, why did all this have to happen again. Am I destined to be alone with a wound!”

“No dear, you should not talk like that. Mama who gave birth to Samuel in fact mama also have to mengikhlaskan with the incident all this,” said Susi who tried to calm her daughter-in-law who is now grieving, said, when half his soul has gone for ever and will never return. Although in her deepest heart Anisa refused when Samuel was reported to have died Namin, she was sure if her husband was still alive, but Anisa also could not say what had been felt by him.

“You are strong, you still have lives to defend.” Anisa is sobbing when her child is born, then the father figure will not be felt by her later and Susi mom is still trying to strengthen Anisa, although he was shattered into pieces when one figure left him and followed the father.

The heartache has gradually recovered and now Anisa has started a new life, living with her in-laws in the city of B, because that is all Susi wanted when she lost her child, so Anisa is the one who is now in her place and does not let go far from her anymore. It was enough that Susi was abandoned by her husband and now her only child has also left, only Anisa can be used as a backup for now or later.

“Ma ... My stomach is getting sicker, it looks like I'm going to give birth!” yelled Anisa while in the room and Susi ma'am when she wanted to get a drink for Anisa, then that's when the woman who was so meaningful after Ms. Ning walked limped to see the state of her daughter-in-law, when the scream reached his ears.

“Honey, you are patient yes, soon Yuda will arrive and will take you to the hospital.” Susi's mother's words responded well even though Anisa was already unable to hold it, and she could not show if she was in pain.

Well, a few months after Samuel's disappearance. Anisa has entered the age of nine and it is time to give birth to leave the city where she grew up and choose to leave the house she has been in, leaving a million memories with Samuel because the more remembered it will make Samuel increasingly unable to forget the most beautiful memories, but ended with sadness.

Susi, who was hoping for anxiety, waited for Yuda, because he wanted to pick up Arum and until now there was no home, to make Susi's mother on the edge of anxiety.

Moments later, Yuda has arrived and in a hurry he immediately climbed the stairs so that he can quickly take Anisa to the hospital after getting a call from Susi's mother.

"Ma, how's Anisa doing?" when Judah immediately asked to know the news of his sister.

"Better you take him immediately Jud, mama does not want if Anisa until something happens." Susi replied with increasing fear.

It is undeniable that Arum is worried also when his best friend wants to give birth, finally with a step following Judah who is currently heading to Anisa's room.

“An, you survive yes, me and your brother will take you to the hospital.” Arum's words were taken by Anisa.

It didn't take long, they were all already in the hospital and this time the one accompanying him was Arum.

Arriving in the delivery room, the team of doctors has begun to move to deal with Anisa who is ready for the process of giving birth normally.

“Ahhhhh .. Pain Doctor!” a painful cry sounded in Arum's ears.

“A little more Mom, take a strong breath .. let's Bu keep going!” When the doctor told Anisa to catch her breath and then told her to push. Who would have thought Arum made goosebumps when a mother is struggling with death.

Moments later.

Oe ..oe .. oe.

The cry of a small baby boy and it made Arum so moved, Anisa's struggle was so great after such a tiring process.

“Mas, look at our son born with a handsome face like you. I hope you can feel that even though now you are no longer from the part in our midst,” Anisa said in her heart when a tiny baby had been born in this world.

“An!” arum Tegur.

“I'm fine Rum, just want to remember the time with Samuel. Surely he was happy when the anticipated figure had been present in this world, but unfortunately ...” Anisa dian and momentarily set her breath that suddenly felt tight.

“I'm sure that up there Samuel is looking at you,” said Arum who was sad when the happy day came, but someone has left and will never come back.

Anisa stared at the ceiling of the roof, as if the face of the husband had adorned her gaze.

“I promise Mas, if I will take care of our child to become a successful person like you.” With a smile, Anisa spoke inwardly, for at any moment. Samuel's name would never change in his heart.

Anisa is still in the nursery and the tiny baby is now in Susi's sling. With great anxiety he occasionally kissed the little angel's cheeks. The figure that had been present colored his days, making his memory was in the past few years because of the baby in his carrier. Same with Samuel when he was a baby. It also made him remember his son until now will never come back. There are only a million memories yak will not be forgotten even though the life is gone, but the memory collected will be remembered as.

"Look at An, my granddaughter, why can it be exactly with her papa as a baby." Anxious mom Susi showed that her son was exactly with her husband when the baby was.

"Is it really Ma, if Mas Sam is like this baby's grandpa?" said Anisa convinced herself with what was described by her in-laws.

"Yes An, when mama's lying." Anisa was happy when she heard the confession from her in-laws. The thing that is so happy is being able to give birth and will later take care of his own child even though it is heavy without a husband figure beside him.

After two days in the hospital, Anisa has been allowed to go home, because her condition and her son are good enough.

"An, welcome home and congratulations on being a mother." Arum proudly welcomed Anisa's return, not forgetting to hug her so tightly.

"An, congratulations. Now you've got the title of a mother and sister so happy, because you've got a handsome nephew bonus." Not only Arum, Judah congratulated Anisa and hugged her so tightly.

"Thank you, brother, sorry for so much trouble you guys."

Yuda smiled because all that was nothing to him and felt that if the use of a sister, it was supposed to help even in a state of joy and sorrow.

"An, thank you for giving me a grandchild." There was a voice that he was familiar with, for a moment Anisa turned to make sure and right. Anisa instantly scatters a hug at Ms. Ning who now looks so happy, when Anisa manages to give her a handsome granddaughter.

"Mom, I miss you so much." Anisa hugged for a very long time because the two had never met and now, she can finally see the face of her parents even though she is not her real mother, but the figure of the strong woman was already much meritorious for Anisa.

"Mother too."

Everyone gathered and there was one who was not in their midst, until Anisa immediately looked at the face of her husband in the picture frame. It was with great happiness that the man posed so perfectly and right now there were only memories left in his heart.

While the baby that has a Box is still sound with his dreams, until the sound of laughter and people talking did not make him wake up or disturbed.

Anisa is already at Susi's house and now Arum and Judah have permission to leave, because the work is piling up. Moreover, Susi asked Judah to replace Samuel to manage his business, because nothing else was expected but to ask for Judah's help.

As for her own efforts Anisa. Again Arum is the one who has to handle when his best friend is focused on taking care of children, it makes Anisa more unexpected because in fact the woman with the title 'Mother' still enjoys being a single parent.

And elsewhere.

"Why do you love, how pale?" asked Yuda when he saw Arum was drowning with a sweaty forehead.

"I don't know, but my stomach and my head hurt a lot." Reply weak Arum.

"We went to the doctor so we could know what you were sick!" Arum shook his head because he felt that he only needed to rest and could be, if only catch a cold.

"Rum, I'm worried if you're okay!" yuda stressed.

"Maybe this just goes into the wind. You know, I've been busy taking care of your sister's business for two months, so the pain is definitely there." Arum replied because there was nothing to worry about.

"Alright, then I'll make you some tea. So that your stomach is a little delicious and I will also make you food," said Yuda gently.

"Thank you, dear."

Judah chimed in with a smile because it was not a problem, while his wife was happy whatever she would do.

When the food was in front of Arum, instead of eating, the woman was made more nauseous by the aroma. "Darling, what's wrong with you?" ask Judah in astonishment.

"Why Arum's attitude is weird, it's just rice and some side dishes. Why is it like this?" yuda muttered in wonder.

"Yud, keep that away from me. I'm not strong because it's so very unpleasant to smell" Arum said, closing his nose.

"Darling, but this isn't rice? Why banished and ... this does not smell," reply Yuda by smelling rice from the rest of Anisa.

"I don't want to know even if it's food and now throw it away!" Yuda frowned, why did his wife suddenly tell him to throw away the food he had taken.

A second later Judah realized that something was wrong, what Arum had experienced and it had happened to Anisa first.

"Darling, I'll go first." Without Arum's consent, Judah rushed out and ignored his appearance, the most important thing for him now is to find evidence that what is on his mind is right.

Arriving at his destination, not many people looked at him strangely, accompanied by a million smiles. Finally Judah saw his own appearance.

"Oh, sh*it. It is only fair that they laugh at me" he murmured inwardly when he knew that. At the time of coming out the apron was still stuck on his body and his feet were wearing slippers that were cheating, aka different.

For a moment Judah did not care about it because he would focus on the objects he bought in the Pharmacy.

"Mbak, how much?" ask Yuda while reaching into his pocket.

"Oh yes, do not forget to tell how to use it that I have told you, continue to total 30 thousand only." A Pharmacist officer had given her two packs of items that Yuda had already bought, then quickly paid for the people's eyes not to stare at her continuously.